If you’re dying to know the end of this story, my conclusion, here it goes — I made a mistake (I tried and I failed?). It could’ve been a fatal one, but I’m still here today because I have so many caring people in my life. I never doubted that my loved ones cared for me, and that was never the reason for my lows.
I’m selfish; I caused so much pain to my loved ones and I can’t ever take it back. I’m sorry.
The best I can do right now is to get through one day at a time, and hopefully I can be better soon, for my loved ones, and for me too.