What if... ... this is the last time I grow a human being? What if these days right now are the last ever feeling the beautiful(and sometimes painful) movements inside close to my heart?
I'm not saying I want more kids. And I'm not not saying I want more. I'm just making sure I savour these last days of potentially my last pregnancy.
So damn grateful to have the privilege being able to create tiny humans, it should not be taken for granted.
Thank you dear body of mine. I do believe I have been kind to you this time around and I'm not planning on stopping now. We are a great team, now let's team up and get little brother out to all the love. There is so so so much love for this little guy already♥️ #pregnant#thirdtrimester#overdue#preggo#gratitude#grateful
My first burlesque show. I figure it’s about time. Let’s see what kind of show the Suicide Girls put on... or is that take off? 😉Something fun and different to look forward to on a Friday night.
Is there something you feel overdue to experience? Or something a little taboo that you secretly want to check out? I already feel a little naughty and it’s still two days away. 😂 Have you ever seen a burlesque show? What did you think?
The not knowing.
It has always been my biggest challenge, to be ok with the uncertain. I like to know, deal with it and move on.
Pregnancy, and especially the final stages, is a great teacher of patience and letting go of the control of knowing.
Cause I know nothing.
I have done A LOT of internal work over the past 4 years. And it is paying off now. I am now curious to see when and how it will happen. The curiosity is stronger than the crippling feeling of being in the uncertain.
Cause what I do know for certain is that within less than 2 weeks little brother will be here!
40+0 today. Officially over due✌
Confessions of a library patron: I have had this checked out from our school library since this summer. It is almost 2 months overdue. I’m totally taking advantage of our school library because I don’t think they will charge me for this (🤞), and I knew if I returned it that it would get lost in my TBR, and I just couldn’t let that happen! Feel free to publicly shame me; I deserve it. 🤦♀️
What’s the longest you’ve kept an overdue library book?!? Someone make me feel better.