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It's been a minute since I've posted anything but my kitten 😂 #notdead #notcats #comfy #justmyface #sleepy
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This is the external evolution of #Frankenfootleg over the last ninety days... Whew. That feels like a really, really long time. But as I approach the 5-month mark and I’m (badly) playing a waiting game while I try to get my lungs and body to behave themselves, I’m also trying to remember how grateful I am to still have an ankle and foot and how incredible it is that I can wiggle my big toe. I won’t lie — it’s been fucking depressing. I figured I’d be back up and at it already, and that my miraculous ability to heal would manifest once more in a ridiculous story of triumph and success... And it still might. But for right now, I think I’m supposed to struggle with this. I think there’s still more to learn from not being able to breathe or move like I used to. And as impossibly difficult as that is for me, I think the struggle is probably something I need to get used to — I’ve pretty much used up my allotment of miracles. So. Enjoy the gruesomeness of these and the happy, pink scars at the end. Onward. ⚡️⚡️⚡️ #notdead #beepbeepmotherfuckers #yum
Well it’s been almost a week and I’m pretty sure I’m going to live. #splenectomy #spleen #live #notdead #scars #chickslovescars
I can't spend my limited time thinking about what would other people think of the projects I want to do. no matter the world says. . this thought came out from a very sad place but I'm glad it finally did. and I embrace it with all my tears now. . I was always molding myself to other's expectations, partially because I'm unsure and scared of everything, partially because I cared too much or just gave too many fucks. and when you deeply care you sometimes go out of your own way believing it's the right thing... but sometimes it does more harm than anything else. there's no thing that could be "right" for all of us. everyone have their own universe inside. . it's terribly exhausting and crazy when you care about someone more than yourself, and you won't even know until you break. so I became aware of what's all the things I am not and I can't do, instead of purposely focusing on the things I can do and understand perfectly. . our minds like to play games that lead to hell sometimes. let's not. let's be vulnerable even though it's terrifying. let's exist. . the thought we take too much space or talk too much or smile too loud is not valid. the facts are: we are here alive now with our thoughts, feelings and insecurities, with our hopes and desires, and that's okay. the journey of self acceptance is the most complicated one, and I wish I could be able to say I will always do my best... but I will always try. . . #notdead 🔥 . . #sketchbook #sketchnotes #drawing #poem #poetry #nightfeels
Finished this a few days ago but forgot to post. Ramen boi ❤ #cayde6 #destiny #destiny2 #ink #inktober #lateinktober #spicyramen #sundance #ghost #exo #notdead #noodles #cayde
The show must go on.
Never looking back and never fvkkkin' give up, and go a head your self and make it yours.. 👊 #knup #notdead
Grateful.
5 years since I got these keys! Haven’t burned the place down and I’ve managed to survive on my own #adulting #notdead
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I started this a long time ago and just decided to finish it off. My first holiday post I believe :D. Don't worry I'm not dead, I'll start posting more often. Christmas break is coming soon. • • Tags: (ignore these) #hotcocoa #hotchocolate #bun #art #girl #snowflakes #winter #notdead #hi #november
It's been a minute, but it's back! 8 pm EST we're going to keep playing BOTW! Twitch.tv/SpaceCandi #twitch #SpaceCandi #Zelda #BOTW #notdead
|Llego esa época del año en que no tengo inspiración (ni tiempo) de tomarme fotos, pero mi cuenta esta muy inactiva así que... aquí una foto casual de hace un año.💀🙌|#promday #chubbyface #captionthis #mondaymemories #notdead
HEYYY!!! I AM TRYING TO LEARN MORE NEW ART STYLES!! AND I‘M NOT DEAD YEAHHH...*hust* ——— I know it’s shitty... ——- #art #drawing #newstyle #newartstyle #newart #notdead #badenglish #gonnadiealone #germany #berlinartist
12/10/18 59,9kg 225cal total! fasting 23hours ; vomiting 1x - - - #anorexia #bulemia #eatingdisorder #diary #progress #ana #bodygoals #thinspo #influencer #depression #notdead Fc: 1
12/10/18 59,9kg Breakfast: nothing 0cal Lunch: nothing 0cal Dinner: Hamburger 182cal + vomiting Snack: KitKat 44cal + vomiting (I guess more than the half) - - - #anorexia #bulemia #eatingdisorder #thinspo #depressed #bodygoals #progress #influencer #ana #diary #notdead
The boys are back working on some new vibes 👀 sorry we’ve been quiet, sometimes it’s hard to sit down and write some music, other times it feels like it writes itself. Here’s our emotions in a lil music “Tinge” (so far) and pls excuse my sloppy playing, I’ve been bad about practicing daily but I’m getting back into it. This is a small snippet of everything we’ve got on deck right now we’re super excited to share it with everyone ❤️👻💡 #tinge #notdead #justworkingslowly #newmusiccoming
Spotlight #notdead
Lmfaoooo Surprise Puta!😂😂😈 #thegangstaissleeping #notdead #bangbang #godlessgang #imjokin #ilaughedwaytoohardatthisthou #hadtorepost #iamouttahere Have a Good Monday Everyone!!😆
Despite all the rumors, I'm not dead. . . @patriot_apparel @chevrolet . #pat [riot] #patriot #z71 #notdead
HA not dead ive got like 3 drawings backed up cause school has been in the way -3- school is over soonish here in down under so ill be able to start drawing more and finish those damn backed up drawingsssssssss. * * * #ahh #ahh #ahh #staying #alive #digitalart #notdead #wip
How i really felt today? Whitewalker King 10. Jon Snow 0. Just checked my pulse, #stillalive 아, 좆같네 Still gotta chase dragons . #KO #knockout #wipeout #died #defeated #demotivational #stillalive #notdead #JonSnow #Whitewalker #GoT
Don’t push me... ⠀⠀ The BEAST inside me is sleeping but not dead‼️ ⠀⠀ 👉 @the.unstoppable.beast ⠀⠀
Relics from me past. . . . . . . My old vaccination records dating back to 2006. Wow. Also what's up with "Siamese Cross"??? More like "Cross Siamese" amirite. #old #notdead #stillgoing #immortal #unchanging #kingcat #cat #catsofinstagram
Tilly is asleep #NotDead
Trying to stay positive for the upcoming week! :’) What’s your favorite day of the week? + + + + + + + + #sunday #imback #notdead #tired #sodone #week #love #anime #cute #sad #smile #aesthetictumblr #aesthetic #grey #color #youdoyou #lonely #ig #instagram #hashtag #sodone #done
I accomplished a personal goal of mine today! To survive a full marathon!! #HonoluluMarathon #goals #whydidIdothistomyself #notdead
∆ [Picture: Dead horse] ∆ Heute habe ich mal wieder Bodenarbeit mit Fox gemacht, weil er sich mal wieder sehr zickig benommen hatte 😑 Wir mussten die ganze Zeit diskutieren aber naja gut. Danach bin ich noch durchs Dorf mit ihm gelaufen, nicht sehr spannend. 😅 Fox erschreckt sich immernoch vor fast allem.. allem 😑😅 ××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××× #dead #quarterhorse #foxpower #firstday #training #cute #tot #wälzen #dirty #dreckig #horse #instahorse #lovethis #aesthetic #sun #horsephotography #firstday #throwback #dead #notdead #horsephotography #horseofinstagram #horseoninstagram #herzenspferd #horse #pferdeschönheiten #pferd #equestrian #equestrianlife #gelding #geldinglife #mylove
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