💚 100 Tage nach der dritten OP bin ich einfach glücklich. Ich merke, dass ich schon noch ab und zu die Kompri anziehen muss, gerade jetzt bei den Wetterwechseln. Aber schaut euch die Outfits an. Links die Jeans, in der ich das erste Mal meinen Verlobten gesehen hab (sie sitzt viel lockerer) und rechts ein schmales Kleid in Größe 38 in einem Schnitt, von dem ich dachte, dass ich ihn nie tragen können würde. Aber auch jetzt habe ich noch die taube Stelle am rechten Knie und ein paar Stellen, die Schmerzen. Es wird sicher noch bis Ende 2019 dauern, bis die Heilung abgeschlossen ist. Diese Liposuktionen sind ein massiver Eingriff in den Körper und sollten nicht auf die leichte Schulter genommen werden 💚 #lipödem #lipödembeine #liposuction #liposuktionbeilipödem #lipedema #flachstrick #lipedemafighter #lipedemaawareness #lipödemkämpferin #postop #lipödemgewinner #lipedemawinner #größe38 #size10
whatever the enhancement!.
The way I see it, we have two options in life. 1) The positive route, where even when we're in a bad situation we can be grateful for what we do have and what the future could bring or 2) The negative route, why me, why is this happening and this becomes a vicious circle. Most of the time I sit in the middle of 1 & 2, but I push to always give that thumbs up. Three hours in surgery last month, and what are the positives. I'm alive, I've had a Nancy nook doctor perform excision surgery, my diagnosis has widened but it's really important for me to actually know where endometriosis has impacted me, babies could be possible naturally, I still have both ovaries and fallopian tubes, the pain on my ribs wasn't in my head it was endo, 85% of the cut away endo may not grow back. When we look towards the positives we shift our mood and feelings. I'd much rather live a life full of gratitude than a life being unaccepting of the things beyond my control ✨
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I still get moments of holy shit I actually had top surgery and just can't get over how flat, comfortable and happy I am!
I don't know how I'll cope in winter not being able to walk around shirtless 😂😂😂 Pain levels are pretty good atm, coming off the nerve pain killer was a lot easier this time round still a bit tender but it's manageable
Acne isn't getting any better unfortunately, soo hoping the minocycline does something to help even just a little 😥
Still exhausted from working more but it's all building my stamina back up I guess!
March has always been a tough month to get through for quite some years, anniversaries and birthdays of those who have passed on
Really missing my family more and more lately, it's hard to not have them there during these times
In some ways that's the only part of coming out as trans that I regret, losing them because of all this.
Maybe if hadn't come out I'd still have them in my life..but then if I didn't come out I probably wouldn't be here. .
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The best thing about this picture is that it's a genuine happy smile. After this I sat down and reflected back to when I was 17 and first starting my transition.. I'm not 100% on track with my life but I can say March 24th 2019 showed me I'm gaining inner peace pretty fast. That's a huge step in the right direction because I've tried to find that road from many angles. Somehow its here in all the stuff that I've had to delay and reschedule, I've managed to learn a valuable life lesson: Having and knowing my true self is a huge stroke of success. More than wealth or even a college degree. Cause it all starts with that mirror.. It all starts with you. You'll loop back everytime until that mirror reflects something real.
17 months of testosterone hasn't showed me how much has changed but showed me what is still left to change. I'm thankful for the journey 💕
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Day 104! I don’t mind full body photos anymore! 🥰 -74.6 pounds
I have a habit of always finding a way to lay down somewhere. 😴 Even on a walk with the family. No, I’m not working on my tan. Even though I clearly need to! #transparent
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The last few days have been a struggle for me. I haven’t liked what I’ve seen in the mirror even though I know I’m at my lowest weight. We all have days like this and I know it’ll pass. All I can do is keep making smart choices with my food and put in work in the gym. I’ll get to where I want to be in time.
Appreciation post for my family for coming down here to help me the first few days post ACL surgery. They've been extremely supportive. Also I want to give my awesome boyfriend Matteo a shout out for helping me out a ton too ❤ #Family #PostOp
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