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Literally me this entire past year ... -Jane's dead . . . . . . . . . I love you But I hate me . . . . . . . . . . #worthless #grunge #reckless #high #goth #grungestyle #teen #alien #skulls #depression #empty #triggerwarning #suicidial #crying #unwanted #alone #blades #selfharmmm #depressionquotes #sadquotes #selfharnn #hate #relapse #ugly
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7th A.A Promise. . Addiction leads to many self-centered behaviors. Helping other people find recovery can bring addicts outside of themselves and help them develop a genuine interest in other people. . #sober #AA #alcoholic #drugaddict #quote #soberlife #depression #Ed #EatingDisorder #quote #12steps #recovery #relapse #NA #AlcoholicAnonymus #pain #anxiety #god #meditate #mentalhealth #twelvesteps
6th A.A Promise. . Addiction makes users feel worthless and guilty about their actions. The steps can give people a sense that their lives have a meaning and a purpose, particularly through helping others. . #sober #AA #alcoholic #drugaddict #quote #soberlife #depression #Ed #EatingDisorder #quote #12steps #recovery #relapse #NA #AlcoholicAnonymus #pain #anxiety #god #meditate #mentalhealth #twelvesteps
"When your days are #sad , I'll drag you out of bed with a game of tag. When you're feeling #tired , I'll encourage you to #play by sharing my toys with you. When you're #dissociated , I'll ring the dinner bell when I need food or water from you, and it'll remind you to eat something too. I'll hop in the shower and get a mop head if it means you don't have to cry alone. We can even brush our teeth at the same time. And if you get a #panicattack , I'll remind you with my doorbell that we can take a nice stroll in the #park . Regardless there will be plenty of #snuggles and #kisses to help you concentrate on #grounding . You may feel like a balloon sometimes, but we're tethered by our #heart strings. We're gonna get through this together because that's what #bestbuds do. Think you can translate all that, smart stuff?" . #shakespeare #mentalhealthawareness #relapse #roadtorecovery #suicideawareness #depression #anxiety #trauma #stress #dread #dissociation #psychology #ESA #PSD #aspiringservicedog #dogsofnewyork #dogsofbrooklyn #ptsdrecovery
This is where I’m at currently, I listened to a woman with 7.5 years today who relapsed and is now going strong at 30 days. This is my first and hopefully last attempt at #sobriety , the fight and recovery will never end. Treat every day as if it is your first. I’m trying to hang on to the desperation and drive I had on day one. Be safe and be sober for those of you who have my condition! #sober #sobriety #aa #alcoholism #duckingfrunk #recovery #serenity #nozerodays #cumberlandheights #relapse #billw
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Remember you are not alone❗️We are here for you 💙 The cravings will pass, like a kidney stone sometimes, but they will pass ☝️Get to a meeting, reach out for help, hit the gym or yoga class, keep busy and stay positive🙏 • STAY STRONG 💪 • 📲 Download Pocket Rehab App 📲 • 👉 http://bit.ly/pocketrehab 👈 —————————————— #stigmafree #recovery #loveyourself #mentalhealth #mentalillness #shoutout #dontpickup #mentalhealthawareness #iamnotmyillness #doyourbest #recoveroutloud #relapse #overdose #overdoseawareness #youmatter #courage #nevergiveup #freedom #change #getpocketrehab #takeachance #recoveryisworthit #chaseyourdreams #faceyourfears #recoverywarrior
I have been putting off making this post because I don’t like letting people into my life, my secrets, sharing my short comings. But this post needs to be made, and my story shared. — Hi I’m Edem, I’m an alcoholic and an addict. My clean date (from drugs (mainly cocaine)) was 6.12.17 and my sober date was 10.29.17. As you can probably tell by the “was”, that’s not the case anymore. I made it to 1 Year 10 Days sober before my addiction got a hold on me again. I made it well over 18 months until I fell back into using coke. — It’s not that my life is terrible, because honestly it’s not. It’s not that I don’t have support, I do. But it’s because I was slacking. I haven’t been to any meetings in over a year, I haven’t been reading, or doing any sort of recovery work. I got comfortable and made myself believe that I didn’t need anything to stay sober. I convinced myself of something I have warned other people about before. A b s t i n e n c e is not S o b r i e t y — I have a hard time even saying I was sober for a year and ten days because towards the end, it felt like I was dry, not sober. I look at myself in the mirror and I see someone who has fucked up, who wasted a year of their life. I am filled with regret and self hatred for falling victim of my own demons, once again. — But I also see hope. I see a future. I see another year of sobriety ahead of me, if this time I choose to work for it. If I don’t give up, and if I keep on fighting. I know I can get better, I know I can recover. And I know that I can G R O W — Thanks for listening <3
My Top 20 Eminem songs of all time (2009-2018) 20. ShadyXV 19. Good Guy 18. Rap God 17. The Ringer 16. No Love 15. Untitled 14. Stay Wide Awake 13. Survival 12. Careful What You Wish For 11. Not Alike 10. Don't Front 9. Going Through Changes 8. Arose 7. Offended 6. Wicked Ways 5. Same Song & Dance 4. Guts Over Fear 3. Beautiful 2. Legacy 1. Bad Guy Honorable Mentions: (Headlights, Framed, Lucky You, Evil Twin, Music Box, My Darling, Bagpipes From Baghdad, Deja Vu, Fall, Won't Back Down, Beautiful Pain, Love Game, Walk On Water, Underground, Fall, Drop The Bomb On 'Em, Not Afraid, Stepping Stone, Bezerk, Fine Line, Insane) What's your favorite new Eminem song(if you have one)?
We chose to be mothers but we didn’t choose to be cancer moms. Why we were picked to fight for our babies, HARD I still don’t fully understand. The relapse part is where I truly had to did deep in a part of me I didn’t know existed. Im surrounded by these mamas(DO YOU KNOW HOW STRONG THEY ARE)2 of these mamas have dealt with the relapse of their child 3 times, one is in the most intense part of treatment and we all live in fear but we have each other. To cry, to vent, to truly understand what is important you’ll only get from these types of mothers. I would do anything to help them get through this, literally anything ❤️ Hugs your healthy babies tight, don’t ever take your health for granted. #caregivers #leukemiaawareness #rhabdomyosarcoma #neuroblastoma #relapse #bonemarrowtransplant #radiation #hospitallife #livingforeverything #everymomentcounts #teamarlie #childhoodcancer #feedingtube #chemotherapy #whatmattersmost
Fifth A.A Promise. . Many addicts don’t believe that other people understand what they’ve been through. But in AA, they often meet people who can identify with and learn from their experiences. . #sober #AA #alcoholic #drugaddict #quote #soberlife #depression #Ed #EatingDisorder #quote #12steps #recovery #relapse #NA #AlcoholicAnonymus #pain #anxiety #god #meditate #mentalhealth #twelvesteps
Anyone else have an automatic hamster wheel start spinnin’ at 9pm?!? 🤗😂
Album: Shady XV Release Date: November 24, 2014 Favorite Track: Shady XV Least Favorite Track: Guts Over Fear Rank: 3rd I have no idea what the fuck this album is. I know it's a compilation and it has a variety of different artists. And that dilutes the quality of it a lot. It's just not that good. It has some decent tracks. But overall? Subpar at best. #eminem #slimshady #marshallmathers #brabbit #infinite #theslimshadylp #sslp #themarshallmatherslp #mmlp #theeminemshow #encore #curtaincallthehits #relapse #relapserefill #recovery #themarshallmatherslp2 #mmlp2 #shadyxv #revival #kamikaze #rapgod #rap #rapper #mgk #mgkdiss #rapdevil #killshot #hiphop #8mile #shadyrecords
#flashback . On Day 538, I gave myself a pep talk. . I don't get offended. I take it as a compliment, actually. So, please don't be offended if you've said it to me. On a number of occasions, I've been told, "You make this look easy, Pete." Let's just get something straight, RIGHT. FUCKING. NOW: It's not easy. I fight every day to maintain a prevailing #attitude of #optimism . Easy would have been swallowing​ a bottle of pills to make it all go away. Instead I chose to live and brazenly absorb and relish in every excruciating, rusty, heartbound spear jab. Easy would have been ignoring the muck, drinking some more rum and numbing the truth. Instead, I took a hard look into the mirror, strapped on some boots and willfully decided to wade through the shit that was my life. Easy would have been seeking solace in the comfort of those familiar relationships that helped enable my addiction. Instead, I hacked, slashed, and cut ties, discovering sincere support in those that value me. Easy would have been continuing to surpress unsettled grief over the loss of my parents. Instead, I grabbed a shovel, exhumed their ghosts, and said "Goodbye," once and for all. Easy would have been hanging onto the feelings of anger and betrayal that I felt toward my ex-wife. Instead, little by little, I'm seeing the world through her eyes and am beginning to understand why leaving me was the only option, and how that single moment in time allowed me to live again. "You make all of it look so easy, Pete." Thank you. None of it, I #REPEAT , none of it, has been easy. But, it's been doable, attainable and worth it. Am I immune to relapse? No. Will I be sober this time next year? I have no idea. I'd like to think so. But I can tell you one thing for certain, you can bet your ass, I'm sober today. Why? Because I keep my chin-up, my fists clenched and fight every fucking minute, to make it look easy. The point: My goal in sharing isn't to set the standard or definition for your Recovery. That's upto you. My goal has only ever been to show that it can be done. #peteonrepeat #IAMTHESTORM
Last week we had a bunch of forks go missing from our kitchen and today I found this note about our spoons went missing now. Idk what’s going on lol Self harm urges are SO high rn. I am so suicidal and I hate myself. I spent the night at my best friends apartment last night (was awake more than I was asleep though) and we did homework then I left early this morning for PT for my shoulder. I’m 6 weeks post op today! Time has flew by and I’ve finally been noticing my progress from 3 weeks ago to now! Thankfully I only have PT for my knee tomorrow then I’ll get to see my psychologist again. I kind of just want to cancel my appointments though. #anorexia #bulimia #anorexic #bulimic #ana #mia #fat #weight #weightloss #eatingdisorder #ed #relapse #recovery #therapist #psychologist #anxiety #depression #panicattack #depressed #alone #sad #worthless #mentalhealth
I know two things for certain; 1)everybody’s hurting 2)everybody’s learning - - #disassociation #mentalhealth #anorexia #relapse #fuckup #fml #boomerang #dreads #peace
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It’s crazy how much this movie made me think... I will NEVER understand the struggle of a METH addict or the addict of any other “hard” drug. I can empathize with them but never truly know what their struggles are. Knowing people that were addicts and watching their relapse and struggle is HARD but not quite equal. It is, in my opinion a little ironic that this particular story is based on the real life struggles of Nic’s addiction and yet also the book (Tweak) he wrote about it as well as the book (Beautiful Boy) his father wrote. I’ve personally seen some close people go through the struggle, some made it through, some are still struggling, and some lost but their addiction never changed how much I loved and cared for them. If you have a teenager, I think this is a good movie for them to watch with you... maybe it’ll open up a dialogue that wouldn’t have otherwise been there 🤷🏽‍♀️ #BeautifulBoy #AMC #5DollarDays #GetOut #Addiction #Meth #Drugs #Pain #Desperation #Family #Support #DoNotGiveUp #Rehab #Relapse #ToughLove #StayinOuttaTrouble
Say you know, Understand, All I’ve ever been shown, Is that it’s face down I’ll land, Yeah I’m happy life’s grand, Heads mashed, A heart slashed, She can’t help it, She brings herself to her knees, She’s never the right fit, Floating through dead trees, Covered in piss and spit, Left for dead, Made to feel crazy, You wanna tell me it’s different baby, How do I know that from what’s been planted in my head 💀🚫 - - - #shooting #altmodel #arch #positivevibes #deep #thoughts #poetry #writersofinstagram #writers #darkthoughts #staystrong #relapse
And all of this controversy circles me And it seems like the media immediately Points a finger at me... So I point one back at 'em, but not the index or pinkie Or the ring or the thumb, it's the one you put up When you don't give a fuck, when you won't just put up With the bullshit they pull, 'cause they full of shit too When a dude's getting bullied and shoots up his school And they blame it on Marilyn... and the heroin Where were the parents at? And look where it's at Middle America, now it's a tragedy Now it's so sad to see, an upper class city Having this happening... Then attack Eminem 'cause I rap this way #Eminem #SlimShady #MarshallMathers #D12 #BRabbit #8Mile #Infinite #SlimShadyLp #MarhallMathersLp #TheEminemShow #Encore #Relapse #Recovery #Mmlp2 #Revival #Kamikaze #HipHop #Rap #MarilynManson #TheWayIAm
Can you tell today has been a rollercoaster? In the first photo I’m hopeful, excited, anxious etc That was this morning and it was before I left my flat to the chaos of the outside world. The other pictures are me at 11pm doing something to distract myself from the emotional flashbacks. I don’t really want to talk about the details of my day, it’s been pretty full on and I need time to process. As hard as today has been, I chose to shave my hair at 11pm instead of relapsing, instead of harming myself and I’m proud. I’m proud of how I handled today Today was a lot, but I stepped up to the mark and took it on head first and somehow held it together. Other things I do instead of self harm include hot baths with Epsom salts, dying my hair, tidying, listening to happy music, running ice over my skin etc Sometimes it isn’t enough, sometimes relapse happens and that’s okay, you just have to make sure you stand up again and look tomorrow in the face and make it your bitch! 🌟 #selfharm #relapse #struggling #bpd #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #chronicallyinvisible #depressionlookslikethis #mentalillnessawareness #cptsd #ptsd #emotionalflashback #chronicpain
🍒 so this is my first edit on this account 🤠 i hope y’all like it because this took a while to make sksks
WHILST MY JUDGMENTS CLOUDED WITH THE DESIRE TO TASTE SICKLY THIN EVEN IF IT MEANS MY CHEST CAVES IN. MY LOVE FOR YOU HOLDS KNOW BOUNDS AND IN YOUR LOVE, WARMTH I'VE FOUND. FOR YOU JUDGE ME ON THE LOVE I SHOW NOT SIZE OR VAULE IN WHICH THE WORLD DEEMS I OWE. . . . . . . . . . . #vincemoon #myprotector #myboy #myloveholdsnobounds #mysilverlining #relapse #recoverysucks #bestfriends #beautyindarkness #blackandwhite #kisses #lookingafterme #lost #aveganandherdog #tryingtostayafloat
Seems like everyone is leaving me, not caring about me. Like no-one wants me in their life at all. I could disappear and no-one would notice for a while. #mentalillness #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #bipolar #bipolardisorder #bipolardisordertype2 #ednos #bpd #bpdproblems #eupd #relapse #recovery #anxiety #selfharm #urges #suicidal #suicidalthoughts #ptsd
OMG this song is gonna be amazing 😱🔥 @joynerlucas credit: @daily.eminem
today didn't feel any different from other days bc my routine was basically the same yet everything feels different. guess it's bc my lecture today was late and I got home late and made sth to eat late and I decided to wait for my parents to go to bed before I eat as I always do in the evenings/at night but I spontaneously changed up how I organized my meals and preped nightsnack too. at uni I felt kinda tired and drained but omw home everything was fine again. sitting down often makes me feel tired buuut now it's too late I preped all the meals and I have no choice but to eat them OMAD style. at least I can sleep in tmrw again w only a lecture at 4pm again.
Omg two days ago was the second “anniversary” of my page, two years of me being annoying on this page wow 💀
#영단어는관리다 #초등 #중등 #고등 #토익 영어 시험에서 가장 많이 나오는 단어만으로 만든 영단어 어플입니다 👍👍 #발음기호 동의어 반의어 예제 기타등등 암기에 필요한 모든 정보가 다 제공됩니다. 한 번 써보세요!! #영어단어 #생활영어 #영단어 #영어 #단어 #영어어플 #단어장 #영어어플 #단어어플 #어플 #영어회화 #영어공부 #영문 #영어단어프로그램 #영어인강 #영어문법 #영어기초공부 #영어쌤 #영어잘하고싶다 #relapse #병의 #재발 #악화 to have/suffer a relapse 병이 재발하다 동의어 : recurrence regression recidivism worsening
"#PanicDisorder is a disabling #psychiatry condition that affects nearly 5% of the #worldwide population. Currently, long-term selective serotonin reuptake inhibitors (#SSRIs ) are the first-line treatment for PD; however, the common side-effect profiles and drug interactions may provoke patients to abandon the treatment, leading to PD symptoms #relapse . #CBD is #nonhabitforming and doesn’t decrease #tolerance . Thus, it could be a solid alternative for “high potency #benzodiazepines and #antidepressant drugs in PD patients who are resistant to the current treatments." ◼️◼️◼️◼️◼️◼️◼️◼️◼️◼️◼️ #neterhb #hemphelps #cannabisculture #support #pureorganichempoil #stayinformed #relief #cbdoils #cannabiscommunity #naturalalternatives #whytrycbd #healthandbeauty #healthylifestylechoice #herb #710society #cannabisactivist
Day 1 again? Relapse is a stage of change, not a failure. This is not a contest or a race. It's just you trying to live your best life. ... https://karyndowdallcoaching.com/news/2018/11/13/day-1-again ... #relapse #stagesofchange #alcohol #sobriety #alcoholfreelife
Might just over estimated own strenght a bit. Yesterdays pilates and todays #yinyoga and everything normal housework combined seem to mean a lot more of painreliefs... But mind is in peace and mentally all I've done these past days have been healing. So bit more pain is not going to stop me. I have drugs for that😁And tomorrow is a day of rest. #hodgkinslymphoma #relapse #cancersucks #Notgivingup
⠀ ✩ ⠀ You can always start over, I’ve done it many times. ⠀ So far it’s never been the perfect ‘reset’, but it gets better every time 💚💙 ⠀ ✩ ⠀ #paranoidschizophrenia #schizophrenia #schizophrenic #psychosis #depression #anxiety #bpd #bipolar #anorexia #ednos #eatingdisorder #ptsd #ocd #insomnia #sleep #positivity #goals #selfharm #suicide #mentalhealth #meditation #sectioned #prayers #relapse #recovery #creative #quote #poetry #help
Aha look Eminem looking dope asf in his Jason mask. What a dad Via: @marvelouseminem Follow us for daily pics! . . #eminem #revival #marshall #rapgod #marshallmathers #relapse #8mile #d12 #shadyrecords #shadyxv #elvisinconcert #lisamariepresley #iloveelvis . .
Good evening everyone, my dog is basically eating my dinner tonight cos I really don't feel strong enough to have it myself 😬 I know it's a bad habit but I somehow I just can't get rid of it #anorexia #depressed #dog #puppy #lost #ed #weight #obsession #depression #anxiety #ana #eatingdisorder #insecurity #broken #lostgirl #relapse #foodisfuel #anafighter #recovery #recoverywin #recoveryispossible #fearfood
Last pics till detox - #relapse ... phone gone in one hour xoxox see you on the flip side #rehab #detox
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