I have failed all of y'all... I am right back where I was last year at 336lbs. I have not been working out, I have not been doing ketosis, I have not been sleeping right, and I have not been doing the things I should be to take care of my family and myself.I have let EVERYTHING and everyone be an excuse as to why I can't take care of myself. I have a million excuses the biggest being a brand new career and a pending surgery one week from today that could sideline me six months... But what does that really matter when I have been going anyway? I'm not committed, not disciplined, not dieting, I'm failing in almost every aspect. If you have made it this far your probably going "damn... So why post this"
I know or at least I hope that I'm not the only person here or that at least has been here. I'm in a very very dark place, trying like hell to pull myself out and God Bless my beautiful wife @seashellsandbarbellspm
who is my best friend, my rock, my everything. Though she is struggling with her own demons she still supports and prays for me.
There is no pot of gold at the end of this rainbow guys sorry to say. Thank you all for following the page, for being real, and for the positive thoughts hopefully we all overcome these dark demons and find our way back into our own lights.
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