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No matter what's happened during the previous day, or week, or month, the sun will appear again tomorrow. Things can change, and do change. We can try again. 📷 @bradmontague Image description: Illustration of a large, yellow sun on white paper. The sun has eyes, and a small smile. Black, handwriting-like text says: 'The Sun showed up again so I looked up and asked it: "Why?" The Sun looked down and brightly whispered: To Give You Another Try."' The artist of this image is @bradmontague , and they've signed the image 'love Brad'. Can you relate to any of these? Comment below 👇👇@anxietysupport.info ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~#depression #depressed #suicide #selfharrm #sad #anxiety #thoughts #alone #emotional #tired #numb #tears #scars #fear #anorexia #relatable #selfhate #ihatemyself #whyamiliving #suicidal #mentalillness #cutting #crying #fightforlife #fighter #suiciderecovery #depressionrecovery #staystrong #recoveryishard #nevergiveup @themightysite
↺⠀ ⠀ “˛( ₎⇣:" 🌳💞)⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ 💞🕊 ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴜ ᴄᴏᴍᴍᴇɴᴛ = ZAXULI💛🥀 ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ " #like  , #comment  💙 , !! '⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀follow @k4r4m_k1ng ⠀⠀⠀⠀✔️ ____________________________________ ⠀ @perf1ck ☑️🔊🎵🎶 ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ @perf1ck @perf1ck 🖤 ____________________________________ ‎‏#sadteen  #sadkids  #suicidalteen  #depressed #darkness  #slime  #kurdishgirl  #suicide  #خيانة #alone  #sad  #sadness  #unhappy  #dark  #suicidal #suizid  #تمبلر_رمزيات  #sadedits  #sadedit  #اكسبلور #selfhate  #kurdistan #xxxtentaction #xxxtentacion #zaxo #duhok
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CRAZY BUT THE TRUTH AFTER WHILE IT ANT GONE BE NOTHING LEFT BUT CHILDREN AND WOMEN OUT HERE SMH😥 ITS GONE BE A REAL WAR AND BLACK PEOPLE GONE BE OUT NUMBER STAY WOKE 🏴🏴 #stayfocused #staywoke #war #blackpeople #blacklove #change #growth #manup #selfhate #selflove #motivation #mentor #speak #guessspeaker #bigbrother #learnlife #care @davidbannerlikespictures
On December 31, 2018 I wrote down these two intertwined experiences that I knew weren’t working for me in my life anymore. I made a silent wish and burned the papers in a hopeful ritual as I welcomed the new year. 109 days later and the miracle of releasing these from my life is still occurring. It’s a lot of work, a lot of staying present and being a compassionate witness to myself in a raw and unfiltered way. It’s a rebellious act of courage in our fucked up world to not numb out and to continually choose to love ourselves in the face of capitalism monetizing our self hate. Love, connection, agency, accepting what is...these are what I can choose at any given moment these days. Drinking and self hate got me here, and I choose gratitude for the gifts I am still uncovering from those experiences, instead of shame. #rightplacerighttime #trustyourpath #mindfulness #selflove #love #sober #drinking #selfhate #courage #gifts #agency #acceptance #connection #shame
😢💔😔😱 دەربرینا خو ژ ژپوستی بكە ‎ ئەگەر خو كومێنتەك بیت ‎ بو هەڤالێت خو تاك بكەن ‎ داكو پەیچێ هەوە ئەكتیڤ بی ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀” #like ♥️ #comment “ 🌚🥀 _______________________________________________ #sadteen #sadkids #suicidalteen #depressed #darkness #slime #kurdishgirl #suicide #خيانة #alone #sad #sadness #unhappy #dark #suicidal #suizid #تمبلر_رمزيات #sadedits #sadedit #اكسبلور #selfhate #kurdistan #رمزيات #تمبلر #killme #ugly #unhappy #unloved #1_rondk #kurdistan ———————- @s1sko0o0 @dldar_zakholi
En ce moment, je lutte avec mon image de moi... Je m'aime pas. Je m'aime plus. J'aime pas mon corps... J'arrive pas à le changer. J'arrive pas à ne pas le maltraiter. Et le printemps et les tenues courtes n'aident pas. J'ai l'impression que le monde à un corps de rêve et moi je suis là, avec mes bourrelets ma cellulite et mes vergetures... En ce moment c'est très compliqué. Je m'aime pas, je mange mal, je n'arrive pas à me motiver à faire du sport, donc je me déteste. Et c'est reparti pour un tour ! Je vois des tas de #bodypositive partout, mais j'y arrive pas. Et j'arrive pas à changer mon mode de vie non plus. Pour moi la nourriture c'est pas un moyen de subsistance, c'est un moyen de combler le vide. Juste à l'idée de me dire de "manger équilibré", j'angoisse et je me sens frustrée. . Je ne sais plus trop quoi faire. J'arrive pas à être apaisée vis à vis de la nourriture ni à mon corps. Je suis même en train de me demander si l'hypnose ne serait pas une solution, parce que je n'ai pas le mental pour... La nourriture, c'est ma drogue. C'est qqch que j'adore autant que je déteste... . Mais le plus dur à accepter, c'est que j'aurais jamais le corps taille 34 tout ferme que j'ai l'impression qu'on attend que j'ai pour me considérer Du coup, j'arrive encore moins à me motiver à prendre soin de moi... La boucle est bouclée. . #struggle #foodstruggles #selfhate #sameoldscheme #bodystruggle #negativity #mentalhealthissues #tac
This week's PT session was painful! My muscles are feeling it now! Time for a Bank Holiday rest and an Easter egg or Two! 💪🏼💪🏼 Have a great Easter peeps! . . . #fitness #fit #motivation #gym #fitnessmotivation #workout #style #life #instagood #health #training #love #lifestyle #gymmotivation #instagram #healthy #strong #exercise #beauty #fitnessaddict #photo #girls #instafit #fitspo #pt #ptsession #fitnessfriday #confidence #selflove #selfhate
Yesterday i was involved in a vehicle accident and sadly I wasn’t badly enough hurt😒 People say that I’m lucky to be alive but am i? I keep thinking about the crash and wish that it was different... like instead of me surviving...i didn’t... #suicide #depression #depressed #death #teen #help #cry #desperate #selfharm #worthless #die #end #sad #alone #alonequotes #blackness #darkness #lonely #selfimage #selfhate #ugly #uglypeople
Small Bee Box This Bee Box Hamper is a perfect gift. Its 100% natural, plastic free and chemical free. A lovely introduction into the beautiful bee world. In this box you'll find Raw Welsh Honey 4ozSustainable Wooden Honey Stirrer/ Dipper100% Natural Beeswax Candle #honeybee #beekeeping #giftbox #insomnia #healthylife #naturalgiftset #naturalgifts #healthyliving #selfhate #eathealthy #beesofinstagram #rawhoney #healthyeating #healthyfood #rawhoney #welshhoney #pontcannabees #nochemicals #blossomandnectar #mindfullness #backyardbeekeepers #beeswaxcandles #beeswax #pontcanna #insomia #beeswaxisbest #pollinators #gifts #beesofinstagram
Context: I’n my friends minecraft server, one of his friends made a pixel-art pikachu. The face got destroyed, I tried fixing it, and this was the result. • • • • • #selfdeprication #selfhate #memes #haharelatable #wheresmymind #goodforyou #regret #pikachumeme #minecraft #pixelart
Y O U H A V E N T D O N E Y O U R S P A N I S H L E S S O N • • • • • #selfdeprication #selfhate #memes #haharelatable #wheresmymind #goodforyou #duolingomemes #duolingo #ohshit
White Leader is The Right Leader: South African political pundit explains why South Africans should vote for white politicians and the Democratic Alliance political party. #racism #selfhate #whitesupremacy #southafrica
You promised forever. I said I couldn't promise anything. You promised me a life of happiness... I promised you a life of heartbreak and confusion. But who ever knew. You were gonna be the one who broke me? I always told you I can't love you like they can. I can't. You promised that how I loved you was enough. But it isn't. It wasn't. Now you hardly talk to me. You seem to brush me off I'm not the one, even though I wanted to be, but there's no reason to hate on me. I had hope you gave me. I had love that you gave me. If Im never going to be enough, why am I still trying? . . . . . . . Because I want to be enough.... #selfhate #depression #heartbroken #lost #broken
•Freitag, 19. April 2019• Wie jeden Tag auch, stehst du wieder vor dem Spiegel. Nicht um zu gucken ob die Haare gut sitzen oder sowas, sondern um deinen Körper zu betrachten. Jeden Centimeter betrachtest du. Nichts entgeht dir. Du siehst das ganze Fett an dir... Dein schlimmster Feind.. Es ist überall. Du streichst dir über den Bauch, über die Oberschenkel, über deine Wangen. Nichts als Fett... Dein Spiegelbild lacht dich förmlich aus. Sagt dir das du zu Fett bist. Sagt du musst abnehmen. Wie in Trance siehst du an deinem Körper herab. Überall Fett... Im Kopf machst du dir Vorwürfe. Regst dich auf. Schwörst dir Dinge. Verzweifelst. Du siehst wieder in den Spiegel und brichst... Tränen laufen dein Gesicht herunter. Es werden immer mehr und mehr. Mit jeder Träne wächst der Schmerz. Jede Träne lässt dich mehr verzweifeln. Es gibt kein entkommen. Unter Tränen nimmst du deine Klamotten, ziehst dich an und betrachtest dich erneut Im Spiegel. Emotionslos betrachtest du diese Gestalt Im Spiegel. "Bin ich das? Bin ich das wirklich? Nein! Diese Person wiegt zuviel. Diese Person hat zuviel Fett. Das kann niemals ich sein!" Immer wieder redest du dir das ein. Du kannst dich nicht mit der Person im Spiegel identifizieren. Du möchtest es auch nicht. Es ist genug. Du wendest den Blick ab und rückst deine Klamotten zurecht. Weite Klamotten die deinen Körper verstecken. Im Gedanken rechnest du aus, wieviele Klaorien du zu dir nehmen kannst ohne zuzunehmen. Du legst Tage fest, wo du nichts essen wirst. Du fühlst dich alleine in diesen Kampf. Du bist alleine. Still und heimlich kämpfst du diesen Kampf. Jeden Tag aufs neue... •--------------------------------------------• #recoverywarrior #recoveryanorexia #recovery #traurigesprüche #triggerwarnung #traurig #psychischkrank #ptbs #anorexianervosa #anorexianervosarecovery #selfhate #selfharm #ssv #Sprüche #storys #fighting #krank #kämpfen #leben #brokenboy #broken #boy #nachdenken
سترانەکە گەلەکا خوش 😍👌😍 کی حەش ڤێ سترانێ دکەت ‏⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ‏⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ‏⠀💞🕊 ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴜ ᴄᴏᴍᴍᴇɴᴛ = ʙᴀʀᴅᴀᴡᴀᴍî 💛🥀 ‏⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ‏⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀Admin @baravan.m7 _____________________________________________ ‏#sadteen #sadkids #suicidalteen #depressed #darkness ##bro #alone #sad #sadness #unhappy #dark #suicidal #suizid #zaxo #sadedits #sadedit #selbsthass #selfhate #kurdistan #رمزيات #تمبلر #killme #ugly #unhappy #unloved #mato0 #hawler #barzan #baravan #m7 #sarsing
I don’t know if you’ve ever felt like that. That you wanted to sleep for a thousand years. Or just not exist. Or just not be aware that you do exist. Or something like that. I think wanting that is very morbid, but I want it when I get like this. That’s why I’m trying not to think. I just want it all to stop spinning. I don't feel like dealing because dealing requires too much energy, and energy is what I lack. Left looking at my bedroom walls all throughout the night hoping to sleep, hoping to disappear somewhere else. When I finally awake, it’s like I never slept at all- because I didn’t. #mentalhealthawareness #medication #depression #strengthquotes #itsokaynottobeokay #anxietyrelief #anxiety #diagnosed #diagnosednotdefeated #undiagnosed #struggle #help #love #future #believeinyourself #selfhate #selfharm
• Some days are better then others. I'm glad it's better now. But I'm afraid that it will come back. The scars remind me that it's not over. It's just better for a short time. ~kinda in excited, satisfied mood Miss u so much ---------------------------------------------------------- --------------------- • • • • • • • • [too many tags:#weak #broken #grunge #selfhate #grungetumblr #grungeaesthetic #depressed #grungepost #grungey #grungemakeup #grungelook #dark #grungeclothes #grungevibes #grungestyle #aestheticgrunge #grungesociety #fashion #art #sadgrunge #cute #aesthetic #tumblr #sadgirl #sad #grungegirl #black #styleinspo #grungequote #quote ]
#7amo#مشروب #خيانة تمبلر_رمزيات #sadedit #اكسبلور #selfhate #kurdistan #رمزيات #تمبلر #killme #ugly #unhappy #unloved #love #theend 🧟‍♂️ #اشتقت #وجع 💔 #مشاعر #عشق #الم #حب #احساس #غرام #حنين #اهواك #اشتقتلك #خيبه #احبك #sadeditz 🥀🖤 .34.s.c . . . . . . : . ⠀ ⠀♩ 𓆩d1tnak𓆪 ♩↷ ⠀ . . .ʟɪᴋᴇ💕ᴄᴏᴍᴍᴇɴᴛs ⠀ . .>زيــٌندٓيكــم زينــدانـٓه . .❥ "̮ ــــــــــــılılı|⚜︎|ılılıـــــــــــ. . @7amo_37
Sooo sleepy, and it's only 1 PM. 😴 I spent some time with my friend, we went biking and played Frisbee golf! So I'm exhausted, but in a good mood. I had fun! - - - - - - - - #depression #anxiety #ed #anorexia #bulimia #cutting #recovery #selfhate #love #done #bipolar #happy #cuts #blood #anatips #anatricks #anahelpme #ana #kinions #positivity #bulimiarecovery #selfharmrecovery #edrecovery #recovering #strong #edwarrior #bpd #purge #binge
They say that in times of crisis people show their true character. Anyone can be cooperative, patient, and understanding when things are going well and life is good. But it is the noble man or woman who can behave with grace and compassion and even kindness when times are very, very bad. • • • • • #failure #success #useless #entrepreneur #business #entrepreneurship #successful #millionaire #money #hustle #selfhate #wealth #billionaire #worthless #entrepreneurs #businessman #startup #grind #motivational #ambition #alone #quoteoftheday #entrepreneurlife #broken #hardwork #suicidal #mindset #marketing #businesswoman #rich
One thing I've noticed about meditation is that, you need to expect this just like any other exercises, the more you practice, the better you get. And the whole point of meditation is so we can feel more peaceful, more focus, less worried and more appreciative for things we have in life! What's your takeaway from meditation? - - - - - - #meditation #mindpower #mindbody #mindcharity #wellbeing #wellness #cleanliving #nourish #mindfulness -
#carbs vs. #meatandveggies My life has changed for the best. I may have a hard time sometimes but that's life. I cant tell you how many times I #threw myself off the #keto wagon. My biggest goal in life and hardest thing to do. Is #lovemyself after just so many years of #selfhate and #selfabuse . After #losing all my weight and gaining it all back. Life is #trails and #judgments . I feel like I'm always taking stand. I really wish and hope everyone remembers its YOUR JOURNEY. You can #follow mine but please never #compare yourself to others. I've been on my lifestyle change for 16 months. But I will never forget where I came from and the #time and #dedication it to for me to start finding things to love about myself. #life #realtalk #facetoface #facetofacefriday #ketoaf #ketogoodness #blessedbitch #transformation #weightlosstransformation
Hey guys, I love. I want you guys to keep fighting. I know things get hard sometimes. But I need you to keep fighting. It’s true I hate myself too. I self harm in multiple ways. But I wanna get better while helping you get better. If you ever need me just dm me. Of comment an heart and I will dm you. #selfhate
Real talk Going through my Google photos I noticed my massive growth in the last 4 years beyond my wildest dreams! My dark days/months and the signs I've seen along the way to keep me encouraged and moving forward Today celebrate how far you've come! Acknowledge your growth and major glow up! You are a beast! And a warrior all the things you thought would kill you only strengthen you! Feel empowered motivated and deeply supported Youve got this love Healing is not all fun, joy and Rose's its struggle, tears and sacrifices but in the end necessary and desperately needed. Go after what they said you couldn't have see how far you've come and noticed what you seek is closer than you realized!! Get out of the rearview mirror and focus on the present and how bright your future is!! It's yours claim it!!! Xoxo Giovanna @iam.possible212 #soulonsoulcontact #publishedauthor #tattedauthor #selfempowerment #selfhelp #amazonprime #selflove #selfhate #selfhealingjourney #spirituality #love #meditation #spiritualawakening #inspiration #soul #healing #consciousness #lawofattraction #quotes #awakening #lightworker #enlightenment #spiritualwarrior #regrann #peace #hate #depression #art #healing #soul #life #motivation
• Her • People ask me a lot how I deal with showing old pictures of myself, that’s how I did it. A while a go I’ve let “her” die... my friend and I made up a story just for us, we’ve never told anyone what the exact story is but “she” died. “She/Her/Dead name” that’s who “I” used to be... I don’t want to share my old name that’s why I’ve covered it with Dead Name. When I look at pictures with my old self on, I don’t see me, that’s not myself I am a boy, or better a young man now, the child and teen in old pics is a girl and too say it with my friends word “Just be yourself, everything will be fine” that’s what I am now, but wasn’t back in the days. A look at pictures like the one posted is like seeing a friends or maybe a sister or something like that. That’s how I make it. I feel like showing my sisters or friends pictures... I am so grateful for my friends to help me come up with the story of “her” death because that’s how I’ve dealt with the process of becoming myself over the past years. Sometimes I can’t believe it’s been 4 years this year and 5 next year since she died for us and I got my name name by my friends... I know that this might sound stupid to some people but killing her was my way too make it work for myself. #transgender #lgbt #lesbian #gay #bi #demi #pan #a #straight #loveislove #loveyourbody #topsurgery #selfhate #selflove #boobs #translifematter #loveyourself #confidence #bewhoyouare #proud #prouttobe #proudtobetransgender #vonwillebranddisease #hypofibrinogenemia #bleedingdisorders #bleedingdisorder #youtuber #actor
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