So this is gonna be a very soppy post and I know he'll probably hate me for it :'). But 6 months ago I was certain that I couldn't fall in love again. I was certain that the pain wasn't worth living for. That depression would et too unbearable. I had hit the worst mental state I have ever been in. But meeting this boy has been the best thing to ever happen to me. Not only has he shown me that I can love again but he's shown love like I never felt before. He's my guardian and my shield from my own demons. He's the shield from life. He makes life bearable. He protects me from intense emotions and vulnerability. Not only that but he also fights for me, believes in me and shows determination I have never felt before. We've been through things no couple should ever go through but we are still fighting for each other. We have become stronger each round and he has seen my demons raw and on show yet he still sees the true me. He makes me feel like a human again, with him I feel truly happy.
He has saved my life both physically and mentally and to quote demi 'I don't know who I am without you' and he's the reason I finally believe in myself.
I finally feel like I belong and with someone who finally understands me. He makes me feel safe and unafraid of myself. With him I feel like I have the strength to battle life so much more.
He's my saviour
#boyfriend #saviour #ibeliveinme
❤️ #mylife #mystrength
💪 #myhopeisyou #soulmate #thereasontolive #thereasoniamalive
Idag har jag firat och blivit firad! Förmiddag hos Stefan, min mor och hennes mor samt eftermiddag med mina pojkar. Bjuden på lunch och middag med present! Underbar dag och jag känner mig så älskad ❤
#mothersday #loved #spoiled
Förmiddagen spenderades ute i Stefans Lekland i Timrå. Fabian klättrade upp och åkte ner i rutschkanan i timmar. Det var så skönt ute!
#happykids #rockfabbe #boyswithcurls
These two 👫 are the reason of my heart beat, the reason of my smile and the reason why I work everyday to be the best version of myself 🙏🏻❤️. I had so many lessons as a mom and I keep learning from them everyday, because they are my greatest teachers.
I learned to don’t give up .
To smile even when it hurts .
To be there for them no matter the time, place or circumstances, show up for them and for me. .
All my diplomas, certifications and professional achievement are inspired in their eyes when they look up to the woman I am .
To trust, even when I don’t see the first step
They teach me everyday to have a compassionate heart and love no matter what! .
They chose me as a mom, and that is one the most important and beautiful purposes that I have in my life 🙏🏻 .
They teach me everyday what is unconditional love ❤️ .
#happiestmom #proudmom #thebestinmylife #thereasonofmysmile #thereasontolive #mybabies
Färsk: broccoli, sparris, aubergine, paprika, lök, morot, grovhackas och grillas i ugnen med flingsalt, svartpeppar och chiliflakes under en skvätt olja 👌 Serveras med @trollunge_
berömda vitlökssås och KÖTT! 😍
#lördag #lchf #foodporn #healthylifestyle
Ruskigt väder så vi tog en sväng ner på stan för lite ärenden och förberedelser inför kvällen och helgen. Ikväll blir det middag på mysig restaurang!
#rockfabbe #boyswithcurls #outdoorkids
You are the reason to live for.
I was lost and broken but now I am found and restored.
When I was alone in the darkest room, you were there with me.
Even though I didn’t notice your presence, you were always there for me and watching over me.
Your unfailing love embraces me.
I am yours.
#prayer #confess #thereasontolive
Idag har vi utforskat naturen. Ledig förmiddag tillsammans så vi drog ner till vattnet. Stenar, is, lera, sand, träd, buskar och allt som hör den underbara naturen till roade och gjorde gott!
#naturekids #rockfabbe #outdoorkids #nature
the moment you find your happiness grab it and dont waste any minute of it .♥♥♥ #thereasontolive
Såpbubblor är ju verkligen en hit! Idag hänger vi hos mormor och Stefan, med en snabb lunchpaus så är vi ute igen 😍
#rockfabbe #outdoorkids #springtime