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Title: The Heartbreak Series ✨ 💔 ✨ “It’s All in Your Head” Art Show EXTENDED UNTIL SEPT 22nd!!! 7 Fraser Ave Unit 13 in Liberty Village, Toronto Hours: Saturday 12-5 Or by appointment ✨ 💀 ✨ #ptsdalchemy #transformfearintolove #skulls #crystalskulls #saltcrystals #crystalwhisperer #conceptualart #contemporaryart #itsallinyourhead #installationart #alchemy #intention #emoto #ptsd #ptsdrecovery #mentalhealthmatters #toronto #artmatters #torontoart #heartbreakseries #heartbreak #liar #cheater #coward #betrayal #pain #grief #anger
“OK! It is really most intense right now as Lilith and Mars have come together in square to Uranus (lightening up soon).... the great explosion/awakening! But as I say in the report this week and for a couple more (until Venus goes retrograde 10/5) we are coming "into the light." To me that means objectivity. We are getting a bit of distance after the great intimacy / climax / chaos / transformation. We can now begin to see more clearly who we are, what the change was about/for and stabilize a bit, begin to plan/see the road ahead and the advantages/disadvantages of our choices. If the choices were bad ones, there may still be some time to make some changes/new choices before the window of opportunity closes end of next month. If you've been "swallowed" and lost your "self," you may be able to gain ground with some superhuman effort haha! Super heroes/heroines unite! PS. Yeah, I changed the mantra from "have" to "see in the end." Let's face it, you may not get what you want but you will see/feel the results (good or bad) within and without of all your efforts to get it! So Much Love, Kaypacha” ✨ 💫 ☀️ This weeks mantra courtesy of Tom Lescher, aka Kaypacha. NewParadigmAstrology.com New Paradigm Astrology Facebook New Paradigm Astrology Youtube” ✨ ☄️ 💫 ⚡️ ⭐️ #ptsdalchemy #transformfearintolove #kaypacha #tomlescher #ptsd #ptsdrecovery #transmute #faith #courage #awakening #itstime #5d #collectiveconscious #frequencyshift #astrology #newearth #newparadigmastrology #asabovesobelow #alchemy #awaken #unveil #weeklymantra #mirror #mirrormirroronthewall
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I grew salt crystals on plaster skulls with intention. I would carve the emotion into the skull and put them in the salt solution. The oppositional emotions grew very differently when made simultaneously in the same solution. So I ran some tests. When I put multiples of the same emotion or neutral emotions, they grew uniformly. Here we have an example of that. These two skulls were hello & goodbye. ✨ 💀 ✨ Title: hello / goodbye ✨ 💀 ✨ Stunning photo by @kerryshaw ✨ “It’s All in Your Head” Art Show EXTENDED UNTIL SEPT 22nd!!! 7 Fraser Ave Unit 13 in Liberty Village, Toronto Hours: Wednesday’s 5-8 Saturday 12-5 Or by appointment ✨ 💀 ✨ #ptsdalchemy #transformfearintolove #skulls #crystalskulls #saltcrystals #crystalwhisperer #conceptualart #contemporaryart #whatkindofartisthis #deadendstudio #itsallinyourhead #installationart #alchemy #growyourowncrystals #intention #emoto #ptsd #ptsdrecovery #mentalhealthmatters #mentalhealth #toronto #artmatters #croatianartist #libertyvilliage #torontoart #torontoartist #femaleartist #crystals
Patricia Kambitsch, ladies and gentlemen. For those that have been following my account for a while, you may recognize her work from the beautiful hand painted personal tarot deck she did for me that I have previously posted. She’s an amazing artist, friend and force of nature. I’m so grateful to have done this show with her. Patricia went beyond the head and interviewed people about where in their bodies they feel their emotions then mapped them out. Amazing work. ✨ It’s been a real dream come true, even though this felt a bit like the art olympics. Haha. Come see these beauties in person while you still can. Some are still available for purchase. Just saying. You can find more of her work at @playthinklive @upcycledarchetypes @hedonistschallenge ✨ ☎️ ✨ “It’s All in Your Head” Art Show EXTENDED UNTIL SEPT 22nd!!! 7 Fraser Ave Unit 13 in Liberty Village, Toronto Hours: Wednesday’s 5-8 Saturday 12-5 Or by appointment ✨ 🎨 The super pretty pics were by @kerryshaw ... the not so pretty ones by me 😉 ✨ 💀 ✨ #ptsdalchemy #transformfearintolove #apothecary #bodymaps #itsallinyourbody #brains #conceptualart #contemporaryart #whatkindofartisthis #deadendstudio #itsallinyourhead #installationart #alchemy #hedonistchallenge #playthink #patriciakambitsch #ptsd #ptsdrecovery #mentalhealthmatters #mentalhealth #heal #art #toronto #artmatters #torontoartist #libertyvilliage #torontoart #torontoartist #femaleartist #paintings #comics
Yeah. I blew up a selfie of myself 18 times, poster size. What? It’s art. Not everything is what it seems. Below each image are the following captions. They are the thoughts and truths behind that pretty selfie: . Feeling kinda pretty. . Unable to deal with reality, keeps dissociating . Taking her dog for a walk . Looking forward to picking peaches . Thinking she may have left the stove on at home . Hoping her fears aren’t true . Being severely emotionally abused . Wishing she could just die and be done with it all . Wishing she could still drink . Plagued by nightmares . Holding on by a thread . Happy it’s summer . Looking forward to canning with mama . Constant feeling of impending doom . Wondering how other people make it all look so easy . Hoping he’ll see this picture and miss her . Misses dancing . Depressed and feeling anxious . Can’t sleep 🤳🏼 🤳🏼 🤳🏼 🤳🏼 🤳🏼 🤳🏼 🤳🏼 Title: Smile for the camera. 🤳🏼 🤳🏼 🤳🏼 “It’s All in Your Head” Art Show EXTENDED UNTIL SEPT 22nd!!! 7 Fraser Ave Unit 13 in Liberty Village, Toronto Hours: Tuesday 5-8 Wednesday’s 5-8 Saturday 12-5 Or by appointment ✨ ✨ ✨ #ptsdalchemy #transformfearintolove #smileforthecamera #smile #selfie #selfieseries #conceptualart #contemporaryart #whatkindofartisthis #deadendstudio #itsallinyourhead #installationart #alchemy #behindthesmile #ptsd #ptsdrecovery #mentalhealthmatters #mentalhealth #heal #art #toronto #artmatters #torontoartist #libertyvilliage #torontoart #thingsarentwhattheyseem #narcissisticabuse #torontoartexhibitions #narcissist #guesswhatyouregettingforchristmas
Wanted to come but couldn’t make it? You still have time. We’ve been asked to leave the work up for another week. Yay! ✨ 🧠 ✨ “It’s All in Your Head” Art Show EXTENDED UNTIL SEPT 22nd!!! 7 Fraser Ave Unit 13 in Liberty Village, Toronto Hours: Tuesday 5-8 Wednesday’s 5-8 Saturday 12-5 Or by appointment ✨ 💀 ✨ 💀 ✨ #ptsdalchemy #transformfearintolove #apothecary #brains #crystals #crystalwhisperer #conceptualart #contemporaryart #whatkindofartisthis #deadendstudio #itsallinyourhead #installationart #alchemy #heal #ptsd #ptsdrecovery #mentalhealthmatters #mentalhealth #heal #art #toronto #artmatters #torontoartist #libertyvilliage #torontoart #emoto #intention #torontoartexhibitions #saltcrystals #masaruemoto #crystalgrowing
Something super strange happened this week. Well, a few things did, but the strangest thing was that the crystals in the jar for “Trauma” liquified?! It’s as though someone poured water into the jar, but nobody did. The only other explanation is that there may have been a leak in the ceiling, but it would have left some other evidence, non? Out of 111 emotions, trauma turned liquid. There was no liquid in the jar. I drained each and every one several times to get every drop of water out. Even if there was some moisture, it wouldn’t be able to melt the whole thing. All of the remaining jars are totally fine. Thank you universe for the confirmation. Bye bye trauma. 👋🏼 ✨I 🧠 ✨ 🧠 ✨ 🧠 The Apothecary: 111 emotions crystallized ✨ 🧠 ✨ “It’s All in Your Head” Art Show EXTENDED UNTIL SEPT 22nd!!! 7 Fraser Ave Unit 13 in Liberty Village, Toronto Hours: Tuesday 5-8 Wednesday’s 5-8 Saturday 12-5 Or by appointment ✨ 💀 ✨ 💀 ✨ #ptsdalchemy #transformfearintolove #apothecary #brains #crystals #crystalwhisperer #conceptualart #contemporaryart #whatkindofartisthis #deadendstudio #itsallinyourhead #installationart #alchemy #heal #ptsd #ptsdrecovery #mentalhealthmatters #mentalhealth #heal #art #toronto #artmatters #torontoartist #libertyvilliage #torontoart #emoto #intention #torontoartexhibitions #saltcrystals #masaruemoto #crystalgrowing
The Apothecary: 111 emotions crystallized ✨ 🧠 ✨ “It’s All in Your Head” Art Show on now - September 16th 7 Fraser Ave Unit 13 in Liberty Village, Toronto Hours: Wednesday’s 5-8 Thursday - Sunday 12 - 6 Or by appointment ✨ 💀 ✨ 💀 ✨ #ptsdalchemy #transformfearintolove #apothecary #brains #crystals #crystalwhisperer #conceptualart #contemporaryart #whatkindofartisthis #deadendstudio #itsallinyourhead #installationart #alchemy #heal #ptsd #ptsdrecovery #mentalhealthmatters #mentalhealth #heal #art #toronto #artmatters #torontoartist #libertyvilliage #torontoart #emoto #intention #torontoartexhibitions #saltcrystals #masaruemoto #crystalgrowing
You might not realize it, but you are someone’s reason to keep going. You mean more to those around you than you could ever possibly realize. There are friends you haven’t met yet, places you haven’t seen yet, and adventures waiting to happen. When that darkness hits it tricks you into believing that there is nothing left. That there will be no more light. No more joy. No more love. It’s just not true. Please stay. We love you. We need you. We can get through this together. ♥️ ♥️ ♥️ ♥️ ♥️ #ptsdalchemy #transformfearintolove #worldsuicidepreventionday #grief #anger #suicideprevention #stayalive #heal #hope #pleasestay #suicide #ptsd #ptsdrecovery #anger #pain #fear #heartbreak #anxiety #nightmares #narcissisticabuse #dissociation #depression #mentalhealth #mentalhealthmatters #trauma #weneedyou #weareallinthistogether
Last night our art show got hijacked by an aerialist, musicians, beatboxers and magic makers. Thank you to everyone who came out. Be sure to watch the last clip with the amazing beatboxing! Wow. Just wow. Welcome back, Armoury Collective!!! @playthinklive @deadendstudiogroup @armourycollectivetoronto @drdraw @scottjacksonbb @d_e_s_h_fernando_photography @jpolyzotis ✨ 💀 ✨ 💀 “It’s All in Your Head” Art Show on now - September 16th 7 Fraser Ave Unit 13 in Liberty Village, Toronto Hours: Wednesday’s 5-8 Thursday - Sunday 12 - 6 Or by appointment ✨ 💀 ✨ 💀 ✨ #ptsdalchemy #transformfearintolove #dreambig #beatbox #crystals #apothecary #crystalskulls #crystalwhisperer #conceptualart #contemporaryart #artcollective #deadendstudio #itsallinyourhead #installationart #alchemy #torontomusic #ptsd #ptsdrecovery #torontonightlife #mentalhealth #the6ix #art #toronto #torontoartists #torontoartist #libertyvilliage #torontoart #birdsofafeather #7fraser ##drdraw
The print series inspired by my belated psychiatrist, George. ✨ $50 each. The phone lines are now open. ✨ 🧠 ✨ “It’s All in Your Head” Art Show on now - September 16th 7 Fraser Ave Unit 13 in Liberty Village, Toronto Hours: Wednesday’s 5-8 Thursday - Sunday 12 - 6 Or by appointment ✨ 💀 ✨ 💀 ✨ #ptsdalchemy #transformfearintolove #apothecary #brains #crystals #crystalwhisperer #conceptualart #contemporaryart #whatkindofartisthis #deadendstudio #itsallinyourhead #installationart #alchemy #heal #ptsd #ptsdrecovery #mentalhealthmatters #mentalhealth #heal #art #toronto #artmatters #torontoartist #libertyvilliage #torontoart #emoto #intention #salt #saltcrystals
Such a privilege to witness this amazing Art Show by my dear friend Lucy aka @ptsdalchemy. • Developing PTSD from years of front line work as an Enforcement Officer coupled with Rheumatoid Arthritis, Lucy became very sick. Through a complete change of living and the love of family, friends and many healers in the world, she is happier and on the road to better health. • Inspired by Dr.Masaru Emoto @emotowater722 and his research on water and the vibration of words and the different shapes each word produces, she grew salt crystals on plaster skulls and brains, each one a different emotion. It was amazing to see the shapes of different words like hate, love, and depression. You will see in the video and pictures how they look. Each word vibrates differently and thus produces different crystals. Truly inspirational. 😲 ❄️ I loved her art work which is a picture of her smiling and below each picture she has written different emotions that are going on inside of her. All the pictures are the same smile. This reminds me of social media where it’s always smiles but nobody wants to share what’s really going on inside. • The show is called “It’s All In Your Head” 🗣on now until September 16th. 7 Fraser Avenue, Unit 13 (Dead End Studio) in Liberty Village, Toronto. Hours: Wed’s 5-8 Thursday - Sunday 12-6 Or by appointment. 🗣❄️ Thank you Lucy for shedding light on #mental #health and especially #PTSD . I love you and wish you much Love, Happiness and Joy. 🙏🏼💝 #ptsd #ptsdalchemy #mentalhealth #masaruemoto #words #vibration #crystals #art #expression #healing #authentic #truth #support #community #love 🕉💝
I grew salt crystals on plaster brains. Each with a different emotion, and all at the same time. The results were magical. Choose your thoughts and words carefully. Everything is alive. Every thought sends out a frequency. Choose love. Choose joy. Choose happiness. ✨ 🧠 ✨ 🧠 ✨ The Apothecary: 111 emotions crystallized ✨ 🧠 ✨ “It’s All in Your Head” Art Show on now - September 16th 7 Fraser Ave Unit 13 in Liberty Village, Toronto Hours: Wednesday’s 5-8 Thursday - Sunday 12 - 6 Or by appointment ✨ 💀 ✨ 💀 ✨ #ptsdalchemy #transformfearintolove #apothecary #brains #crystals #crystalwhisperer #conceptualart #contemporaryart #whatkindofartisthis #deadendstudio #itsallinyourhead #installationart #alchemy #heal #ptsd #ptsdrecovery #mentalhealthmatters #mentalhealth #heal #art #toronto #artmatters #torontoartist #libertyvilliage #torontoart #emoto #intention #torontoartexhibitions #saltcrystals #masaruemoto #crystalgrowing
Sneak peek of the Heartbreak Series and more of the show. Lovely photo by my handsome friend @d_e_s_h_fernando_photography Join us this Saturday for the Armoury Collective party at Dead End Studio. ✨ @armourycollectivetoronto 💀 ✨ 💀 “It’s All in Your Head” Art Show on now - September 16th 7 Fraser Ave Unit 13 in Liberty Village, Toronto Hours: Wednesday’s 5-8 Thursday - Sunday 12 - 6 Or by appointment ✨ 💀 ✨ 💀 ✨ #ptsdalchemy #transformfearintolove #triggered #skulls #crystals #apothecary #crystalskulls #crystalwhisperer #conceptualart #contemporaryart #whatkindofartisthis #deadendstudio #itsallinyourhead #installationart #alchemy #heal #ptsd #ptsdrecovery #mentalhealthmatters #mentalhealth #heal #art #toronto #artmatters #torontoartist #libertyvilliage #torontoart #emoto #heartbreak #torontoevents #the6ix
“Amidst the chaos, or perhaps as a result of the chaos, great healing can occur. The New Moon in Virgo this week portends an entire month devoted to actively addressing our wounds, physical, emotional, and mental. As I mention in the report, this healing can only fully be accomplished after we open, feel, allow, and love ourselves enough to let it out and let it go! Uranus is involved in both the grand square and the grand trine! In the sign of Taurus (self-love), it indicates that radical self love is the gateway to this opening of self to the healing hands and hearts of others. Identifying ourselves as divine beings of light can help us trust enough to allow ourselves to take off our armor, let down our defenses and accept the gifts the world has for us. If, on the other hand, we identify with our temporary physical bodies, money, appearance, etc. we will inevitably feel less secure and less able to express our needs, ask for what we want, and relax enough to trust. I hope you open yourself to your infinite nature, relax and enjoy the madness, rather than run and hide! Injoy! So Much Love, Kaypacha​​“ ⭐️ ✨ 💫 ☀️ This weeks mantra courtesy of Tom Lescher, aka Kaypacha. NewParadigmAstrology.com New Paradigm Astrology Facebook New Paradigm Astrology Youtube” ✨ ☄️ 💫 ⚡️ ⭐️ #ptsdalchemy #transformfearintolove #kaypacha #tomlescher #ptsd #ptsdrecovery #transmute #faith #courage #awakening #itstime #5d #collectiveconscious #frequencyshift #astrology #newearth #newparadigmastrology #asabovesobelow #alchemy #awaken #head #heart #hands #weeklymantra
Caution: contents ignite if triggered 🔥 🔥 🔥 “It’s All in Your Head” Art Show on now - September 16th 7 Fraser Ave Unit 13 in Liberty Village, Toronto Hours: Wednesday’s 5-8 Thursday - Sunday 12 - 6 Or by appointment 🔥 🔥 🔥 #ptsdalchemy #transformfearintolove #triggered #playingwithfire #matches #fire #outoftheclearbluesky #artisanexperience #conceptualart #contemporaryart #whatkindofartisthis #deadendstudio #itsallinyourhead #installationart #alchemy #heal #ptsd #ptsdrecovery #mentalhealthmatters #mentalhealth #heal #art #toronto #artmatters #torontoartist #libertyvilliage #torontoart #crazy
A little video for the show to express how sometimes out of seemingly nowhere a trigger can hit and set your soul on fire. 🔥 🔥 🔥 Triggered by Lucija Bojcic (for those that repost ♥️) 🔥 🔥 🔥 “It’s All in Your Head” Art Show on now - September 16th 7 Fraser Ave Unit 13 in Liberty Village, Toronto Hours: Wednesday’s 5-8 Thursday - Sunday 12 - 6 Or by appointment 🔥 🔥 🔥 #ptsdalchemy #transformfearintolove #triggered #playingwithfire #matches #fire #outoftheclearbluesky #artisanexperience #conceptualart #contemporaryart #whatkindofartisthis #deadendstudio #itsallinyourhead #videoart #installationart #alchemy #heal #ptsd #ptsdrecovery #mentalhealthmatters #mentalhealth #heal #art #toronto #artmatters #torontoartist #libertyvilliage #crazy
I can’t tell you how fun it was to fill in the order form for this piece. I’m not sure if you can make out that each of the candles reads a different emotion. 🎂 🎂 “It’s All in Your Head” Art Show on now - September 16th 7 Fraser Ave Unit 13 in Liberty Village, Toronto Hours: Wednesday’s 5-8 Thursday - Sunday 12 - 6 Or by appointment 🎂 Artist: Lucija Bojcic, “Celebration time” (In case you decide to repost) 🎂 🎂 🎂 🎂 #ptsdalchemy #transformfearintolove #nomamawearenotgoingtoeatititsart #conceptualart #contemporaryart #cake #eatcake #whatkindofartisthis #deadendstudio #itsallinyourhead #icoulddothis #installationart #letthemeatcake #alchemy #heal #ptsd #ptsdrecovery #mentalhealthmatters #mentalhealth #heal #art #toronto #artmatters #torontoartist #whatisart #libertyvilliage #pleasedonteattheart #pleasedonttouchtheart #thisartcontainsgluten #crazy
Making the art for our show changed me. Watching the crystals take shape to express their unique emotions was profound. It has been the most beautiful experience to be part of. If you’re in the Greater Toronto Area and would like to come see the “It’s All in Your Head” show, it runs until September 16th at 7 Fraser Ave Unit 13 in Liberty Village. Hours: Wednesday’s 5-8 Thursday - Sunday 12 - 6 Or by appointment ✨ 💀 ✨ 💀 ✨ #ptsdalchemy #transformfearintolove #artisanexperience #robertmotherwell #deadendstudio #skulls #crystals #crystalskulls #itsallinyourhead #installationart #painting #saltcrystals #installationart #crystalwhisperer #alchemy #heal #ptsd #ptsdrecovery #heal #art #toronto #artmatters #torontoartist #whatisart
Do you know someone who struggles with PTSD, depression, or anxiety because of a traumatic experience, but you aren’t sure how to help? You can help them take their next step forward, even if you have no idea where to begin, by signing up to be the first to get notified when my new book “The Resilience Booklet” comes out in a few weeks. LINK IN BIO (www.ResilienceBooklet.com)
Last night was a dream come true. I got to team up with one of the most brilliant and prophetic artists I know, Patricia Kambitsch, to co-host my first art show in well over a decade. True to Fraser family style, so many people came out the day before to help us pull off this massive undertaking. These are the people that taught me that the world is a safe place and how to have fun again. Then they all came back the next day to help us open the show. @kerryshaw even delayed her flight back to LA to help set up, support and photograph the show. Every time I blinked another person I loved walked through the gallery door. People I had not seen in 20 years showed up. People from every chapter of my life showed up. With each passing moment new chambers of my heart blew open with gratitude. Thank you, thank you, thank you to everyone who helped, everyone who showed up, everyone who sent love, support and kind words. It is so nice to be able to say that I am an artist again. Thank you Patricia and Rob for making this possible. The show will be running for the next two weeks. Come check it out if you’re in Toronto! For more information please go to the events section of my website: ptsdalchemy.com @upcycledarchetypes @playthinklive @hedonistschallenge @deadendstudiogroup @nowacki.robert ✨ 💀 ✨ 💀 ✨ 💀 ✨ #ptsdalchemy #transformfearintolove #deadendstudio #skulls #crystals #crystalskulls #itsallinyourhead #installationart #painting #saltcrystals #installationart #crystalwhisperer #alchemy #heal #ptsd #ptsdrecovery #arttherapy #art #toronto #artopening #artmatters #torontoartist #7fraser #torontoeventspace #fraserfamily #dreambig #dreamcometrue #liveyourdreams #create #thelongroadhome #torontoart
“This is the great awakening! Lilith conjuncting the south node of the Moon with Mars soon to join them in Aquarius portends a "sweeping out" of the cobwebs, or a parting of the veils that the future may be revealed! This is especially true for the next couple months. Changes that have been in the works for sometime (and some grueling work it is has been!) will be paying off big dividends. During such times, the tendency can be to rush the process and charge ahead in a mad dash toward "realization." While natural, innocent, and with good intention, the premature exposure to vast new realms can be both destabilizing and harmful. Like a 5 year old child exposed to adult sexual activity, it can be confusing, enticing, and foster attempts to mimic the behavior. This, in turn, can result in distorted misperceptions, inappropriate activity, and possible harm. Indeed, one way of determining whether a word or deed is appropriate is by examining if it is occurring at the right time in the right place. Something that is in itself wonderful happening too soon, too late, or in the wrong place becomes harmful. I believe the same can be said for measure: too much or too little of something can also produce unwanted and/or unhealthy results. Just some things to consider as the curious Moon in Gemini comes into a 3/4 square with the Virgo Sun this weekend! Wishing you the best! Injoy! So Much Love, Kaypacha​​“ ⭐️ ✨ 💫 ☀️ This weeks mantra courtesy of Tom Lescher, aka Kaypacha. NewParadigmAstrology.com New Paradigm Astrology Facebook New Paradigm Astrology Youtube” ✨ ☄️ 💫 ⚡️ ⭐️ #ptsdalchemy #transformfearintolove #kaypacha #tomlescher #ptsd #ptsdrecovery #transmute #faith #courage #awakening #itstime #5d #collectiveconscious #frequencyshift #astrology #newearth #newparadigmastrology #asabovesobelow #alchemy #awaken #weeklymantra
Meatball-Magnolia’s having a hard time wrapping her head around this piece. Tough crowd. I’m trying to explain there’s more to the show than just crystals. She also doesn’t understand why she shouldn’t touch the art. 🐼 👩🏼‍🎨 🐼 👩🏼‍🎨 🐼 👩‍🎨 #ptsdalchemy #transformfearintolove #meatball #contemporaryart #donttouchtheart #contemplatingcat #headscratcher #notjustcrystals #itsallinyourhead #contemporaryartforcats #installationart #alchemy #cats #catlady #meow #heal #ptsd #ptsdrecovery #mentalhealth #mentalhealthmatters #artmatters #gargamelandazrael #catsofinstagram @taniaboterman
Last night I did the mental health series of crystal skulls for my upcoming art show. I placed the word on each jar, inserted the plaster skulls and salt solution, then held each one and said the words on the jar three times. Approximately 2 hours later I poured out the solution and examined each skull which looks completely different from the other. Here we have the one I found most fascinating: Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder. Check out the formation coming out of the frontal lobe!!! 💎 💀 💎 For more info go to: https://www.ptsdalchemy.com/it-s-all-in-your-head 💀 💎 #ptsdalchemy #transformfearintolove #skulls #crystals #crystalskulls #ADHD #attentiondeficithyperactivitydisorder #dremoto #stgermain #metatron #itsallinyourhead #mindfulness #channel #saltcrystals #installationart #crystalwhisperer #alchemy #art #artmatters #arttherapy #makesomething #mentalhealth #mentalhealthmatters #mentalhealthseries #disorders #conceptualart
“We've got the Moon passing through Capricorn, Aquarius, and Pisces these days coming up to full on Sunday (along with Venus square Pluto!). Add into the mix all the other aspects mentioned in the report and it points to very powerful collective conscious (and unconscious) issues being brought to the public light. Indeed, Mercury coming into his third square to Jupiter in Scorpio (secrets) indicates this is a time for each of us to look deeply into, and talk through our relationships (and selves) for the unconscious forces and soul intentions that have created them. The challenge is to pull ourselves out of our heads, which are filled with media/ideas/stereotypes, and down into our guts/soul to FEEL what is really true for us, which may be quite different from the current norm. We may find ourselves rebelling against the revolution! Mars, Saturn, and Pluto in Capricorn are calling us to be responsible for our own condition (which needs to be really owned and felt) rather than making assumptions resulting from "that's what happened to him/her so it's probably what's happening to me." Know what I mean? Only YOU know YOUR TRUTH. Dig into it, find it, and spread it around! Injoy! So Much Love, Kaypacha” ⭐️ ✨ 💫 New Paradigm Astrology Youtube” ✨ ☄️ 💫 ⚡️#ayahuascatrip ⭐️ #ptsdalchemy #transformfearintolove #kaypacha #tomlescher #ptsd #ptsdrecovery #transmute #faith #courage #awakening #itstime #5d #collectiveconscious #frequencyshift #astrology #newearth #consciousnessexpansion
“We've got the Moon passing through Capricorn, Aquarius, and Pisces these days coming up to full on Sunday (along with Venus square Pluto!). Add into the mix all the other aspects mentioned in the report and it points to very powerful collective conscious (and unconscious) issues being brought to the public light. Indeed, Mercury coming into his third square to Jupiter in Scorpio (secrets) indicates this is a time for each of us to look deeply into, and talk through our relationships (and selves) for the unconscious forces and soul intentions that have created them. The challenge is to pull ourselves out of our heads, which are filled with media/ideas/stereotypes, and down into our guts/soul to FEEL what is really true for us, which may be quite different from the current norm. We may find ourselves rebelling against the revolution! Mars, Saturn, and Pluto in Capricorn are calling us to be responsible for our own condition (which needs to be really owned and felt) rather than making assumptions resulting from "that's what happened to him/her so it's probably what's happening to me." Know what I mean? Only YOU know YOUR TRUTH. Dig into it, find it, and spread it around! Injoy! So Much Love, Kaypacha” ⭐️ ✨ 💫 ☀️ This weeks mantra courtesy of Tom Lescher, aka Kaypacha. NewParadigmAstrology.com New Paradigm Astrology Facebook New Paradigm Astrology Youtube” ✨ ☄️ 💫 ⚡️ ⭐️ #ptsdalchemy #transformfearintolove #kaypacha #tomlescher #ptsd #ptsdrecovery #transmute #faith #courage #awakening #itstime #5d #collectiveconscious #frequencyshift #astrology #newearth #newparadigmastrology #asabovesobelow #alchemy #awaken #weeklymantra
The flowers in the corner make this look totally normal, right? Haha. Just another night in with the skulls, whispering mental health conditions to them to see how they grow. One week to go! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! 💀 🌸 💎 💀 🌸 💎 💀 #ptsdalchemy #transformfearintolove #flowersalwaysmakeeverythinglooknormal #adifferentkindofcanningseason #skulls #crystals #crystalskulls #love #hate #dremoto #stgermain #metatron #itsallinyourhead #mindfulness #saltcrystals #installationart #crystalwhisperer #alchemy #heal #ptsd #ptsdrecovery #anger #pain #fear #heartbreak #anxiety #narcissisticabuse #dissociation #depression #mentalhealth
Dr. Emoto dedicated his life to researching water and it’s intelligence. He believed that water was the “blueprint of our reality”. He went on to do experiments with water and rice. He would project thoughts or write words on the water then freeze it and examine the crystals. He found that kind and loving words created beautiful geometric crystals. In contrast, negative words created malformed crystals. He went on to conduct similar tests on water in rice. 💧 Dr. Emoto’s ideas and research have greatly influenced my upcoming art work, and my life. 💧 💧 💧 #ptsdalchemy #transformfearintolove #dremoto #itsallinyourhead #mindfulness #hiddenmessagesinwater #intention #prayers #curses #alchemy #heal #ptsd #ptsdrecovery #heal #anger #pain #fear #heartbreak #anxiety #nightmares #narcissisticabuse #dissociation #depression #mentalhealth #mentalhealthmatters #trauma #thinkhappythoughts #water #h2o
Love & Hate Here is a sneak peak at some of the other things going on in my kitchen. Based on Dr. Emoto’s research on waters intelligence, I am growing crystals on objects set with intentions. Then I wait to see what happens. 💀 💎 💀 💎 💀 #ptsdalchemy #transformfearintolove #skulls #crystals #crystalskulls #love #hate #dremoto #stgermain #metatron #itsallinyourhead #mindfulness #channel #saltcrystals #installationart #crystalwhisperer #alchemy #heal #ptsd #ptsdrecovery #anger #pain #fear #heartbreak #anxiety #narcissisticabuse #dissociation #depression #mentalhealth #trauma
Coming back to art making in this form and scale is profound medicine. I needed to turn my 6 year PTSD anniversary around and give it new meaning. Only two very crazy ladies would conspire to create and throw an art show in a month. That’s right... one month. I’ve gotten more done in the last two weeks than I did in the past year. It feels a bit scary, but in all the right ways. It’s nice to be back. Thank you to Patsy for making this possible and for being so wonderful. Check out my wonderful co-creator and friend @playthinklive @upcycledarchetypes @hedonistschallenge 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 #ptsdalchemy #transformfearintolove #artists #comics #itsallinyourhead #mindfulness #countdown #saltcrystals #installationart #heal #ptsd #ptsdrecovery #heal #anger #pain #fear #heartbreak #anxiety #nightmares #narcissisticabuse #dissociation #depression #mentalhealth #mentalhealthmatters #trauma #artmatters #intention #toronto #artshow #deadendstudio
I’m taking alchemy very seriously these days. Here is a sneak peak at some of the beautiful crystals I’m growing for our upcoming art show: It’s All in Your Head. Guided by ascended masters who whisper in my ear... 💗 💗 💗 💗 💗 💗 #ptsdalchemy #transformfearintolove #dremoto #stgermain #metatron #itsallinyourhead #mindfulness #channel #saltcrystals #installationart #itsallinyourhead #alchemy #heal #ptsd #ptsdrecovery #heal #anger #pain #fear #heartbreak #anxiety #nightmares #narcissisticabuse #dissociation #depression #mentalhealth #mentalhealthmatters #trauma #artmatters #intention #thinkhappythoughts #crystals
“Let's do something amazing with all that Fire energy, eh? The solar eclipse set the tone for the rest of this month and things are gonna start picking up again. As I mentioned in the report but don't think I finished the thought, we are regulators. As conscious beings we can become more self-aware to feed our fire when it is low and/or cool our jets when we're all hot and bothered and wasting it. In addition, we can also become more skilled at directing it into creative rather than destructive (unless something needs to get destroyed!) outlets. Super cewel! So yes, presently, we still have 7 retrograde planets. Time to build the fires within using reflection, contemplation, communication, and inner imagination. However, it is as if we are race cars at the starting gate revving up our engines. Everything should be coming together by the 27th when Mars goes direct and the gun will go off Sept. 6 when Saturn does too! All the work we've done since the shake up last December will start giving us results. Keep up the good work! Injoy! So Much Love, Kaypacha​​“ ⭐️ ✨ 💫 ☀️ This weeks mantra courtesy of Tom Lescher, aka Kaypacha. NewParadigmAstrology.com New Paradigm Astrology Facebook New Paradigm Astrology Youtube” ✨ ☄️ 💫 ⚡️ ⭐️ #ptsdalchemy #transformfearintolove #kaypacha #tomlescher #ptsd #ptsdrecovery #transmute #faith #courage #awakening #itstime #5d #collectiveconscious #frequencyshift #astrology #newearth #newparadigmastrology #asabovesobelow #alchemy #awaken #weeklymantra #mantra #lightworker #giveback
Ready or not, here we go. It’s gonna be a great day. It’s gonna be a great day. It’s gonna be a great day. It’s gonna be a great day. It’s gonna be a great day. It’s gonna be a great day. (Clicking my heels and my fingers) 💗 💗 💗 Artist: Space diver by Tess Johnson 💗 💗 💗 #ptsdalchemy #transformfearintolove #wormhole #eclipseseason #spacediver #tessjohnson #controlisanillusion #solareclipse #lasteclipse #portal #lightworker #heal #ptsd #ptsdrecovery #heal #anger #pain #fear #heartbreak #anxiety #nightmares #narcissisticabuse #dissociation #depression #mentalhealth #mentalhealthmatters #trauma #shift #newmoon #collageart
Concentration and #PTSD are a difficult thing. I think that because my brain is overworked and overloaded as it is constantly on alert, that it does not have the space to just chill. Concentration has been a huge difficulty for me and being able to complete tasks. When I try and focus on one task, my brain seems to want to look at another 10 at the same time and then I struggle to prioritise what needs to be done and I seem to go to the one that has less conflict and is within my comfort zone. It has made study very hard, and meetings, or things that can go on for a while. Often, when I am on the phone, my brain can be trying to think about other things and hence I forget half the things that I talk about. I now try and work on one thing at a time and aim to complete that task before I move onto another one and it is very hard. We really do require our concentration within our life. #PTSD #PTSDawareness #ptsdrecovery #ptsdsucks #ptsdservicedog #ptsdwarrior #ptsdsupport #ptsdsurvivor #ptsddog #ptsdeffectsthewholefamily #ptsdrecoverypositivity #ptsdservicedogintraining #ptsdhelp #ptsdlife #ptsdawarness #ptsdisadailybattle #ptsdisreal #ptsddogsareawesome #ptsddogs #PTSDTherapy #ptsdalchemy #ptsdsymptoms #ptsdveteran #ptsdbreakthesilence #ptsdknowledge #ptsdasawayhome #ptsdtherapydog #ptsdtreatment #ptsdv #ptsdream80
I have some good news and I have some bad news. Bad news first: we have one more eclipse to go on Saturday before we get outta the eclipse portal. The good news? We have one more eclipse to go before we get out of the portal. This Saturday’s lunar eclipse will be the last of three in this cycle. One more and then we all live happily ever after, right?🔪 🔪 🔪 🔪 🔪 🔪 #ptsdalchemy #transformfearintolove #wormhole #eclipseseason #controlisanillusion #lunareclipse #onemore #portal #lightworker #heal #pain #ptsd #ptsdrecovery #heal #anger #pain #fear #heartbreak #anxiety #nightmares #narcissisticabuse #dissociation #depression #mentalhealth #mentalhealthmatters #trauma #shift #theendisnear #knives #knifethrower #vintagecircus #circus
“Welcome Solar eclipse! A great New Moon happening in Leo this weekend, oh yeah! As I mention in the report, I feel like this will be a reemergence out of SOME (haha!) of the chaos we've been experiencing through this eclipse season. It probably won't really settle down a bit for awhile, more by the end of the month when Mercury, Mars, and soon Saturn will go direct..... September and October will bring the gifts for all this hard work, so hang in there! Injoy!” ⭐️ ✨ 💫 ☀️ This weeks mantra courtesy of Tom Lescher, aka Kaypacha. @newparadigmastrology NewParadigmAstrology.com New Paradigm Astrology Facebook New Paradigm Astrology Youtube” ✨ ☄️ 💫 ⚡️ ⭐️ #ptsdalchemy #transformfearintolove #kaypacha #tomlescher #ptsd #ptsdrecovery #eclipse #solareclipse #eclipseseason #holdon #transmute #faith #courage #awakening #itstime #5d #collectiveconscious #frequencyshift #astrology #newearth #newparadigmastrology #asabovesobelow #alchemy #awaken #control #weeklymantra #feelthepain #suffering #evolutionofthesoul #mysteryoflife
A portal in a portal? Say what? Oh yes, I know. Today was the Lions Gate portal 8/8, within the eclipse portal. Long story short... hope you’re day was lovely. Hope you had a some time to tune in to your heart. Maybe you have a few minutes to meditate and or pray before bed. Perhaps you’re noticing things are kinda crazy these days. 6 planets are also retrograde at the moment. So even if you don’t understand a lot about astrology and portals, just know that you’re not alone. Everyone’s lives are in a blender these days. Look how handsome and regal that lion is. He’s taking us to a more sophisticated place. He knows a thing or two about a thing or two and all the right people. We’re in good hands. Just breathe and enjoy the ride. 🦁 🦁 🦁 🦁 🦁 🦁 🦁 #ptsdalchemy #transformfearintolove #lionsgateportal #8 /8 #eclipseportal #eclipseseason #6planetsretrograde #portal #transform #heal #pain #ptsd #ptsdrecovery #heal #anger #pain #fear #heartbreak #anxiety #nightmares #narcissisticabuse #dissociation #depression #mentalhealth #mentalhealthmatters #trauma #lionpeople #lion #lyra #starfamily
Seems like both life and this eclipse portal are busy deflowering many of us these days. The thing about developing PTSD in a hurricane is that storms were a massive trigger for a long time. It’s gotten somewhat better over the years, but every year there’s one on my anniversary sent to test my resolve. We got a biggie last night, and tonight much of Toronto is flooded. For real. It has been nuts outside. Fire trucks and police everywhere. Cars swept away by water and trapped under bridges. Meanwhile, I kept busy in the kitchen growing crystals on plaster brains for my upcoming art show. To top it off, my blocked abusive narcissistic ex’s face popped up in my fb feed as he was tagged by a mutual friend. Months ago that would have paralyzed me. Fuck you storm. Fuck You Narcissistic Asshole. Not this year. 🖕🏼 💪🏼 🖕🏼 💪🏼 🖕🏼 💪🏼 #ptsdalchemy #transformfearintolove #ptsdanniversary #storm #fuckyoustorm #nothisyear #eclipseseason #happyanniversary #portal #nobodydiesavirgin #lifefucksusall #kurtcobain #transform #heal #pain #ptsd #ptsdrecovery #heal #anger #pain #fear #heartbreak #anxiety #nightmares #narcissisticabuse #dissociation #depression #mentalhealth #mentalhealthmatters #trauma #itgetsbetter
6 years ago today, my life changed in ways I couldn’t possibly imagine. I had been serving as an Inland Enforcement Officer with the Canada Border Services for several years. Six years ago on this long weekend, my colleague and I were unnecessarily sent straight into Hurricane Ernesto by our chiefs at CBSA to deport a violent criminal to the Caribbean. This was straw that broke the camels back after many years of work related traumas. My brain collapsed from the stress. The diagnosis I would soon find out was Post Traumatic Stress Disorder. The effects of PTSD on my family, friends, physical health and spiritual evolution are too many to list here. It has been a long and often excruciating road. The symptoms of PTSD can get better through a lot of work, but they never quite go away. Many people don’t survive. Much like having a stroke, PTSD physically changes your brain, and leaves it with unexpected and often cruel glitches. The chronic state of terror and stress from my PTSD led to my developing Rheumatoid Arthritis which flooded my lungs and body with fluid and inflammation for years leaving me near death more than once. PTSD damaged my brain so severely that I had to go back to school to relearn how to do the most basic things like read, concentrate and develop my memory. With the help of a huge team of incredible healers, friends, family and a massive amount of determination and meditation...I survived all of it. I learned a lot about the power of the mind/body/spirit and the devastating effects of trauma. My life today looks nothing like it did 6 years ago, and I am thankful for it. It took a series of catastrophes to get me where I am today, and I am grateful for each of them. 💗 💗 💗 💗 #ptsdalchemy #transformfearintolove #ptsdanniversary #eclipseseason #happyanniversary #portal #transform #heal #pain #ptsd #ptsdrecovery #heal #anger #pain #fear #heartbreak #anxiety #nightmares #narcissisticabuse #dissociation #depression #mentalhealth #mentalhealthmatters #trauma #shift #itgetsbetter
Welcome to another weekend in the eclipse portal! Have fun and be safe out there my loves. These certainly are interesting days, non? ♥️ ♥️ ♥️ ♥️ ♥️ ♥️ #ptsdalchemy #transformfearintolove #wormhole #eclipseseason #controlisanillusion #whatsgoingon #portal #lightworker #heal #pain #ptsd #ptsdrecovery #heal #anger #pain #fear #heartbreak #anxiety #nightmares #narcissisticabuse #dissociation #depression #mentalhealth #mentalhealthmatters #trauma #shift #strangedays
“This is a very powerful eclipse season aimed at showing all of us our stuff so we can make ourselves and the world better. How better to spend a retrograde Mercury, Mars, Saturn, Chiron, Neptune, Pluto, and now Uranus! Retrograde equals REflect! The other perspective is that when we use the disasters happening these days as Spirit messages to learn, we don't feel like life is against us or go down the rabbit hole of confusion, chaos, and depression. Let's also remember that we can be getting catapulted like a pole vaulter up to the highest highs! If that's your case..... congrats! We do have another eclipse coming that I'll talk about more in next week's Pele report which will help wrap up this eclipse season. However, as mentioned before, Mars is retrograding back into Capricorn, hitting Lilith, and not stationing direct until late August.This indicates a period of intense inner awakening and restructuring of our desire nature and further shadow work. Hang in there! And Injoy! So Much Love, Kaypacha” ⭐️ ✨ 💫 ☀️ This weeks mantra courtesy of Tom Lescher, aka Kaypacha. Watch the full report: NewParadigmAstrology.com New Paradigm Astrology Facebook New Paradigm Astrology Youtube ⭐️ ✨ ☄️ 💫 ⚡️ ⭐️ #ptsdalchemy #transformfearintolove #kaypacha #tomlescher #ptsd #elclipse #eclipseseason #holdon #transmute #faith #courage #awakening #itstime #5d #collectiveconscious #frequencyshift #astrology #newearth #newparadigmastrology #asabovesobelow #alchemy #awaken #control #whatwouldlovedo #broken #raisethebar #evolutionofthesoul #gonetoofar
Tap your toes. Sing a little song. Think of puppies. Eat some ice cream. Listen to your favorite song, stream or comedian. Dance if you can. Dance your ♥️ full! Do whatever it takes to vibrate higher. Whatever it takes to shift yourself from the low density fear, anger, hate, grief and sorrow that is looking for prey. If we each start to shift, we will collectively start to jiggle our way closer to love. Closer to joy. Closer to peace. 💗 💗 💗 💗 💗 💗 #ptsdalchemy #transformfearintolove #wormhole #eclipseseason #vibrate #vibratehigher #frequency #portal #lightworker #heal #pain #ptsd #ptsdrecovery #heal #anger #pain #fear #heartbreak #anxiety #nightmares #narcissisticabuse #dissociation #depression #mentalhealth #mentalhealthmatters #trauma #shift #whatwouldlovedo #newearth #5d #collectiveconsciousness
I feel that it helps myself and possibly others, to describe in our own words some of the symptoms. For #PTSD the flashbacks can be the worst part of it. It is like watching a 3D film in a cinema, only you are the star and it has taken you back to an incident from the past. You see it in all its glory and can touch and feel things, it is very real and very upsetting. #PTSD #PTSDawareness #ptsdrecovery #ptsdsucks #ptsdservicedog #ptsdwarrior #ptsdsupport #ptsdsurvivor #ptsddog #ptsdeffectsthewholefamily #ptsdrecoverypositivity #ptsdservicedogintraining #ptsdhelp #ptsdlife #ptsdawarness #ptsdisadailybattle #ptsdisreal #ptsddogsareawesome #ptsddogs #PTSDTherapy #ptsdalchemy #ptsdsymptoms #ptsdveteran #ptsdbreakthesilence #ptsdknowledge #ptsdasawayhome #ptsdtherapydog #ptsdtreatment #ptsdv #ptsdream80
May our highest good always play out... whatever that may be. 👱🏼‍♂️ 👨🏾‍🍳 👨🏻‍🌾 👨🏿‍🎓 👨‍🏭 🕵🏻‍♂️ 👷🏽‍♂️ 🧟‍♂️ 🐻 🧛🏻‍♂️ #ptsdalchemy #transformfearintolove #dreams #nightmares #shapeshifter #highestgood #philippos #escape #freedom #eclipseseason #shiftout #portal #transform #lightworker #heal #pain #ptsd #ptsdrecovery #heal #anger #pain #fear #heartbreak #anxiety #nightmares #narcissisticabuse #dissociation #depression #mentalhealth #mentalhealthmatters #trauma #angels #demons
“Happy Total Lunar Eclipse Everybody! Hold onto your hats, the times they are a-crazy! The instability right now can be seen in one of two ways: The egg cracking to let the newborn out, or; The dark condition cracking open to let the light in (a great song by Leonard Cohen!). And while the "safe, secure, established" reality may appear that way, soul evolution will demonstrate that it is not. Safe, secure, and established are temporal illusions created by an ego driven interpretation of a limited reality (limited to the 3D dimension, that is)! Life is WAY more complex and WE are way more than we think. URANUS (and theeclipses) are here to show us just that! So there's another song that says "hold on loosely, but don't let go," and I think that's a good motto for these days. If you don't take things goin wonky too personally, but instead look for a soul/cosmic message within the chaos (or creating it), you may find some remarkable teachings and open to an expanded consciousness. That's what life in these bodies is all about... Go for it! Injoy! So Much Love, Kaypacha” ⭐️ ✨ 💫 ☀️ This weeks mantra courtesy of Tom Lescher, aka Kaypacha. Watch the full report on YouTube or at newparadigmastrology.com ⭐️ ✨ ☄️ 💫 ⚡️ ⭐️ #ptsdalchemy #transformfearintolove #kaypacha #tomlescher #ptsd #ptsdrecovery #elclipse #lunareclipse #eclipseseason #holdon #transmute #faith #courage #awakening #itstime #5d #collectiveconscious #frequencyshift #astrology #newearth #newparadigmastrology #asabovesobelow #alchemy #awaken #control #whatwouldlovedo #fuckfear #birth #evolutionofthesoul #fear
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