He thought, you’ve always love cooking;
He thought, you’ve always good in writing;
He thought, you’ve always been this caring;
He thought, you’ve always been so healthy;
He thought, you’ve always this happy.
What he didn’t know was, you was once hate being in the kitchen. He was the reason you put on an apron and started to learn cooking and hell, you even learn how to bake him cakes he loved.
What he didn’t know, that it was because you didn’t know how to tell him when you’re upset and that’s how you get into writing hoping he would read them and get what you were trying to tell him.
What he didn’t know, that you only take care of him, more than you take care of yourself. You couldn’t bear seeing him in a mess and you love him, you started to do all his dirty laundry and clean the house just to make him feel home.
What he didn’t know, that he was the reason you started hitting gym. You looked down yourself so much and every second passed by you feel the butterflies in your stomach, how lucky you’re to be with him. You wanted to be the best for him.
What he didn’t know, he’s the only reason you could smile genuinely and carefree. Knowing him being by your side was the best thing ever happened to you.
But now, he will never know.
Not now, not in the future.
You bury them deep in your heart letting them to be your little secrets.
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