В преддверии самого большого боя в истории ММА , спортивные футболки от #Reebok
а за кого болеешь ты? #sporthouse
'From the ashes she rose'
This week a year ago started one of the hardest journeys of my life.
I was lost.
I allowed people to dictate my life.
I clung to any person who gave me attention.
I looked for love in anyone and everything.
I didn't know how to love well.
I didn't know what real love looked like.
I didn't love myself.
I felt worthless.
I didn't know who I truly was.
I was horrible at any relationship.
I hated myself.
I hated looking in the mirror.
My self esteem was lower than low.
I hated my life.
I didn't want to live.
I was depressed.
I felt like I lived in a dark pit.
One night I had a mental breakdown in my car. I wanted to be done with everything. I honestly couldn't see how I would be able to face another day. I was so exhausted from fighting to continue to live. I didn't want to fight anymore. I had no more fight left in me.
As I sat in my car crying harder than I had ever cried in my life. I remember telling myself I never want to feel worthless again.
I told myself that I had enough fight in me for one more week. I knew something needed to change I didn't know what it was though.
That night started the process of me becoming ashes. That night started one of the hardest fights of my life because now I was fighting to live. It was dark.
It was lonely.
But this was something I had to do by myself.
I made it through the first week. I took life week by week. Sometimes day by day. Sometimes minute by minute.
After being in a dark pit for a few months I started to see the light.
I was no longer the old me. I was no longer what I was when I started. Slowly I started to
Not put my happiness on other people
Let go of unhealthy relationships
Put myself first
Do what made me happy
Figure out my passions
Learned to love others
Surround myself with positive people
Find a positive outlet (working out)
I arose from that dark pit as something new.
FROM THE ASHES
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Доставка от 14 дней ➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖
Есть доставка в РФ🇷🇺 и Крым🚛
Уже скучаю по МСК, это был очень крутой соревновательный опыт на новом гребном канале, знакомство с новыми людьми и хорошая гонка🙂
Буду скучать по @alkanew
, спасибо за поддержку, надеюсь ещё посидеть с тобой в одном экипаже😊❤️
P.S. спасибо всем, кто поддерживал и болел за нас, очень ценю 🙏
«Emotions do not obscure the mind🙏👄»