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Today's video clip is an excerpt from "Resisting the Narcissist's Hoovering" on YouTube. . Meredithโ€™s book THE JOURNEY: A Roadmap for Self-healing After Narcissistic Abuse โ€” http://bit.ly/TheJourneyMM . Get a FREE beginners course to help you start self-healing after narcissistic abuse now. Just enter your name and email on the homepage โ€” https://innerintegration.com . Are you ready for the NEXT LEVEL? The 12-WEEK SANA (Self-healing After Narcissistic Abuse) course will help you get there โ€” http://bit.ly/12-WeekSANA . Are you ready to create a whole NEW RELATIONSHIP with yourself and eradicate your people-pleasing patterns? The SELF-CARE MASTERY COURSE is what youโ€™re looking for โ€” http://bit.ly/TheSCMC . WEBSITE: https://innerintegration.com . SUBSCRIBE TO THE INNER INTEGRATION PODCAST โ€” iTunes (Apple) โ€” Stitcher (Android) โ€” Mental Health News Radio Podcast Network โ€” BINGE Network TV app on your smartTV in the Mental Health and Relationships genre . CONNECT WITH US FOR MORE FREE CONTENT โ€” Facebook: http://www.facebook.com/InnerIntegration โ€” Instagram @inner_integration โ€” YouTube: Inner Integration . NOTE: Meredith Miller is not a therapist or counselor โ€” She is a holistic integration coach, helping you to self-heal after abuse and transform your life. She works with a mind-body-spirit approach to wellness that is a valuable complement to traditional psychotherapy. She recommends that you also seek out a licensed therapist who has experience with narcissistic abuse and understands these dynamics extensively in order to help you with the Complex-PTSD, especially in the early stages of recovery. Thank you for taking responsibility for yourself! . Thank you so much for your support and for tuning into this message. If you find this content helpful, PLEASE LIKE, SUBSCRIBE & SHARE! Thank you for helping to share this message with those who can benefit from it.
It takes a long time before you finally understand that a Narcissist is just a pointless, human sink hole. All the love you pour into him or her just disappears without a trace. . . . . . . #narcissists #entitled #narcissisticabuse #narcissisticabusesurvivor #narcopath #narcism #manchild #codependent #betteralone #isolated #healingfromabuse #anniekaszina #healingjourney #knowyourworthladies #toxicpeople #emotionalabuse
a gratitude mindset does beyond wonders for your energy levels. โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ € even when I want to vent it out and feel a little sorry for myself; i am grateful for the strength, grateful for the stamina, grateful for the support, grateful for the opportunities to grow, to learn, to heal ... โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ € all of it. x
Or maybe they will never search...and that's ok ..maybe they will never understand ...and that's ok...maybe they never loved you ..and that's also ok...ACCEPTING that is the most freeing loving thing you can do for yourself . . . Move on and love yourself . . ๐Ÿ•Š๐Ÿ•Š๐Ÿ•Š๐Ÿ•Š๐Ÿ•Š๐Ÿ•Š๐Ÿ•Š #lifeisbeautiful #instadaily #divorce #narcissist #narcopath #milf #ichooseme #selflove #ichoosehappiness #hurtpeoplehurtpeople #walkaway #everydayisagift #happiness #narcissism #narcissisticabuse #npd #closethedoor #love #wastedyears #gaslighting #flyingmonkeys #mentalillness #lies #selfworth #controlfreak #happylife #regret #predator #ghosting #conartist
โ € โ € โ € he held out his hand inviting her to dance another dysfunctional dance where they recreated their childhood dysfunction under the guise of passionate romance she would be his overbearing mother suffocating him with her emotions burying him under her demands drowning him with her devotion he would be her absent father selfishness as his only creed she would try to earn his love and passively follow his lead but the dance was getting old and the rhythm was so repetitive she knew where it would start and where it would go and her heart was no longer receptive so she looked into his eyes knowing her eyes were enough this time and she simply said goodbye maybe another dance maybe next time โ € โ €
For far too long I allowed him to make me question myself and my worth. . . I was intimidated by him from the beginning... and as the chemical addiction grew stronger, with all the drama and chaos he manufactured around me, he pretended to be my anchor, and I became terrified of being abandoned by him. . . It felt like I would die if he left me. So I would swallow my needs, my opinions, and my desires in order to feed the monster that he was. . . I questioned myself and took the blame constantly. Always willing to self reflect, always willing to apologise, always willing to be better. . . I shouldered the brunt of his toxic life and absorbed the shame of every little nasty secret he was hiding, believing his facade, believing he loved me as deeply as he said. . In reality, he wanted to destroy me, all the while, smiling sweetly and playing the role of the loving, supportive man he convinced himself he was. . . He took so much from me. And he left scars deeper than my skin. But I took back my strength. And the knowing that I will never be that woman again. The only thing Iโ€™m sorry for, is allowing him to think he ever deserved a woman like me. . #toxicrelationships #narcissisticabuse #abusiverelationship #narcissisticpersonalitydisorder #toxicpeople #pathologicalliar #cptsdrecovery #cptsd #ptsd #gaslighting #manipulation #covertabuse #lovebombing #triangulation #betrayal #lies #abusiveex #narcopath #sociopath #domesticviolence #toxiclove #nocontact #lovebombing #hoovering #sidechick #intimatepartnerviolence #coercivecontrol #healingtrauma #recoveringfromabuse #emotionalabuse #cheating
In the process of unloving you, I learned to love myself, and the more I loved myself, the easier it was to unlove you. I realized what you were giving me wasnโ€™t love and you donโ€™t deserve my love, so Iโ€™m saving it for someone who does. Best thing about all this? I donโ€™t feel one ounce of guilt or regret for unloving you. In fact, I feel absolutely nothing towards you anymore. To feel completely indifferent towards your abuser is honestly the most incredible feeling in the world! #dv_warrior #dvsurvivor #freedomfromabuse #noguilt #noregrets #loveyourself #domesticviolencesurvivor #narcissist #sociopath #abusiverelationship #narcissisticabuse #narcopath #indifference #stronger #newme #survivor
Reposted from @narcandempath - I'm so grateful to be AWAKENED and that's why I have no regrets. The Universe used the narcissist to shaken me to awaken me. Now I'm awake, self aware and my heart is healed. These narcissists are brought to us for a reason and on a spiritual level so we can learn to love ourselves and to become our higher self. Go NO CONTACT and start healing and live the life you deserve! For a daily dose of spiritual inspiration ๐Ÿ‘ฃmy spiritual page @spiritually_centered_1111 #awakenedempath #higherself #empathvsnarcissist #healingcoach #mask #fake #facade #users #youaresupply #cheating #lying #manipulation #sociopath #narcopath #nocontact #healing #narc #narcissism #fuckboys #sexaddicts #pornaddicts #narcissist #emotionalabuse #mindfuck #fakelove #liar #npd #emotionalvampires #abusiverelationship
Itโ€™s okay to have a hard day. Pick yourself up and keep going ๐Ÿ’œ
I'm so grateful to be AWAKENED and that's why I have no regrets. The Universe used the narcissist to shaken me to awaken me. Now I'm awake, self aware and my heart is healed. These narcissists are brought to us for a reason and on a spiritual level so we can learn to love ourselves and to become our higher self. Go NO CONTACT and start healing and live the life you deserve! For a daily dose of spiritual inspiration ๐Ÿ‘ฃmy spiritual page @spiritually_centered_1111 #awakenedempath #higherself #empathvsnarcissist #healingcoach #mask #fake #facade #users #youaresupply #cheating #lying #manipulation #sociopath #narcopath #nocontact #healing #narc #narcissism #fuckboys #sexaddicts #pornaddicts #narcissist #emotionalabuse #mindfuck #fakelove #liar #npd #emotionalvampires #abusiverelationship
Ebay has messaging? Yep, this seriously happens! Make sure to lock the doors & windows so they can't get back into your life. Block them on EVERYTHING! โ€ขโ€ขโ€ขโ€ขโ€ขโ€ขโ€ขโ€ขโ€ขโ€ขโ€ขโ€ขโ€ขโ€ขโ€ขโ€ขโ€ขโ€ขโ€ขโ€ขโ€ขโ€ขโ€ขโ€ขโ€ขโ€ขโ€ขโ€ขโ€ขโ€ขโ€ขโ€ขโ€ขโ€ขโ€ขโ€ขโ€ขโ€ขโ€ขโ€ขโ€ขโ€ขโ€ขโ€ขโ€ขโ€ขโ€ขโ€ขโ€ขโ€ขโ€ข #narcissistsociopathawarenes2 #nottodaysatan #sociopath #narcissist #psychopath #fu_slh #narcopath #cheater #instadaily #conartist #pornaddict #message #text #nocontact #projection #hoover #psychology #toxicpeople #message #fraud #anxiety #PTSD #bully #pathologicalliar #boundaries #divorce #ebay #block #controlling #facebook
Itโ€™s important to understand how narcopaths communicate and speak because they project onto you what they are guilty of. Once you understand the basics of projection, deflection, gaslighting, victim shifting etc. you will be able to decode their lies and manipulation tactics to a degree. Until a victim understands these factors, it is very easy for a narcopath to successfully make the victim feel that they are to blame and / or crazy. #narcabuse #narcassistawareness #narcabuserecovery #narcabusesurvivors #gaslighting #narcopath #sociopaths #psychopathfree #psychopaths #survivor #empathnarcissistdynamic #empath #domesticviolence #domesticviolenceawareness #domesticviolencebyproxy #childabuse #childabuseawareness #flyingmonkeys #narcscapegoat #parentalalienation #targetedmothers #alienatedmom #highconflictdivorce #covertnarcissism
NARCISSISTIC ABUSE AWARENESS
I left my narcopath in 2003. The stalking, harassment, set ups, smear campaigns, hacking, alienation, financial ruin attempts continue as of today. I would not advice anyone to discard a Malignant Narcissist unless there is no hope you will be discarded first. There is no end to the lengths they will go to destroy your life. It becomes their sport, enjoyment, pastime. They and the flying monkeys feed on orchestrating and carrying out their vile and vicious attacks. And nothing is off limits. Absolutely nothing. With no end in sight outside of death. #narcabuseawareness #narcissticsurvivor #narcabuserecovery #narcissist #sociopath #narcempathdynamic #empath #narcopath #narcissisticabuse #narctarget #narctargetnomore #domesticviolence #domesticviolenceawareness #childabuse #psychologicalabuse #stalking #projection #parentalalienation #alienatedmothers #psycopath #psycopathfree #clusterbpersonalitydisorder #highconflictdivorce #familycourtcorruption #enlightenment #healing #domesticviolencebyproxy #psychopathyawareness #flyingmonkeys
Self-sabotage works like a defense mechanism after having suffered abuse in the past. This is why it's important to be honest with yourself. If you don't want to see your truth, you'll always distract yourself, deceive yourself, or have excuses and reasons for not moving forward. It's much easier to blame someone else for your problems than to take responsibility for yourself and your life.
โ € โ € it was never meant to be you were looking for love he was looking for an audience โ € โ €
I'm going to miss this page when I close it down. . . Today was the first step for me towards the rest of my new life ๐Ÿ’ƒ๐Ÿป . Life is Beautiful...sometimes it doesn't always go to plan but every detour is a new path and chance at new beginnings new happiness new love new adventures new memories . . Finding myself in an abusive toxic marriage stuck on the other side of the world to home wasn't what I had dreamed of as a child..but being a mummy and giving new little humans the happiest best lives I can provide was...and I have that in my 3 angelic sons... . . So for me there's always light after the dark there's always hope after despair theres always relief after pain there's always love after hate... some people say I've changed a lot and others say not at all ... who knows...but one thing that will never change is my soul and my soul still believes in the better part of humanity . . I've met some of the most amazing humans on earth thru this journey we call life and to the ones who've left my life I wish you peace to the ones who've stayed I wish you endless love to the ones it's written I meet, I say welcome to my universe ๐Ÿค—๐ŸŒโค๏ธ . ๐Ÿ•Š๐Ÿ•Š๐Ÿ•Š๐Ÿ•Š๐Ÿ•Š๐Ÿ•Š๐Ÿ•Š๐Ÿ•Š . #lifeisbeautiful #instadaily #love #heartbreak #divorce #narcissist #narcissism #narcopath #newsupply #peace #happiness #brave #newlife #imaqueen #milf #ichooseme #selflove #ichoosehappiness #mydubai #flyingmonkeys #sociopath #victimblaming #islam #courage #hurtpeoplehurtpeople #women #sunshinethroughtheclouds #sagecleanse #freshstarts #goat
But I'm going to miss my strangers in the night on Instagram ๐Ÿ˜ˆ . . Healthy love isn't violent Healthy love isn't abusive Healthy love doesn't hide phones for 7 years Healthy love doesn't sleep with car keys under pillows Healthy love doesn't buy other women Cartier Healthy love doesn't degrade and demoralise on a daily basis Healthy love doesn't lie Healthy love doesn't give silent treatment for years on end as punishment for standing up for oneself Healthy love doesn't cheat in and out of the country Healthy love isn't porn addiction Healthy love isn't sleeping in hotels instead of home Healthy love doesn't insult antagonise then play victim when retaliated against Healthy love doesn't spread nasty lies about your kids mother to random hoes for attention Healthy love doesn't f%^*k other hoes Healthy love isn't getting high with hoes Healthy love doesn't mind fu*^k it's kids to try and hurt their mother Healthy love doesn't control Healthy love doesn't dominate Healthy love doesn't abandon . . #insomia #emotionalabuse #everydayisagift #happiness #narcissism #narcissist #narcissisticabuse #higherself #evolve #npd #silenttreatment #love #personalitydisorder #gaslighting #healthylove #boundaries #flyingmonkeys #mentalillness #lies #selfworth #controlfreak #happylife #positivevibes #ghosting #conartist #narcopath #instadaily #toxicpeople #instafriends #hurtpeoplehurtpeople
๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’– Sometimes we are not the ones who put ourselves in a bad situation but we are the ones to take us out of it. โ€œIn your faceโ€ truth is hard! But oh so worth it! ๐ŸŒผ #thefeelgoodvibe โœจโญ๏ธ . . . . . #endthestigma #domesticabuse #narcopath #traumabonding #narcfree #narcissistfree #onedayatatime #ptsdwarrior #raiseyourvibration #nocontact #assholesnotwelcome #sociopath #wisdomquotes #emotionalabuse #mentalhealth #psychologicalabuse #verbalabuse #vibratehigher #wokeaf #thehigherself #narcissisticabuse #mentalhealthawareness #besafe #narcaware #narcissism #narcawareness #iamenough #selflove #gaslighting
The simple but powerful recipe. People who assume they know more about you than you do are arrogant, abusive, insensitive and unrepentantly stupid. Ignore them for they care not what they say. Repost from @peaceful_barb . . . #youdeservebetter #healingfromabuse #entitled #narcissisticabuse #narcissisticabusesurvivor #emotionalabuse #flyingmonkeys #narcism #narcabuse #narcopath #codependent #judgementalpeople #betteralone #manchild #selfrespect #selflove โค
. December/January 2018 . My Narc husband confiscated my car key and told me I did not have his permission to leave the home at all so my 3 young sons and I were stuck home on school holidays for days on end...while he himself was nowhere to be found living in friends apartments in Dubai with their multiple girlfriends . ๐Ÿ‘น Narc then returned my car key as he felt guilty according to a family member....only to re confiscate it a second time and again forbid the kids and I from leaving the home... ๐Ÿ‘น Narc then physically attacked me twice..the second time I ended up in hospital...when I refused to hand over my key until I went and rented my own car and told him this behaviour is simply sick and not normal . . ๐Ÿ‘น on the same day he sent his relative to bring me back home from the hospital he went and signed a lease contract..... ๐Ÿ‘น the same week he forced the kids and I out of our home of 6 years and into said apartment (telling all his family he's moving out of his parents home into this apartment to start new life with privacy because there's too much interference from his family causing him to fight with me ) . . ๐Ÿ‘น The day before the move told me he's not actually moving in with us but staying in his parents home and I was no longer welcome there and forced out...he then came to my apartment one night whilst I was moving things in and told me I hadn't asked for permission to leave his parents house and every time I come and go from my apartment I must ask his permission despite him not even living in said apartment . ๐Ÿ‘น Narc happily ruined his kids childhoods in the blink of an eye . #wtfjusthappened #headfuck #toogoodforyou #healing #everydayisagift #divorce #narcissism #narcissist #narcissisticabuse #higherself #evolve #npd #silenttreatment #cycleofabuse #love #toxicpeople #mindfuck #gaslighting #mentalillness #coparentingwithanarcissist #demon #pathalogicalliar #narcopath #selfworth #controlfreak #happylife #ideservebetter #positivevibes #thankyou #tedbundy @narcissist.sociopath.awarenes2
After 10 years (7married) and 3 kids later..I finally understand ๐Ÿ™Œ๐Ÿป๐Ÿ™Œ๐Ÿป๐Ÿ™Œ๐Ÿป๐Ÿ™Œ๐Ÿป๐Ÿ™Œ๐Ÿป The #freedom I now feel knowing this #truth is amazing..even if I'm still trapped by the narc refusing my #divorce ..he can't take the freedom of this knowledge away from me๐Ÿ•Š๐Ÿ•Š๐Ÿ•Š๐Ÿ•Š๐Ÿ•Š๐Ÿ•Š๐Ÿ•Š๐Ÿ•Š When a relative of the narc recently asked me "why did it seem you two were always fighting...like just not able to agree on anything?" I had to stop and think ...it was true..I just could never understand the narc the father of my kids the person I was married to Why was he SO hard to understand? His mentality his personality his way of life? Why did he instigate and enjoy fights every day? Why was he so moody? So deceitful? So sneaky? So untrustworthy? So controlling yet insisted I was always trying to control HIM.. when I literally had zero control over ANYTHING?! Why was he simply unable to speak truths? He himself told me bluntly oneday "I'm a liar it's just what I do I don't know why I do it ..but I just lie all the time about everything " with an evil smirk on his face ๐Ÿ‘น๐Ÿ‘น๐Ÿ‘น๐Ÿ‘น๐Ÿ‘น And now I finally understand why.. because HE IS A NARCISSIST #mentalillness #abuse #flyingmonkeys #ichoosehappiness #sickman #nextvictim #toxicrelationships #control #narcissisticpersonalitydisorder #freedom #mydubai #jumeirah #narcopath #happiness #selflove #selfrespect #healing #sociopath #narcissisticrage #lies #coparentingwithanarcissist #happiness #peace #narcissist #narcissism #silenttreatment #nocontact #pornaddict #serialcheater @quotes_shots_of_wisdom
The #narcissist always described his mother to me as "living in a bubble world of her own, unaware of her hurtful comments, her self absorbed ways of life, or just anyone other than herself in general" #hiswords . . I wonder if it's hereditary๐Ÿคท๐Ÿปโ€โ™€๏ธ Because he certainly lives inside his own make believe world ๐ŸŽญbut the difference with him is he is fully aware . #mentalillness #abuse #flyingmonkeys #ichoosehappiness #sickman #nextvictim #toxicrelationships #cheaters #movedon #narcissisticpersonalitydisorder #freedom #mydubai #sociopath #narcopath #happiness #selflove #selfrespect #healing #instadaily #narcissisticrage #lies #coparentingwithanarcissist #peace #narcissist #narcissism #silenttreatment #nocontact #pornaddict #serialcheater @understandingthenarc
๐Ÿ•Š๐Ÿ•Š๐Ÿ•Š๐Ÿ•Š๐Ÿ•Š๐Ÿ•Š๐Ÿ•Š๐Ÿ•Š๐Ÿ•Š๐Ÿ•Š There's always someone better off in life than you ..there's always someone worse . Talking about our pain is a way of releasing it and letting it go . There's no harm in that . Don't listen to the haters, the arrogant, the selfish ones who try and shut you down . Shout from the rooftops if you wish! We've only got this one life to live . I've spent a decade of mine trying to fix someone who is unfixable trying to show others my value trying to heal someone who enjoys being broken . And now? Now I value myself..I fixed myself enough to know how to walk away and begin again, and that is the only validation you need ๐Ÿ•Š๐Ÿ•Š๐Ÿ•Š๐Ÿ•Š๐Ÿ•Š๐Ÿ•Š๐Ÿ•Š๐Ÿ•Š๐Ÿ•Š๐Ÿ•Š๐Ÿ•Š #mentalillness #abuse #flyingmonkeys #ichoosehappiness #sickman #sociopath #newsupply #nextvictim #healing #toxicrelationships #nocontact #narcissisticpersonalitydisorder #freedom #mydubai #narcopath #happiness #selflove #selfrespect #narcissisticabusesurvivor #narcissisticpersonalitydisorder #narcissisticrage #lies #coparentingwithanarcissist #happiness #peace #narcissist #narcissism #silenttreatment #freespeech #instadaily #peace #strongwomen
After losing his temper in another one of his #narcissisticrage episodes I ended up in the emergency room of the local hospital... . Only to be told to leave and come home by one of the narcs relatives . Within a few hours he'd signed a lease to an apartment less than a kilometre from his parents home where we had been living for our entire marriage and our kids whole lives, the only home they knew and loved. . He told his relatives he was taking "his family" to this new home to start fresh and feel free in his own home with no more influences into our marriage (there were many) . . But in typical #narcissistic style he never moved in, the day before the move he told the maid not to pack any of his belongings . When I refused to move out of his parents home because I didn't want to break up a family or to destroy my kids lives by moving them into a tiny apartment when they had enjoyed a beautiful large home and garden and living with their 2 uncles and 2 grandparents. I #cried . I #begged . I went to an aunt for help. I was laughed at and mocked and virtually thrown out like garbage... . The narc went on to leave his parents home also and couch swap between "friends" whom he bragged to me had 3 and 4 girlfriends each . His relatives told me he's living his best life now with no responsibility to parents or wife or kids..they begged me to fix him and bring him back to being a "normal" husband and father who lives with his family and not random strangers he jumps between friendships and fights with... . Little do they know he's a 100% textbook #Narcissist and there is no cure . Walk away...Save yourself...That's your closure ๐Ÿ•Š๐Ÿ•Š๐Ÿ•Š๐Ÿ•Š๐Ÿ•Š๐Ÿ•Š๐Ÿ•Š๐Ÿ•Š . #mydubai #lifeisbeautiful after narc #abuse #flyingmonkeys #ichoosehappiness #wolfpack #sickman #hisloss #newsupply #mask #nextvictim #toxicrelationships #narcissisticpersonalitydisorder #freedom #mydubai #pathalogicalliar #happiness #ideservebetter #selflove #selfrespect #healing #sociopath #narcissisticrage #nocontact #fakelove #narcopath #acceptance @narcissist.sociopath.awarenes2
. ๐Ÿ™Œ๐Ÿป๐Ÿ™Œ๐Ÿป๐Ÿ™Œ๐Ÿป๐Ÿ™Œ๐Ÿป๐Ÿ™Œ๐Ÿป๐Ÿ™Œ๐Ÿป๐Ÿ™Œ๐Ÿป Despite the main #flyingmonkeys endless interference in our life and marriage...I know deep down she probably wanted our marriage to work..despite not having the ability to #selfreflect and accept the fact that she alone was a huge contributor to the breakdown of it... . . I'll never forget the conversation we had when she with a heavy heart and utter confusion at the #narcissists erratic #psychotic #mentallyunstable #abusive behaviour towards me his wife just kept getting worse and worse.. . . She desperately asked me.."but you made him a good man once before..you brought him back to us his family and his religion..he came good once ..can't you try and bring that old Ab}%%*a back? Where is he gone? Why has he gone bad again?" . . The answer . . He never came good...he was simply wearing his #narcissisticmask he will always wear and continue to be a #sickman a #monster he never wanted to embrace his religion he never wanted a married life he never wanted kids (he told me so himself) he was just playing a role...to get what he needed ..a high to feel good about his miserable rotten true self... . . He had to have a hate object and I was lucky enough to be it.. . #narcissisticabuse #pornaddicts #serialcheaters #mydubai #sociopath #coparentingwithanarcissist #pathologicalliar #sickman #freedom #lifeisbeautifulafternarc #narcissist #emotionalabuse #narcopath #narcissisticpersonalitydisorder #selflove #abuse #silenttreatment #abusivehusband #selflove #imaqueen #toogoodforyou #evolve #higherconsciousness
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