day 100: we did it friends, we made it to 100 days- it has honestly gone by quick. I wanna thank y'all for being here this long (if you've been here since the start) and also for those who have recently started following.
I hope yall enjoy my account and the quality qUAliTy 😤👌 content it has to come
Second part because many of you asked for it❤❤
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It has already been months since you left. You actually tried to stay in touch with Avengers but they are always busy so it was hard. But not as hard as with Bucky. Talking to him like nothing was wrong didn't work so you just tried to avoid talking to him at all. He didn't try to contact you much too. Of course it was hard and you missed him,but you felt like you couldn't actually do anything. Maybe what you did was selfish and sometimes you hated yourself for making him choose,but you still hoped that he doesn't hate you and maybe at some point of your life you will even get another chance. Universe must have read your mind because just after 6 months of retirement Avengers called you and begged you to come amd help.Though you promised yourself that you will never come back to your previous life,you knew that your friends were in trouble and you had to help them
-Y/n, thank you so much for coming. We actually need all the help we can get,-Steve met you at the airport and drove you to Avengers tower. You were nervous and happy to see them
-Last time we needed help didn't end well,Rogers,-he nodded not knowing what else to say,-I hope you all don't see me as a betrayer
-Of course no. You had a right to leave,we all understand and support you
-Not all of you though
-It was hard for him,Y/n. He still misses you and hopes you'll come back. He will be very happy to see you
-But i'm not coming back.We defeat...whoever we gotta defeat and i come back.Maybe this time Buck will follow me,-Steve looked at you and smiled. You could see that he is sure that Bucky will stay in his eyes. After 10 minutes you were standing in front of Avengers tower. It seemed like absolutely nothing has changed since you left. It even hurt you a little
-Y/n!!!-Peter Parker ran to you. You hugged him and felt better immediately. He was your good friend and you did really miss him.Soon you met everyone else. It made you very nostalgic and you tried to hold your tears. But Bucky still didn't show up. You were very nervous to meet him. [READ THE REST IN THE COMMENTS]
I actually planned to write a happy one but something went wrong. Sorry❤
You walked in your home. You were very nervous and knew that if Bucky is asleep or won't want to talk, you will probably never talk about it. You've been postponing this conversation fot too long already. Bucky was reading a book and smiled when he saw you. You approached him
-Hey,-you stood behind him and put your hands on his shoulder,-how was your day?
-Not bad. What about you?
-Same. Stopped a bank robbery with the guys, saved a girl - I'm proud of you, Buck,-he smiled,-but you know what?-you squeezed his shoulders a little,-i think you're tired -Well, kind of. I'm going to be fine by the morning
-No, it's not what I'm talking about. It's different kind of tiredness. We all are so tired that every cell of our bodies can feel it. You can't fix it with sleep or the weekend spent doing nothing
-Y/n, is everything okay?-he turned to you,-if you want to go to vacation or something...
-No, this is not what i want,-you tried to calm down and make your voice sound normal,-Buck, I've been trying to talk about it for a very long time with you,-you sat next to him and looked in his eyes. He was concerned and confused. You tried to find the best way to say what you had in mind,-but something always goes wrong and we never actually talked about it
-I want to stop. I don't want to be an Avenger anymore. Or any superhero,-he sighed. Bucky felt relieved and upset at the same time
-You want to get retired?
-I already have,-you didn't want to see the look on his face and starred at your hands instead -You did?
-I talked to Fury today. I'm free to go,-you made yourself look at him,- I'm going to leave this place as well
-But what about me? What about us? You will just leave and we're over?-You've been dating Bucky for more than 5 years and they were mostly happy. They could be even better if you weren't a coward and tried to quit avengers as soon as you realized that you wanted to
-No, i don't want us to be over,Buck
-But you just go and retire without even letting me know
-That's my decision! I have a right to make it
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