#myeasylife #bejealous #wishyouwereme #thisismine #papers
heavier than mountains and i carry them in lieu of the people that were here once. Each of those is a dead friend. A family member. Someones mom. Someones dad. Several peoples babies.That baby in the photo lived tho
judge n think what you want as for how my lifes condition and ease-but yet no fore thought goes into speaking and it shows best when spoken aloud to me when people say things like " empathy is just a tool4u " you dont value feelings like evidence,cause they dont matter"you use feelings more than feel them or react "
I have feelings.had more when i was younger
there was more in the world. The world isnt any smaller its just less.
Where ever these pieces of paper And years Went is where i left the pieces of me that loved. Whats left is what's left.
If i had normal feelings maybe id be normal but i dont have the luxury.
I cant even just scream with out being arrested. Cant destroy walls so i builtem... outta memories both good and bad
#trademeplaces #beme #shoesoverthere #size12boots
the ones covered in blood and shit with no laces. Go grabbem. be me. remember all of it remember each fucken day and you go do it . go on. #assholes
say shit like #yourelucky
This is also why i dont make kids, #antinatalism #antinatalist #humanitarians #philanthropy #behindthescene #secretsrevealed #vthed #reasonsfordays #excusesdontexist
me i hate this shit holiday season ive got 33years on this round to draw memories from and the good ones ended when i stopped being a kid . #christmas
isnt about me tho. The folks that died that made my Christmas something id hold forever in me in the absence of them, is moreimportant than the pain seeing it causes me
lol my lifes set up for it beautifully, im poor im broken and all fucked up in several senses but i wont quit and im rather gifted at painting a picture with nothing but a few words. This is less than five hundred and look how far weve come. Maybe one day ill write the last time the holidays just hurt to live thru or how seeing these papers was heavier than the rock in my chest. #merrychristmas #happythanksgiving #neyyears #idgaf