I went from sick homeless thinking i had two years to live, from having found a person i loved to loosing her, betrayed by those i thought understood, dropped by those that cared, from hopes and dreams to trying to wrap up life in shallow words, to attempt to live before i died, from caring passionately about the world to unsure about what caring truly is. but i caer about myself.
Honestly ya, im still here, and really i dont know what to do about it.
Cause its still allot to take in.
I dont want to hear about others pain in comparison to me or mine or my life.
If i hurt a few people in the past i really dont caer. At. All.
Im here, and cant even consider other peoples just weak pathetic levels of strength,
Anyway, sometimes i look at what happened and im like wtf was that.
So im good. Yup.
Even where im working now is like strengthening me, helping me emphasise my changes, the people around me, they understand.
Its like, you know what, have morals and a dream and go ruin your life.
Today something happened it was great, i laughed, then i realized id never would of been that way years ago.
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