He could never understand his own happiness. He was strained soul searching for something or someone that would quench his aching need.He knew what he wanted,what he need,still was in dilemma,not because he couldn't make choice but the very fact what other would think.
He had a girl in his life, not one, but two. I was one of them. He had his share of half love & the other half could have been with either of us.So its bit one girl anyway. I was also attracted to him not because of his godamn looks but for his wonderful soul,his intelligence & his mindset. He didn't even know that, I saw in him. The qualities of him that he hated were the once that I loved. Slowly but, I don't know when I placed my bruised torn heart in front of him with the hope that he will take care of it. Now yes, now I risked it all. Never in my fucking life did I imagine I will do so courageous like this. It makes u do stuff, you never thought of doing. It role over your subconscious mind.
I'm yet to know who he's gonna choose choose completely. I'm yet to know is there is any future. I yet to know where this ride will take me of. Till then' I will going to love him hard, enjoy every effing moment with him & smile & laugh & cry & fight, who knows when the dau will come when I will no longer claim to be his?
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