mysticaljae

Jae

Photographer Muse|| Artist Photography Profile : @creativisionariez |ΣΓΑ| 🌈 | πŸ›«β™οΈβ™οΈβ™οΈ| Vegan LA πŸ“| ULV 18’ BS Psych πŸ‘©πŸΎβ€πŸŽ“ Future Holistic Therapi

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And im back!!! I would love it if you all would come out and support me. This is a HUGE step for me and im excited to announce i am one of the chosen artists for the RAW LA : Reflect 10th year anniversary showcase!!! Tickets are $22.50 and can be purchased thru the link in my bio. If you cant afford a ticket, donations are accepted. . . This is a huge deal for me because I doubt myself as an artist and I stop pursuing my dreams due to fear. Im so close to making my dreams come true and im learning to push forth. I applied to this show with my portfolio about a month ago and was super humbled when they accepted me and told me my body of work was impressive for only a year and a half of shooting. I started CREATIVISIONARIEZ about 2 years ago by myself with no hopes of getting this far. I was told not to do it, that i wasnt gonna make it, i was lied too and manipulated by people i considered my closest friends, had my ideas and money stolen by someone who i was tryna support and i thought was my best friend and here i am. I am actually succeeding and i will keep pushing forward to all of my dreams come true no matter how impossible they may seem. . . @creativisionariez
Blossoming Butterfly 🌠 . . I write this as a butterfly flies past me, as the sequence 23 flows by me, as my energy expands into a ball of light, as my heart grips the altitude of gratitude. I write this as my heart sings the lullaby of all of me being for you. As i truly grasp the concept of my life purpose. Im learning. Im blossoming. I am becoming. /i love you even more for this hat @c0smax πŸ’š\
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Grateful to have friends who actually support me. Grateful to have a soul tribe. Grateful for the many gifts i've been blessed with. Grateful for always keeping my head up even when things were tough. Grateful for my journey. . Check out my latest series drop featuring my beautiful friend (who's also a photographer, you've seen her on my page taking my photos 😜) who is out here killing it in a spread envoking MS VOGUE ITALIA πŸ’• on @creativisionariez now . . Makeup/Styling/Photography by moi 😁
Your mind is a terrible thing to waste. I manifested this concert about 2 years ago and here I am seeing the one and only @this_nao. With Pluto going into Capricorn last night right before the Super Blood Full Moon Lunar Eclipse, I knew i was in for some truths and I can say gladly, thank you Universe ✨ - also got to meet a beautiful new soul/friend @rachelfmay πŸ’•( we work at the same nonprofit)
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Happy First New Moon of 2019, I set my intentions and I am ready for more amazing projects like this one!! If you'd like to follow my projects or potentially be apart of any, follow my photography brand @creativisionariez πŸ’œ . . . Muse: @babyjaa_ @vibrantcurlz @sparks_fly1996 Photographer: @mysticaljae Makeup: @diamondalisabeauty
If you don't know my story and would like to know, this year I will be launching my blog in hopes that I can use my voice/platform to inspire someone to heal their wounds, but until then I would love it if you all followed me on my photography journey @creativisionariez πŸ’œ . . . Muse: @sol_kissed @twinflamexchange_ Photography: @mysticaljae Makeup: @mysticaljae
If you haven't already, I would love it if yall followed my photography page @creativisionariez. For the past year and some change, I have embarked on starting the beginning phases of my nonprofit organization. I created my own photography brand called @creativisionariez to bring awareness to various political issues that aren't highlighted enough in the media but need change, too highlight what these issues actually are, not how they are depicted and heal a nation. My mission is use visual arts +psychology +spirituality to shatter society's standards of beauty, share culture/diversity, heal a nation, and spread some joy. If you would like more information, feel free to dm meπŸ’™ . . I have a few projects coming up, the first being a QueerFaced series, highlighting the lgbtq+ community. If you would like to be involved, dm or email me!!!πŸ’™ . . Muse: @diosadelgirasol Photographer: @mysticaljae πŸ’™
As 2018 ends, im reflecting on how far I've come. I lost some people who i thought were gonna be my side forever, gained some people that truly have opened my eyes, met some beautiful energiesπŸ’•βœ¨, started a creative business @creativisionariez lost and uncovered myself, GRADUATED COLLEGE, rented my first place, gathered some healthy new coping skills, learned to fight for jae the survivor not the victim, learned what it meant to be a friend/partner/co-worker/tenant/adult, let my wings show, allowed myself to dwelve into spirituality, forgave myself, cried, had great sex (cause it's normal ppl), started a new job, cut some people off, learned healthy boundaries, learned how to be alone and be okay, decided to be my own hero, spoke my truth, displayed my art at shows, supported my friends, etc. Excited for the many lessons of 2019!! 🌞 . . . πŸ“·: @townsiecarr Director: @c0smax
Growing and healing is truly such a beautiful process when you commit. Im not saying it's an easy one cause its not but the rewards in the end outweigh them all. Confronting yourself in all your faults, lies, toxic traits, trauma, insecurities etc. is an essential part of it but it's not all of it. There's the beautiful parts of you that you get to accept too and that's what makes the journey worth it. . . πŸ“·: @townsiecarr Director: @c0smax
I remember taking this picture and being so ashamed to post it. I thought i was the biggest person in the world and that made me ugly. I surrounded myself with people who didnt think highly of themselves, used and abused people while justifying it, people who were beyond toxic etc. But what this picture and that time of life taught me: You are beautiful inside and out, you don't have to work extra hard to get toxic people to accept you, love yourself, be your own hero, you are okay etc. Im passing along that message to anyone out there that can relate, YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL! YOU ARE STRONG! YOU ARE WORTHY! LOVE YOURSELF! YOU DONT NEED THEM! YOU ARE ENOUGH! I SEE YOU AND I LOVE YOU πŸ’“
Yes this is a cliche ass pic to take as a photographer. Wanna know why im posting it anyways? Im posting it because its the view I see outside of my apartment when I wake up in the morning and I'm not saying this to flex but to highlight the blessings in my life. After 2 weeks of being homeless with my roommates, this place came along and its now home. Its the best place I have ever lived in and its home to where I shed alot of my old layers and embraced the new. Everyday I wake up and thank the Universe for bringing me to be closer to the sun/ the moon/ and the stars. This home is a testament to believing in yourself so much that it comes true. During those 2 weeks, I remained with a smile on my face, laughter in my aura, optimism in my blood, no matter where we ended up, I got up and took myself on the trains/buses to therapy, I stayed in a loop of gratitude, I danced and sung my little heart out, I cried, but I never gave up. I knew a blessing was coming and I am forever grateful that I will be bringing in the new year HERE
The holidays are here and although we love to believe it brings holiday cheer, joy, peace, harmony, and families together, that is not always the case for alot of people around this time. In many people's lives, the holidays are a trigger to some not so happy memories that can include, incest/sexual abuse, mental/emotional abuse, physical abuse, neglect, sexual assault, family members in prison, family members addicted to drugs, single parent homes, poverty, homelessness, mental illness etc. During these times, it's especially important to spread a little bit more love than usual and not just family, but friends/acquaintances/strangers etc. A simple smile or wave to them can show you care and may make a HUGE difference. The holidays call for increased attempts/follow thrus of suicide. Even if they seem strong enough and are doing good, please check on them. . . . πŸ“·: @nadirafatah
With the power to achieve anything, i choose to be the best version of myself. That means accepting the ugly and growing. Living. Loving. Helping. Not internalizing everything. Remembering love in everything i do and in every person i meet. Not everyone is for me and thats okay and its not my responsibility to take on anyone else's issues, i dont have to accept every text/call at the moment, not everyone's journey has to include me, i don't have to change to fit in because the ones who love me the most, love me for being me, i dont have to feel bad for putting myself first or cutting someone off because their energy is draining. It's not my responsibility to heal everyone's pain but rather set off the spark inside of them that pushes them to heal and bring out that light thats there. One step at a time. Forgive myself for the mistakes I make along the way, take accountability and apologize when wrong because I too am learning. [To the angels, that set off that spark inside of me, thank you✨] . . πŸ“·: @wouldulikesomet πŸ’–
From 18 to 23!!! The reason im even alive to see 23, thank you @rachel_thomasxoxo Allow me to reintroduce myself. My name is Jae and I identify as nonbinary/queer and I am a Sagittarius ♐ I am an extremely anxious, overthinker, quirky, dorky, weird, loving, optimistic individual amongst other things. I try to help everyone and sometimes that bites me in the ass, cause i internalize everything but i have some pretty amazing people in my life that keep me grounded. 23 is an accomplishment to me. One i never thought id achieve but alas here I am. Standing tall and happy because of some special angels. This year is called acceptance, abundance, gratitude, and reciprocity. Cheers to 23 🍻
This was 22, now watch out for 23 !!! πŸ“·: @wouldulikesomet
This journey to heal has been beyond rewarding. Ive become the person who ive always wanted to be. I wake up with joy in my heart that i am where im at, i am who i am and i have the support i have. Taking the first step to admit and accept some not so pretty things about myself but also making that committment to grow and to forgive myself while allowing myself to be vulnerable was the hardest thing ive ever had to do this year and i can say ive come further in that aspect than ive ever expected. Ive always been pretty ashamed to say i survived some things and to accept that as messed up as some things were, it happened and its okay, but ive also learned to accept it and find peace with it. Im not as far as i want but everyday i make strides towards growth. This journey has led me to meet some pretty amazing people including doing this video project from an amazing film director @c0smax which this pic is from. Meeting people that i met making these videos were genuine and thats in direct relation to myself. Ready to go more πŸ’« . . πŸ“·: @c0smax
Even with half of the portrait you can see the full picture. You dont need the other side to see the determination in my eyes. The determination to HEAL, to SUCCEED, to CREATE, to EVOLVE, to HELP, to GROW, to LOVE. I thank my spirit guides for 2018. It wasn't the worse year of my life because I have much to be grateful for. The lessons, the heartbreak, the pain, the trauma, etc. all molded me into acceptance. I still have a ways to go but if this is a year worths journey, I can only imagine the heights I will soar and the people I will touch. Great things are coming and great things are already here. Heres to growth and beautiful beginnings πŸ’« . . πŸ“·: @fullyrealeyezed πŸ’•
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