About connections 🌀🦉
When connections are real, they simply never die. They can be buried, or ignored or walked away from, but never broken.
If you deeply resonated with another person or place, the connection remains despite any distance, time, situation, lack of presence, or circumstance.
If you’re doubtful then just try it – go and visit a person or place and see if there’s any sense at all of the space between now and then.
If it was truly real, you’ll be instantly swept back into the moment it was before it left – during the same year and place with the same wonder and hope, comfort and heartbeat.
Real connections live on forever.🦉
- Victoria Erickson - ❤️🙏🏼
Today I’m grateful for the true and pure connections I been receiving and the ones I already have. 🦉✨
🚩 - Peru - Cusco - Andahuylas
New Blog Post 💜 (Link in Bio)
My story with Overcoming sexual abuse as a child. I believe in sharing in hopes it will help another woman who’s experienced abuse as a child to know they aren’t alone, and that healing is possible. 💜
This has always been a topic I’ve rarely spoken about. The shame and embarrassment attached make it a difficult conversation. Being uncomfortable is worth it to me if there’s a chance it will in anyway help another woman. 💜
Did you know that 1 in 5 children experience sexual abuse?? This makes me sick. In addition to all the other things I’ve been working on, I’ve also partnered with an organization that funds a foundation that supports women who were victims of childhood sexual assault. It’s a perfect addition to my businesses and aligns with my heart to help 💜
"If knew Who YOU really are EVERYTHING would change, and that is exactly what You are afraid of." ~ Eddie Rose
Are you the star in the “Movie of Your Life?!? ✨🎥
It’s a well-known fact that a high percentage of the population know very little about themselves. And because they live in an ignorant state with respect to who they are and the infinite potential they possess, they end up spending a good part of their life as an extra in somebody else’s movie. 😣
Bob Proctor .
Think about that. .
I’ve spent the last couple years trying to figure out who I am as a person again. It’s been a rollercoaster, let me tell you that. But I would rather know who I am and the potential I have to make my life the best it can be, than to tiptoe through life hoping to quietly make it to death, only being an extra in someone else’s movie. .
#riseup #bewhoyouweremeanttobe #knowingyourself #knowyourworth #understandingmyself #bemybestself
Chiron in Scorpio 🦂
Key word: I Transcend / Phoenix
Gift Associated: Death & Rebirth
Master: Buddha, specifically the Tibetan ‘Book of the Dead’ teachings.
Chiron in Scorpio
The wound is related to the individual’s self-worth, sexuality, and perception of death and transformation. The individual will experience intense mood swings and catastrophic feelings, deep paranoia and anxiety in particular. They will have gone through some form of psychological trauma or abuse that causes them to become overly protective of themselves, their belongings, and their loved ones.
Deep inside of them, they harbor feelings of misery and guilt, even if they have not done anything wrong, leading them to self-destructive behaviors. They are on a journey to understand the meaning of life, transformation, and death. They will heal begin to heal when they learn to turn their pain into strength and beauty. They will possess the ability to heal others by teaching them that transformation and renewal is necessary to lead a healthy life.
#paranoia #trauma #void
#schizoaffective #myart #eye
#bpd #ptsd #chironinscorpio
#space #myfeelings #iseeyou
From Buku Kelas Peneguhan. .
Seseorang pernah berkata kepada saya:
Jiwa Manusia itu layaknya seekor anjing liar, namun yang membedakan Manusia yang sudah mengalami Perjumpaan secara pribadi dengan Pribadinya YESUS KRISTUS secara ROH, Jiwanya mungkin masihlah tetap layaknya seekor anjing liar, hanya saja bedanya seekor anjing liar yang telah memiliki TUAN.
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I’ve read that inability to maintain personal boundaries is a hallmark of childhood sexual abuse. Yeah, that makes sense. #understandingmyself
Week 1 : Making of the book. Ampler apply all surfaces being glued with wallpaper paste ( the book linen needs to be covered on the side being stuck as well as the board you are using ) Turned over and do the same on the other side. Leave early an ample gap between the boards,this will leave enough room for the book leaves to sit and create a hinge. ....... leave to dry ( when it’s dry there shouldn’t be any creasing or lumps - fingers crossed )
I made it through the darkest part of the night, and now I see the sunrise.... I feel glorious!
As of last night I wasn’t able to sleep, I decided to do some exploring, I ended up along the esplanade. I started writing some experiences down and was reading my book, going to do this more often now. Was able to gather my thoughts and actually understand them. Thank you!
#darwin #sunrise #adventuretime #exploring #foodforthought #understandingmyself
How close are you to yourself?
In 2k19 don't be too busy with others and leave yourself out.
You need to take a close look at your life, make out time for yourself,
Talk to yourself,
Don't know too much about others and lose knowledge of who you are.
Learn to govern your heart first before seeking to help others with theirs,
And be the best friend of yourself and love your life...
#teamCCWoke #2019yearofexpliots #alphafemale #understandingmyself
One of the most important truth’s I’ve learned is that I and I only am responsible for who I become, what I achieve and how happy I am. My parents have always said that and still to this day believe it and will remind me as needed!
It’s nobody else’s responsibility. In the same way that I am not responsible for anyone else’s happiness or achievements.
I believe others can be of influence in our lives and we can also be of influence in someone else’s life but the ultimate truth is that we can’t be spoon fed motivation or force or desire to be better, in the same way we are not here to be responsible for spoon feeding daily motivation or determination into others. It is an exhausting feeling, right?
The want and the desire to become better and to find freedom and joy in life comes from within each and every one of us!
I used to put so much pressure on myself, as a born people pleaser I took it upon myself to be who others wanted me to be because I really believed I was responsible for how they felt and sometimes how they acted!
Letting go of that feeling is the ultimate freedom and for that I am a recovered people pleaser and even though I still have a ways to go I love this journey of growth and discovery that comes with setting new goals and living my purpose.
Don’t let anyone be the determining factor of your joy, your success, your feelings. Do what you need to do and don’t quit on yourself because you deserve to be completely you at all times! Those that don’t understand you, don’t deserve you and that will be the moment you deserve you!! #purposedrivenlife #anewme #fitmomlife #deserving #understandingmyself #journeyofalifetime #joyfullife #iamme #sahmlife #zyiastrongmn #zyiaactive #joinme #blessedbeyondmeasure #blessed
A lot of things bother me in life.. For example this right here. I have to understand not everyone is me.
It's been awhile... past 2 months was the toughest for me, after practicing yoga for almost 3 years, I hurt my back for the 1st in my life.
Went for TCM, sport massage and finally 1st ever chiropractor @drgarytho
. During my visit with Dr Gary then I realise all those muscle that might looks good on me is not as strong as I think. My lower back was hurt badly due to my years of over compression when I enter to certain pose etc. Warrior three. One of the most basic pose but I fail to engage my butt muscle, so all this while was legs and back doing the job.
So 1 fine day after my yoga class, my back decided to give up on me. After this injury I realise and understand how much my body needed enough rest and also not pushing myself too much. As I'm born to be hyper flexible AND I can get in easily into the pose but forgetting what muscle to use is a no good.
Today I decided to listen to my body and go as much as I needed.
❤ #understandingmyself #lowerback #recovery
Some of you may have seen this on my other account, feel free to ignore!
Yesterday I was given a diagnosis of autism. I'm at the low end of the spectrum and high functioning for sure.
I can't begin to describe the profound sense of relief it brought me. Not everyone needs a diagnosis to accept themselves but I do.
As soon as the doctor confirmed it it was like the knot of self loathing inside me started to unravel. Things I've beaten myself up for about for years suddenly made sense, suddenly had context. I can't help that certain foods feel horrible in my mouth, that certain sounds upset me. I can still control my response and behaviours, it's not an excuse to mistreat people, but I can't control the initial feeling.
Autism has almost certainly played a big role in my anxiety. Autistic women are hugely underdiagnosed, we often learn to suppress our natural instincts and "play the part" we're expected to. This is exhausting and separates us from our true selves. Which often leads to anxiety and/or eating disorders. (Up to 30% of female eating disorder patients are found to be undiagnosed autistic.)
This diagnosis isn't going to change my daily life in a massive way. What it will do is allow me to show myself more compassion and understanding. To take some of the pressure off myself and just be who I am a little more.
I'm so grateful for the NHS, for my therapist for taking my concerns seriously, for the doctor yesterday who made the assessment process a little less nerve wracking!
And I'm so grateful to my support network on here, for you guys. For helping create a space for me to share this without fear or anxiety.
I hope you all have an amazing weekend!
#autism #autistic #femaleautism #aspiegirl #autisticwoman #aspie #ASD #diagnosis #relief
#bigweightoff #understandingmyself #mentalhealth #mentalhealthwarriorwitch
#mentalhealthwarrior #autisticempaths #womenwithautism #womenandautism #thankyounhs #gratefulforthenhs
New e-book! This isn’t available for sale on the site but it IS included in the membership welcome gift! The membership is getting better and more defined with each passing week due to you guys taking precious time to tell me exactly what you’re looking for! More secret gifts inside the welcome kit when you join The Spirited Life!