This is the sad reality 💯
Probably tomorrow i'll fast ✌👀
Total calories in the day: >500kcal (netto: around 400kcal
Starting the Giovanni’s 30 diet today. Praying that I keep with it 🙏🏻 also gonna do whole 30 diet!
Dad, I know I should have stayed dead at birth. I know you think I’m a mistake. You wanted a boy not a freak. I’m a failure.
Mom. I’m sorry I’m not pretty. I’m sorry I started cutting and can’t stop. I’m sorry I’m not Christian and I’m sorry I have too many problems. I’m sorry I embarrass you. I’m sorry I get depressed and I’m sorry I’m not as good as I could be.
i am constantly torn between wanting to fix myself and wanting to destroy myself.