Here are my self harm cuts then vs now. I haven't cut today because I want to stay clean for at least a day for my girlfriend. My arms are full of scars and I know it hurt her when she sees them. I've started trying to keep it secret because I don't want to make her cry but then she's the only one I feel comfortable talking to, so not telling her makes my mind worse. Yesterday when I did these cuts was horrible just a really bad day, and I had a shower today and cleansed my soul I guess and this is what they look like now, much, much better. I want my mental health to get better because it's now effecting my school work too.
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