(Posted this a couple of months ago but took down most of my posts and wanted to put this one back up)...... When the day comes that they put that sheet over me and you have to see me buried 6 ft, covered with dirt permanently just know things will be ok, you'll hurt but don't break. Know that you'll be hearing many different stories about me, some will claim that I was cold, mean to the world, others will say I had the most caring soul, if I'm being real with you at times I was a bit of both, I had my ups and downs, many mistakes and regrets but the one thing I would do all over again, time after time, is being half of the reason that you are alive, the day you were born I knew I did something right, promised myself that I'll do my best to raise you right, to make sure you never grew up with the anger and bitterness as I did inside. Never forget to treat people well, smile whenever you can, don't ever let anger control your words that's how unnecessary things are said, help out those in need, treat the one you end up with respect, adore them, give them a reason everyday to love you more than they did yesterday, on their bad days assure them everything will be ok, don't let pride and ego be the reason they walk away. When you are having thoughts of me don't cry, think about the good times, the corny jokes, the talks, the life lessons I taught you. Just know that I'm already proud, I love you and if you ever feel like you are going down the wrong road and you don't understand this world anymore, just look into your heart and know that you are never truly alone..
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