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Snack was actually three homemade Smore‘s with some milk but I only have this crappy photo. This was both a challenge and a first. I’ve never done this before so I am kind of proud. I don’t even like marshmallows that much but this was good :3 #strongerthanmyeatingdisorder #strongerthanana #strongerthananarmy #strongerthanmymind #anorexiarecovery #anorexiafighter #anorexianerviosa #recovery #anorexicgirl #anorexiamemes #anorexic #anorexiaawareness #eatingdisorderrecovery #eattolive #anarecovery #edfam #edrecovery #recoveryisworthit #foodismedicine #edfighter #eatittobeatit #fuckanorexia
forgot to post about this #proteinbarchallenge ! it was fairly good:) you could taste the artificial sweeteners a little bit and the banana flavour wasn't too strong but overall it was quite nice! #anarecovery #strongerthanmyeatingdisorder #recoverywarrior #anorexiarecovery #edfighter
yesterday's #proteinbarchallenge was so so so so hard!!! it wasn't low sugar and I was freaking out! but it was so good! caramel and peanut butter!!! cant wait for full recovery to eat things like (normal) Snickers and Mars and Twix bars... #edfighter #strongerthanmyeatingdisorder #anarecovery #recoverywarrior #anorexiarecovery
⬆️Haul von gestern 🎉😳 . . Halluu !! Gestern waren meine Mutter und ich in Dortmund, da waren wir shoppen. Ich hab denn dort bei @bodyattacksportsnutrition vorbei geschaut und konnte meinen Augen nicht glauben. 🙈 Ich habe mir außerdem noch eine Jeans von @tally_weijl geholt und ein paar Fila Disruptor in schwarz von @filaeurope , einen Manga habe ich mir auch gekauft. Am selben Tag haben wir dann den Film : 'Titanic' geschaut in der Schule, wie manche ihn kennen. Es war echt Traumhaft in Dortmund weil meine Mutter und ich so viel Spaß zusammen hatten. ☺️💕🙏🏻 Ich bin ihr so unendlich dankbar. ❤️❤️🙌🏻 Am Montag schreibe ich dann eine Franz-Arbeit und heute fahre ich nochmal nach Dortmund mit einer Freundin. 🌈🌻 Ich wünsche euch ein schönes Wochenende. 🙈💓 . . . #nourishyourself #eatingdisorderrecovery #strongerthanmyeatingdisorder #eatingwell #minniemaud #edwarrior #edfight #edfighter #fightinged #ana #anorexianerviosa #anorexiarecovery #anorexicgirl #anorexianervosarecovery #anawarrior #anafight #anafighter #fightingana #nourishtoflourish #nourishing #nourishyourself #minniemaudrecovery #minniemaudmethod #fdoe #eatingdissorder #recover #recovery #recovering #recoveryfromed #recoveryfromana
⬆️#Pintparty mit @oppobrothersde 😍💕 . . Halluuu, ich wollte diesen Post eigentlich gestern schreiben war aber dann zu müde und bin eingeschlafen 😅🙏🏻 Gestern war aller dings auch mein 1 month anniversary von Minniemaud, ja ich habe es geschafft einen Monat durch zuziehen 😳 Ich muss mal ganz ehrlich sein.... Minniemaud hat mir den Arsch gerettet, ohne MM hätte ich es nie geschafft. 🤷🏻‍♀️ Ich wollte auch nochmal danke sagen an ein paar Leuten die mir geholfen haben und mich dazu motiviert haben MM an zu fangen. 🙇🏻‍♀️❤️ Danke an - @recovery_vh @aplateofveganfood @recovery_ftw @kiki_licious__ @aliciaxalive @ellashealthylife Und noch viele mehr!! 🙌🏻 Es gab natürlich Tage an denen mein Body Image nicht das beste war oder ich mich einfach nicht gut fühlte, aber Leute... ihr müsst es durchziehen. Ich bin momentan supeeeeer glücklich, ich kann mich endlich wieder mit Freunden treffen oder Lachen. 🙈🌻Ich wünsche euch allen einen schönen Freitag.💪🏻🌈 . . . #nourishyourself #eatingdisorderrecovery #strongerthanmyeatingdisorder #eatingwell #minniemaud #edwarrior #edfight #edfighter #fightinged #ana #anorexianerviosa #anorexiarecovery #anorexicgirl #anorexianervosarecovery #anawarrior #anafight #anafighter #fightingana #nourishtoflourish #nourishing #nourishyourself #minniemaudrecovery #minniemaudmethod #fdoe #eatingdissorder #recover #recovery #recovering #recoveryfromed #recoveryfromana
🌻Instagram VS Reality🌻 The photo on the left is the one I felt confident enough in to post on Instagram. The photo on the right however hasn’t seen the light of day... until now. In the photo on the right, I’m not posing. My cellulite is showing, my butt isn’t perky or toned and tbh, I just look awkward and not at all “Insta worthy.” All of this and yet it was taken within minutes of the photo on the left, the one that in my mind is “Insta worthy”... so what does that tell us? 1. It’s not about your body, it’s about perception - angles, poses and filters all contribute to us seeing a photo of ourselves as worthy of being posted or not. 2. Often photos on Instagram have been handpicked (just as the photo on the left was) to reflect the person’s “best angle.” That is, all instagram shows us is one version of that person’s body - one 2D, potentially edited photo chosen because it’s the one that makes their body or their life look the most perfect. Because of this Instagram isn’t really an accurate reflection of what a person looks like or what their life looks like, it’s just a highlight reel basically, with all of the cellulite, pimples, rolls and awkwardness cut out of it. What’s real? Well, online you never really know. Which is why you shouldn’t ever let these “perfect” people make you feel inferior - they’re just people, after all. So here’s me, from 2 different angles, in 2 different poses, and in 2 different photos. Maybe I fit your standards better in the first one, but in both I’m still me, and in both I’m still worthy. And no matter what angle or pose you strike, you are too. 🦋
forgot to post about this HUGE #recoverywin !!!!! I made this cake with my wonderful host brother Theo, who loves chocolate cake and caramel, hence he helped me bake this amazing chocolate cake with caramel buttercream frosting! between the layers we decided to add some chocolate swirls and some chopped twix biscuits, and the result was mouthwatering if I do say so myself:) yes, I was absolutely terrified! but I still did have my slice and I loved it! #strongerthanmyeatingdisorder #edfighter #anorexiarecovery
happy to say this #proteinbarchallenge did live up to the expectations!! I'd heard about @grenadeofficial 's birthday cake bar for ages and when I found it I just had to get it!! this was an 8.9 /10 I'd say:) cookie dough and white chic chip were just slightly better in texture (they're more crunchy, this is a litle more chewy) but it was still amazing! #anorexiarecovery #strongerthanmyeatingdisorder #anarecovery #recoverywarrior #edfighter
Warning, images may be upsetting to some! These pictures where taken when things got bad and just before I went into hospital. I remember restricting my diet to one mini muffin or nothing a day and working out 24/7. I looked at myself and no matter how much weight I lost I looked fat but now I look back at the pictures and realise that’s not pretty. Anorexia is sugarcoated and ppl don’t realise how it makes life hell. My hair would constantly shed except my arms got covered in fur, I could never concentrate and my only thoughts where of food and my body would ache. I couldn’t think properly and school became a struggle. I became violent and lost myself. I was to weak to open a water bottle and would get rly dizzy. But most of all I lost myself. I wasn’t me anymore and ppl tell me it was like i wasn’t in the room. I lost my personality and isolated myself bc I had no energy and there was a darkness. I’m now in recovery again and I regret the moment I first said no to food. I want to put weight on but it’s harder than I thought and I’m still really skinny. I realise I’m yo thin and I don’t want to look this way anymore. My hair still sheds a lot but I look healthier than before. Since I started eating again I’ve been a LOT happier and able to socialise more. My anxiety is no where near as bad and I’ve found my personality again. I found myself. And now I’m looking forward to being a healthy weight and building relationships with ppl and living my life. My point is Ik it’s difficult and it seems hopeless and u probably don’t want to get better but believe me it’s worth it and u will be able to see things clearer. To you u may never feel skinny enough and that’s not something u should have to worry about. Don’t risk ur life to be skinny. Food isn’t the enemy the disorder is and food is the medicine best for the condition. Food will help u be happy. Don’t give up 😊 be strong 💪🏻xx . #anorexia #eatingdisorder #fightingback #edfighting #ed #lunch #soulfood #notgivingup #anarecovery #recoverywin #not1in5 #surviving #anorexianervosarecovery #anorexiasucks #managing #struggling #nevergiveup #takingbackmylife #strongerthanmyeatingdisorder
this was goooooood but also a bit too chewy maybe. understandable though, given that it's salted caramel ahaha this #proteinbarchallenge was rather hard. I had extreme mental hunger yesterday night but at the same time I felt like I'd had a lot to eat for tea (which I hadn't but still) and so I wanted to restrict. in fact, I originally wanted to have a grenade bar because I like them more, but I chose this one eventually because it has less calories:( a bit disappointed but eh #edrecovery #anorexiarecovery #strongerthanmyeatingdisorder
⬆️Cookie Madness chocolate chip cookie sandwich 😻🌻🌈 . . Guuuten morgen euch allen ! Ich bin heute super glücklich weil ich nur 2 Stunden Schule hab wegen den Zeugnissen 😏 Bin schon ganz gespannt wie meins ausfällt 🤪 Ich muss sagen, ich bin echt begeistert von diesen 'Cookie Madness' Keksen, die sind total geil 🙌🏻💞momentan ist mein Body Image leider nicht so gut aber man muss weiter kämpfen !! Ich will nicht gegen so eine dummer Krankheit verlieren 😪 Naja morgen fängt schon das Wochenende an, das schreit nach einer #Pintparty 👀 Ich wünsche euch allen noch einen schönen Tag 🙏🏻☺️💖 . . . #nourishyourself #eatingdisorderrecovery #strongerthanmyeatingdisorder #eatingwell #minniemaud #edwarrior #edfight #edfighter #fightinged #ana #anorexianerviosa #anorexiarecovery #anorexicgirl #anorexianervosarecovery #anawarrior #anafight #anafighter #fightingana #nourishtoflourish #nourishing #nourishyourself #minniemaudrecovery #minniemaudmethod #fdoe #eatingdissorder #recover #recovery #recovering #recoveryfromed #recoveryfromana
yesterday's #proteinbarchallenge was probably the best so far!! chocolate chip cookie dough grenade bar! I cant decide between this one and white choc chip cookie... they're both SO terribly good ahaha a solid 9.5/10 #anorexiarecovery #strongerthanmyeatingdisorder
here's yesterday's #proteinbarchallenge !! muscle food chocolate decadence:) this was REALLY good!! crunchy and tasty, just a hint of artificial sweeteners, but quite good:) #anorexiarecovery #strongerthanmyeatingdisorder
⬆️Teil von meinem #nightsnack heute 🌻🍂 . . Huhu 👋🏻Wie geht es euch so ?? Mir geht's prima 😚 Heute war ein sehr entspannter Tag, ich hatte heute nur 4 Stunden Schule. Allerdings ist heute etwas passiert das ich nicht so toll fande 😞 ich werde dazu aber demnächst noch ein extra Post schreiben. Kann ich einfach mal sagen wie verdammt geil dieses Cookie Dough Sandwich ist ?? 😻 Ich werde es mir definitiv nochmal holen, und empfehle es unbedingt weiter !! 👀 Ich schaue jetzt noch ein bisschen Netflix und mache mir einen schönen Abend. ⭐️ Ich wünsche euch eine gute Nacht. 💓 . . #nourishyourself #eatingdisorderrecovery #strongerthanmyeatingdisorder #eatingwell #minniemaud #edwarrior #edfight #edfighter #fightinged #ana #anorexianerviosa #anorexiarecovery #anorexicgirl #anorexianervosarecovery #anawarrior #anafight #anafighter #fightingana #nourishtoflourish #nourishing #nourishyourself #minniemaudrecovery #minniemaudmethod #fdoe #eatingdissorder #recover #recovery #recovering #recoveryfromed #recoveryfromana
Sorry it looks disgusting but it tasted great! It’s rice cakes with sugar free peanut butter and rose jam :) I had this because it was one of my fave snacks at the start of my recovery and didn’t have it in a while. I also didn’t have this one and had multiple like this, because today I realized again that if I don’t recover it’ll just be a cycle or relapses and recovery since I’d stop before going hospitalized every time. There wouldn’t be an end to that cycle so I actually have to get used to eating and not feeling guilty.. I Know it’s gonna take a long fuckin time but I have to bare it even if it means I’ll overeat every day. If I gain too much that my ballet teacher thinks I don’t need to, I will lose a little weight but In a healthy way without being disordered. I have no choice. I have to recover. We all do. • #strongerthanmyeatingdisorder #strongerthanana #strongerthananarmy #strongerthanmymind #anorexiarecovery #anorexiafighter #anorexianerviosa #recovery #anorexicgirl #anorexiamemes #anorexic #anorexiaawareness #eatingdisorderrecovery #eattolive #anarecovery #edfam #edrecovery #recoveryisworthit #foodismedicine #edfighter #eatittobeatit #fuckanorexia
this is yesterday's major #recoverywin ! I had mashed potatoes AND a slice of the cake I made with my host brothers and sister! #strongerthanmyeatingdisorder #anorexiarecovery
yesterday's #proteinbarchallenge :) this one was really tasty, however it didn't really taste like cookies and cream, it was more of a chocolate flavour. still good, but chocolate. I'll still give it a 8/10 though #anorexiarecovery #strongerthanmyeatingdisorder
6:30pm - Dinner: Wasn’t that hungry after the lunch I had but had some weetbix and a banana anyway. Gave me a boost of energy tho bc I kicked my mums butt in a few games of darts after this. • • • • • Tags: #foodporn #food #foodphotography #foodie #foods #fooddiary #dinner #weetbix #weetbixkids #banana #eatittobeatit #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorder #edrecovery #recovery #edwarrior #recoveryisworthit #foodismedicine #foodisfuel #strongerthanmyeatingdisorder
1:30pm - Lunch: My family and I drove down to see my grandparents and mum thought she’d pick up some chips along the way. I was planning on having something else instead but I ended up having a couple of handfuls as well as a handful of grapes. • • • • Tags: #foodporn #food #foodphotography #foodie #foods #fooddiary #lunch #fishandchips #hotchips #fries #eatittobeatit #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorder #edrecovery #recovery #edwarrior #recoveryisworthit #foodismedicine #strongerthanmyeatingdisorder
7:45am - Brekky: Brekky this morning was apple, cinnamon and vanilla oatmeal topped with granola, Cheerios and more apple slices. Morning snack at about 11:00am was a banana and my second coffee of the day☺️. • • • • • Tags: #foodporn #food #foodphotography #foodie #foods #fooddiary #breakfast #brekky #brekkie #oatmeal #oatmealbowl #apples #appleoatmeal #cinnamon #vanilla #applecinnamonoatmeal #granola #cheerios #banana #coffee #eatittobeatit #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorder #edrecovery #recovery #edwarrior #recoveryisworthit #foodismedicine #strongerthanmyeatingdisorder
6:15pm - Dinner: Dinner last night was a couple pieces of toast, one with strawberry jam and the other with PB. I then had a BIG slice of freddo frog ice cream cake to celebrate my friends birthdays. We ended up having this at about 10:00pm which wasn’t easy but I did it! • The party was really fun and I’m really glad I went. It was great to get to spend time with all of these amazing friends again, and just being able to sit down and joke around is one of the things I missed the most. Definitely one of the best days I’ve had in a long time. • • • • • Tags: #foodporn #food #foodphotography #foodie #foods #fooddiary #dinner #toast #toastandjam #toastandpeanutbutter #peanutbutter #strawberryjam #icecream #icecreamcake #cake #freddofrog #freddofrogicecreamcake #eatittobeatit #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorder #edrecovery #recovery #edwarrior #recoveryisworthit #foodismedicine #strongerthanmyeatingdisorder
12:45pm - Lunch: Lunch yesterday was another yoghurt bowl with frozen berries, apple and Cheerios. I also ended up having a carrot as an afternoon snack (no picture bc I didn’t have my phone with me) • Sorry for being so inactive yesterday, I spent majority of my day with family and friends and it was really enjoyable. I spent all afternoon in the hot shed in 33°C weather playing darts with my family (and winning, surprisingly enough) and then went to a birthday party for a couple of my best friends. • • • • • Tags: #foodporn #food #foodphotography #foodie #foods #fooddiary #lunch #yoghurt #yoghurtbowl #apples #frozenberries #cheerios #yoghurtandfruit #yoghurtandberries #yoghurtandcereals #eatittobeatit #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorder #edrecovery #recovery #edwarrior #recoveryisworthit #foodismedicine #strongerthanmyeatingdisorder
⬆️Teil von meinem #Nightsnack heute 🤪🌈 . . Guten Abend ! Ich hoffe ihr hattet einen schönen Samstag 😌 Ich war heute mit einer Freundin verabredet und war mit ihr etwas shoppen.✨ Es war richtig schön, wir hatten richtig viel Spaß 🙈 Meine Laune hat sich dennoch später am Tag sehr verschlechtert aber darüber möchte ich nicht berichten 😕 Naja man kann ja nicht immer 100% gut gelaunt sein. Für morgen habe ich wahrscheinlich eine #Pintparty eingeplant 👀 leider muss ich morgen aber auch noch Hausaufgaben machen 😅 Aber ich muss schon sagen der abgebildete Keks ist schon ziemlich geil ☺️🙌🏻Das war auch schon alles von mir, ich wünsche euch einen schönen Abend. 🙏🏻💕❤️ . . . #nourishyourself #eatingdisorderrecovery #strongerthanmyeatingdisorder #eatingwell #minniemaud #edwarrior #edfight #edfighter #fightinged #ana #anorexianerviosa #anorexiarecovery #anorexicgirl #anorexianervosarecovery #anawarrior #anafight #anafighter #fightingana #nourishtoflourish #nourishing #nourishyourself #minniemaudrecovery #minniemaudmethod #fdoe #eatingdissorder #recover #recovery #recovering #recoveryfromed
I was left a bit disappointed by yesterday's #proteinbarchallenge the artificial taste was really strong and the consistency was very dense and chewy... overall 5/10 #anorexiarecovery #strongerthanmyeatingdisorder #anarecovery
7:45am - Brekky: Brekky this morning was banana and honey oatmeal topped with more banana, honey and some granola. • Gonna be posting a few of my favourite oatmeal recipes on my story at some point today if you’re interested! • • • • • Tags: #foodporn #food #foodphotography #foodie #foods #fooddiary #breakfast #brekky #brekkie #oatmeal #oatmealbowl #banana #bananaoatmeal #bananahoney #honey #honeyoatmeal #granola #proteinclusters #eatittobeatit #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorder #edrecovery #recovery #edwarrior #recoveryisworthit #foodismedicine #strongerthanmyeatingdisorder
Brekky - Apple and banana oatmeal topped with more banana and apple slices, granola and cinnamon. Lunch - I had cooking for my first 2 periods this morning and we made chicken and corn patties with some bok choy salad and it was actually pretty nice. I had one of the patties with a yoghurt pouch as a morning snack, I had yet another Nutella sandwich for lunch and as for my after school snack, I had cheese twisties and a muesli bar. Dinner - Weetbix made into porridge with a sliced apple and some yoghurt. • Finally the weekend, I can relax. I have a joint birthday party tomorrow to celebrate a couple of my closest friends 16th birthdays and I’m really looking forward to getting to spend time with this particular group of friends. We kinda went our own ways after high school started so I’m excited to spend quality time with them. • • • • • Tags: #foodporn #food #foodphotography #foodie #foods #fooddiary #breakfast #lunch #dinner #oatmeal #fruit #sandwich #cheesetwisties #yoghurt #weetbix #eatittobeatit #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorder #edrecovery #recovery #edwarrior #recoveryisworthit #foodismedicine #strongerthanmyeatingdisorder
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