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One of the worst things for me at least in early stages while recovery from an ED was struggling to think about who I was without it. Ive always been the one to never eat anything in the break room, the small one, and a part of me likes that. A part of me wants to be that, but a part of me also wants to be better. #bpd #mentalhealth #anxiety #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #depression #mentalhealthawareness #ocd #cptsd #borderline #bpdmemes #recovery #borderlinepersonality #bpdawareness #bpdproblems #depressionmemes #bpdrecovery #selfharm #bpd #dbt #actuallyborderline #bpdsupport #actuallybpd #personalitydisorder #relatable #addiction #impulsive #borderlinepersonalitydisorderawareness #photooftheday #breakthestigma #abuse #eatingdisorderrecovery
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I just want to end it all
So I’m back on here and I want to lose weight healthily, but every time I try to lose weight I immediately go straight back into my bad habits and I stop, and that cycle has been going on for a long while now and eventually I just stopped trying to lose weight cause overall I was generally happy with my body. Then the “Thin Privilege” video came out and it threw me back in to this negative thinking and being reminded that at the doctors I told them I don’t want to hear anything about my weight since I would hugely damage my mental health but they still did anyways every time lol. So since I thought about those doctors trips and how they wouldn’t say anything when I saw severely underweight but as soon as I was considered overweight they would tell me to lose weight so here I am willing going back to my poor habits because I’m just hoping it shuts the voice in my head off. . . . #depression #depressed #selfharmmm #selfhate #suicidal #anorexic #broken #hurt #suicide #depressive #skinny #anxiety #suicidalthoughts #nofriends #selfharm
It's been awhile since I've posted. ° Things still aren't the best and I don't know how I'll manage with (mainly) depression and anxiety for the rest of my life. I'm so weak and let it in the second it knocks on my door. I'm breathing which is important; hopefully it stays that way. #selfharm #staystrong
Wish id look this good on her clothes #anorexic #bulimic #nofat #promia #proana #princess #selfharm #slim
Please know even though you don’t know me I can always help you ❤️#suicide #selfharm #depression #anxiety #sadvideos #cutting #selfinjuryawareness #suicidalthoughs #suicidal
TW 🔼🚫 Self-harm challenge Day 9 I have , idk why , it's just that my mind was all confused , and it was a scream for help but my mouth was stitched and my vocal cords ripped off
Falls das hier irgendjemand liest, hey ^^ Ich dachte mir ich erstelle mir mal eine Seite, wo ich offen darüber reden kann was mit mir los ist. Ich kann es mit niemanden meiner Freunde, geschweige denn mit meiner Familie. Falls es dir gerade nicht gut geht, stay strong^^ ♡ ◇ ♡ ◇ ♡ ◇ #ritzen #svv #Depression #Selfharm #Cutting #StayStrong #blood #asthetic #loveyourself #selbstverletzung #rose #needhelp #brokenheart #selfcutting #Burning #ritzeneinesucht #suizid #sad #klinge
🌷 I want to raise my glass to every single one of you. I raise my glass to you all who get up in the morning and manage to get out of bed when all you want to do is disappear. To all those who on a daily basis fight and decide to keep on fighting. To those who push the boundaries of what they think they can do. I want to raise my glass because you are an inspiration. You are all so brave, so strong, so amazing. Don’t forget that. I admire you 🌷
Picture 3: Self harm disorder. Thanks to Jayden and her makeup skills this one turned out pretty much just how I wanted. 🛡️ 🛡️ Be sure to check out more of her stuff (@chaos.sfx ) #photoedit #studioportrait #orange #selfharm #photooftheday #pictures #photographyislifee #picsart #PhotoOfTheDay #photoshoot #photoediting #photo #pic #pixel_ig #portrait #sfxmakeup
A  lot of people talk about how they love their abuser and have trouble staying away. Not me. I stopped loving him many years ago. I realize that he never really loved me and that I don't really know what love is. I know what pain is, what hurt, fear, humiliation, and abuse are. But not love. #abuse #abusesurvivor #domesticviolence #emotionalabuse #rapesurvivor #narcissisticabuse #narcissist #ptsdsurvivor #ptsd #traumasurvivor #traumarecovery #selfharm #suicide #cutting #butterflyproject #semicolon #survivor #recovery #trauma #keepfighting #keepgoing #healing #mentalhealth
Brave. Passionate. Destined for Greatness 🧠🙌🏾🙏🏽 Borderline personality disorder (BPD), also known as emotionally unstable personality disorder (EUPD), is a long-term pattern of abnormal behavior characterized by unstable relationships with other people, unstable sense of self and unstable emotions. Not fully classifiable as one thing or its opposite. Uncertain, unsure, undecided. Inconsistent, unpredictable, imbalanced. I take this pill for what they say is a chemical imbalance. Yet I'm uncertain whether it will give me balance. Unsteady, not firmly fitted. Never belonging. No sense of identity. I'm already all of these things without the BPD. Belittled, persecuted, damaged. They say it begins in adolescence yet is linked to childhood trauma. I've been all these things for 15 plus years and yet still, this illness cannot be classified. I've been alone in the dark running kicking screaming crying. Not breathing. Breathing. Trying not to breathe. I count 3. 3 times I tried to take my own life. Confused. Broken, bleeding. I woke up in the hospital bed with the vodka still fresh off my lips. They said I was found in an alley way. Bleeding. With speed flowing though my system. Complete oblivion. I tried to piece what felt like a bad dream together. The thick red blood stain covering my favourite jacket. I panick and rip the cords from every tube they placed in my vains. As the thin sea of blood trickles down me. Darkness is all I see and all I could think about was my next peak. I wanted to feel everything yet feel nothing. Numb. The horror of that night wasn't even enough to stop me I count 3. 3 more times after that. I tried to take my own life....But I never could. I lived to breathe another day. I thank God, the almighty lord and saviour, for saving me, this reatched soul. Not worthy but in his eyes, perfectly made. For his purpose. He allowed me to see the light. By his grace and mercy. After chasing me down with his reckless love for all those years..in the dark, while I ran and hide. I see it all so clearly now. Sober mind, and breathing for my life, my future. This story i Iive to tell...(Continued in comments)
I'm a lil behind 🥀
Totally forgot to log all the food i ate today but it was probably around 2000 calories which makes me wanna die inside. I haven't eaten that much in such a long time and i thought i was doing good but i guess i was only fooling myself. I'm gonna do a 20 hour fast starting now and try and do better tomorrow i guess. I hope everyone had a decent day 🌹💛 - - - - #anorexia #eatingdisorder #meanspo #thinspo #ed #bulimia #selfharm #calories #countingcalories #skinny #skinnygirls #thinspiration #fasting #triggerwarning
Billie Eilish has been such an inspiration to me and listening to her songs makes me feel better Billie is dear to me although I didn’t meet her in person (but hopefully will one day) She seems like a very nice person And I admire her in every way possible She has made me want to live and that’s something I would never consider doing @wherearetheavocados thank you for everything You saved me, my life. Thank you Don’t mind the tags- #suicide #selfharm #billieeilish #music #suicidal #depressed #depression #thankyou #wherearetheavocados #ily #death #loveyourself
Haven't picked up a pencil and drawn in a while, but I'm actually pleased with this✏️
He hit me again... Without warning. I'm not sure what I did. I probably deserved it. God I'm such a fuck up. I'm fucking useless to everyone but him. I don't like it... I can't breathe... I cant.. - - - - - - #japanese #lyrics #pastel #pastelpinkaesthetic #pastelpink #pastelbaby #ddlg #ddlb #littlespace #suicide #suicidal #selfharm #sorrynotsorry #gay #gayboy #gaylittle #daddy #blood #bloodparty #asphyxiation #abuse #hehitme
My humor isn't dark, maybe it's that you're still innocent 🗡️
Cutting has been on my mind lately sometimes i cant control it #selfharm #suicide #depressionvideos #cutting #videos #high
그만해.
You will always be number one😄🙏👍Don't forget to follow👍 @ripx_xedits Your not alone call If your thinking about killing yourself 1-800-273-8255 W A V E C H E C K #anxiety #sucide #edits #sad #Don 't #forget #to #follow #stefankarledit #depressionquotes #depression #lazytown #harm #edit #inspirational #remember #town #artist #numberone #crying #mood #crying #lazy #selfharm #sucideprevention #art #stefankarl #music
I wish I could feel HER love for just another moment ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ #lonely #depressed #sad #staystrong #selfharm #brokenheart #soulless #hurting #hurtinginside #brokenheart #💔#depression #suicide #lost
다시금 우울증이 도졌다 , 조금이나마 행복했던 순간들도 전부 지나가 버리고 다시 차갑고 자욱한 안개들이 날 덮쳤다 너무나도 오랜만에 느껴보는 낯선 고통스러움에 나는 세 살 배기 어린 아이처럼 주저 앉아 울고 , 또 울었다 - - 내가 사랑한 모든 것들은 날 힘들게 만들고 , 또 울게 만들고 , 내 전부를 포기하게 만든다 - 나는 참 어리석다
Today’s BOGO’s are #excellent ways to treat yourself in helping the #mind #relax 😁 #mental #health is the new #wealth #doterra #doterramama Head over to my #facebook page Nicole Alvarez to check out this informative video or simply click the link 👇🏾 https://www.facebook.com/doterra/videos/635950763503310/ and listen to this #doctor from Salt Lake Behavioral Health Hospital. She discusses how they incorporate doTERRA's #emotional #aromatherapy products in their facility. #suicidal #ideation #depression #ptsd #selfharm #childhoodtrama These are heavy emotional issues and it’s #important that they are addressed.
It’s been a while and in that time I: •went to Disney World •got a hamster (his name is Gaston) •realize I suck at college and that I will go nowhere in life •continuously lie to my dad about school like how I failed (wrongly btw) a class the first semester, the second one I withdrew, and this one just fucking sucks and I’m failing •lie to my boyfriend about do my schoolwork because I see no point and will be okay with working retail jobs until I’m old because that’s all I’ll be able to do •go back and forth struggling with anorexia with liking extremely skinny bodies and being super jealous and being turned off by the idea of being that thin •question if I’m actually a good influence on anyone in my life (most likely not) •got a promise ring at Disney of Cinderella’s castle •really considered if my dying would be beneficial to anyone around me . . . #depression #depressed #selfharmmm #selfhate #suicidal #anorexic #broken #hurt #suicide #depressive #skinny #anxiety #suicidalthoughts #nofriends #selfharm
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