Morning, didn’t post much yesterday as I was super busy all day! But had the best time with my girl Jessica and went to see my Nanny in Sale, for those of you who have followed me a long time know I suffer from agoraphobia which is a fear of leaving the house, it was a side effect from the meningitis encephalitis I had which was like brain damage but I’m lucky because people get a totally different personality and never recover where as I had just got severe anxiety, I’m strong and positive so i can handle anything that the universe throws my way!
So my point is it does hold me back from travelling to see my family like my Nanny who is my second mum she took me in at 17 when I was a rebellious, party animal teen and lived with her for 6 years, she is amazing!
So yesterday I dropped my son off at his school at Rugby camp and I thought to myself sod it, just make the journey to sale, what’s the worst that could happen, you have a panic attack, it’s not going to kill me!
So I did it and spent the whole day with her and my Jessica and we had the most wonderful day, went to the park, went to a cafe, shopping. It was wonderful.
She’s 85 and I don’t know how long she has left, I mean she could live till 100 but at those ages like 85 you just never know so I thought I would kick myself if anything happened to her and I didn’t push myself to make these trips to go see her!
So I’m feeling very proud and happy!
I’m training today @up_north_pt
at 2pm excited for that, down another half a kilo today which is great!
Have a super day! 💗💗💗💗