It's official. My sister is the pretty one. Idk why it makes me want to just break down and bawl, but it does. I feel like I'm not even worth it anymore. I feel like I'm alone and it will never end just because I'm a little overweight and I can't turn my feelings on right now. I've been through so much more than her.. I know I sound dramatic but it's true. She's had it really easy compared to me, and now she's the one with the compliments and the prasie and the goddamn mother's trying to set their sons up with her. Every 'mother' I have met literally has told their son or daughter, "I just don't think she's right in the head.. maybe you should find someone else sweety." All I have ever wanted was for someone to randomly walk up to me and say, "Hey, I saw you from over there, and I just had to say, you are the most beautiful person I have ever seen." I mean, I want that, but then I also think that people who base a person's worth off of another's apperance is trash sooooo... idek at this point.
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