#narcissticrecovery

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For me, the hardest part of letting go is that he is the first person I think of to tell whenever something happens, good or bad, or whenever I see a funny meme or anything else that I know he would laugh at or I hear a song I know he'd like. To let go of that friendship that we had aside from our otherwise extremely fucked up relationship and to realise that the friendship was equally as much of an act as the rest from his part 🚫 #lettinggo #trauma #healing #narcissist #narcabusesurvivor #narcissisticabuse #narcissticrecovery #narcopath #narcisstrecovery #narcissistic #narcissistawereness #narcissists #narcissistsurvivor #narcissisticabusesurvivor #narcissisticpersonalitydisorder #nocontact #awareness #abusive #abusive #abusiverelationship #manipulators #manipulative #covertnarcissist
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This actually never happened to me. Instead he would always make it very clear that he was "saying goodbye". It was always my fault, I drove him to make that decision and he didn't want it but he had to do it bla bla. He wanted me to beg him to stay, wanted the tears. He was never saying goodbye for real though, it was just part of his shit show 🚫 #abusiverelationship #abuse #abusive #badpeople #behaviour #covertnarcissist #controlling #decepcion #exposingnarcissists #gaslighting #ghosting #narcissist #narcabusesurvivor #narcissisticabuse #narcissticrecovery #narcopath #narcissistawereness #narcissisticabusesurvivor #narcissisticpersonalitydisorder
If you were injured badly in a car accident, you would have to heal your body. The same should be true of your emotional health and healing. Love yourself and take great care to heal your mind and heart. ❤️
This has been a hard struggle for me. I've felt sorry for him so many times and in some ways I still do. Mostly because he will never experience real love. But what needs to be understood is that he doesn't care, because that's not what he wants anyway 🚫 #narcissist #narcabusesurvivor #narcissisticabuse #narcissticrecovery #narcopath #narcisstrecovery #narcissistic #narcissistawereness #narcissists #narcissistsurvivor #narcopathsurvivor #narcissisticabusesurvivor #narcissisticpersonalitydisorder #nocontact #abusive #lies #liar #recovery #sociopath #quotes #narcissist #abuse #abusiverelationship #survivinganarc #manipulators #manipulative #staystrong
This 🙌 I am eternally grateful for my crazy, hilarious and totally wonderful friends who always has my back no matter what and has dragged me back from the darkest corners of hell countless times. I owe them my life ❤ #friends #friendship #love #empath #pain #narcissist #narcabusesurvivor #narcissisticabuse #narcissticrecovery #narcopath #narcisstrecovery #narcissistic #narcissistawereness #narcissistsurvivor #survivor #narcissisticabusesurvivor #narcissisticpersonalitydisorder #personalitydisorder #abusive #abuse #abusiverelationship #survivinganarc #manipulators #manipulative #staystrong #sociopath
I often find myself lost for words when trying to explain all the different twists and turns in our relationship, it is just too surreal..it's just hard to believe it even happened and in a way is still happening 🚫💯 #abuse #abusive #abusiverelationship #mask #cold #cruel #traumatized #covertnarcissist #devil #narcissist #narcabusesurvivor #narcissists #nocontact #narcissisticabuse #narcissticrecovery #narcopath #narcisstrecovery #narcissistic #narcissistawereness #narcissistsurvivor #narcissisticabusesurvivor #narcissisticpersonalitydisorder #personalitydisorder #selfserving #sociopath #staystrong
Damn right! Never again will I let anyone gaslight, manipulate or control me again to the point where I feel like I'm losing my mind. #befree #narcissisticabuse #narcissticrecovery #gaslighting #youarenotcrazy #itsoktoloveyourself #toxicrelationships #itsoktobeyou
You can go through every dark corner of hell for them but will never be recognised for any of your efforts. But they will act as if they have given you the world at the slightest bit of attention from their part 🚫 #narcissist #hell #narcabusesurvivor #narcissisticabuse #narcissticrecovery #narcopath #narcisstrecovery #narcissistic #narcissistawereness #narcissists #narcissistsurvivor #narcopathsurvivor #narcissisticabusesurvivor #nocontact #manipulators #manipulative #sociopath #selfserving #abuser #abusive #staystrong
This hit really hard with me since one of our favourite ways to "say what we couldn't find the words for" was with music and I'll never forget how I felt when I realised that he had sent so many of those songs to other women too..and my God, I can't even count the times he's talked about us beeing soulmates, he seems obsessed with that word 🙄🚫 #decepcion #fraud #soulmates #manipulative #manipulators #narcissist #narcabusesurvivor #narcissisticabuse #narcissticrecovery #narcopath #nosoul #narcisstrecovery #narcissistic #narcissistawereness #narcissists #narcissistsurvivor #narcopathsurvivor #narcissisticabusesurvivor #nocontact #sociopath #staystrong #abusive #abuser #abusiverelationship
That's kind of "funny" because a favourite quote of his is "I don't have a short temper, I have a quick reaction to bullshit". Well I guess that by bullshit he meant the truth or any opinion that isn't his 😉🤣🚫 #abusiverelationship #abuse #manipulators #manipulative #narcissist #narcabusesurvivor #narcissisticabuse #narcissticrecovery #narcopath #narcisstrecovery #narcissistic #narcissistawereness #narcissists #narcissistsurvivor #narcopathsurvivor #narcissisticabusesurvivor #narcissisticpersonalitydisorder #nocontact #anger #sociopath #staystrong
Shit..he read me like a book and that is saying alot since I am extremely private with my emotions. But somehow he had me telling him everything about myself and then pretended to be everything I needed 🚫 #narcissist #narcissistic #narcissistawereness #narcabusesurvivor #narcissisticabuse #narcissticrecovery #narcopath #nosoul #narcopathsurvivor #narcissistsurvivor #narcissisticabusesurvivor #narcissisticpersonalitydisorder #actors #abusive #abusiverelationship #abuser #selfserving #sociopath #personalitydisorder #predator #manipulators #manipulative #staystrong
This happened to me and she made it really hard not to hate her. She not only stalked me and posted about me, tagged me and my friends in awful posts full of lies. She also made a fake account pretending to be me and she contacted my child's father and fed him with a bunch of shit that wasn't true. In short, her behaviour helped the Narcissist a great deal to convince me that she was crazy..but in the end I know that he was the one that made her that way and I feel sorry for her and hope with all my heart that she's healing ❤🚫 #redflag #stalker #healing #narcissist #narcissistic #narcabusesurvivor #narcissisticabuse #narcissticrecovery #narcopath #nosoul #narcisstrecovery #narcissistawereness #narcissists #narcissistsurvivor #narcopathsurvivor #narcissisticabusesurvivor #narcissisticpersonalitydisorder #nocontact #abusive #awareness #abusiverelationship #abuse #selfserving #sociopath #manipulators #manipulative #staystrong
I've always said that he was like Jekyll and Hyde. I knew right from the start that something was off but it took me a while to figure out exactly what it was and by then I was already hooked like an addict. What I later came to realise is that there is no Jekyll, it's all Hyde 👺🚫 #jekyllandhyde #narcissist #narcabusesurvivor #narcissisticabuse #narcissticrecovery #narcissistic #narcissistawereness #narcissistsurvivor #narcissisticpersonalitydisorder #narcissisticabusesurvivor #narcopathsurvivor #narcopoath #sociopath #abusive #manipulative #liar #predator #nosoul #survivinganarc #addict #selfserving #nocontact #gaslighting #monster
A mutual friend saw him a few days ago. She sent me a message to say how he’s so angry now and defensive about everything. She said the arrogance is unreal and he must know everything and only he is correct. This mutual friend is the recurrent flight instructor and had to correct him - in front of others - the all-knowing check airman. He’s labeled negatively by others and his peers; I never seemed to see it or at least allow it to be true. She also saw his chick, the new supply - she commented supply looks empty and old, very old. Supply’s odd, she’s weird, she’s boring and it’s like he is angry at her and bored with her, the new supply - our friend said. Our mutual friend relayed where the ex is now trying to buy / live and his new “I’ve always wanted to live ... and do...” It’s sad to hear his thirst for hell yes or no pursuit of happiness has again left him empty; pretending and void yet again. It’s reassuring however for the very same reasons. It’s a shame the ex creates and feeds off such a pitiful existence for his soul. #hellyesorno #facade #pretendlife #void #emptysoul #narcissisticabuse #narcissticrecovery #traumabonding #recovery #alanon #alcoholicex #deception #fakepersona #lovebombing #liesbyomission #anxiousattachment #growth #love #grace
#Repost @pickingup.the.pieces with @make_repost ・・・ It happens to both parents. Mom or Dad, Stepmom and Stepdad and more importantly, it happens to children. Parental Alienation is abuse and no one should be made to live that way. 💔 #survivor #childrensrights #alienatedchild #nocontact #coparenting #counterparenting #realtalk #familyisforever #parentalalienation #parentalalienationawareness #childabuseawareness #erased #stockholmsyndrome #narcissist #narcissticabuse #narcissticrecovery #stopparentalalienation #dysfunctionalfamily
#Repost @pickingup.the.pieces (@get_repost ) ・・・ If you have friends and family who don’t have their kids this Christmas, or who haven’t seen their kids in many Christmases, hug them tight and offer your support. This time of year is so hard and holds much hurt for many. 🎄 It happens to both parents.. Mom or Dad, Stepmom and Stepdad and more importantly, it happens to children. Parental Alienation is abuse and no one should be made to live that way. 💔 . . . . . #fighttoreunite #survivor #childrensrights #children #son #daughter #childsupport #alienatedchild #nocontact #familycourt #coparenting #realtalk #familyisforever #stepmom #stepdad #stepparents #parentalalienation #parentalalienationawareness #childabuseawareness #fathersrights #fathersrightsmovement #mothersrights #father #mother #erased #stockholmsyndrome #narcissist #narcissticabuse #narcissticrecovery
Start the life you have been waiting/wanting today. Don’t wait till next month to start LIVING or setting your GOALS. START NOW! . . Not happy in your relationship, look for ways to make it different. Not happy in your job, start looking for the job you want. Not happy with your health, start eating better. Not happy in your weight, start by doing some exercise. . Not happy in your life, look at all the things YOU should be grateful for . . In a toxic relationship and know it, leave that it will never change or get better. (NEVER) . . Think of yourself, think how can I become a better version of myself and start moving forward. NO ONE is going to do it for you. . #momof3 #momlife #sahm #betterversionofme #startnow #goals #healthylifestyle #positivemind #mindset #anotheryear #toxicrelationships #narcissisticabuse #startmovingforward #newlife #excercise #fitmom #homegym #healthylifestyle #healthyfood #2019 #letsrise #narcissticrecovery #newjobnewlife #healthymom
“If you’re single, focus on being a better you instead of looking for someone better than your ex. A better you will attract a better next.” ✌🏻 #shouldntbethathard #narcissticrecovery #movingon #findingpeace #peace #instagood #latergram
Going to sleep hearing repetitively from someone (literally non stop talking/mumbling till I fall asleep) negative comments about myself makes it PRETTY DIFFICULT TO REMEMBER MY WORTH. But hey I know it always gets worse before it gets better. I bought some great books to help with healing. •••••so call me a heartless monster but it’s only because I no longer let you see or feel what my heart is capable of. #narcissticrecovery #covertnarcissism #psychologicalabuse #gaslighting #brainwashing #healingnarcissisticabuse
I don’t give a damn about my reputation.🤘🏼 . . . If you are reading this, and you are struggling, know that you shouldn’t give a damn either. No one knows you better than yourself despite what anyone thinks or says about you. Don’t waste your time being upset over the opinions of others. If people want to be ashamed and leave you, let them. They weren’t meant for you anyway. . . . #reputation #smearcampaign #narcissticrecovery #badrep #bigreputation #lwymmd #poets #poetscorner #fighter #nevergiveup #caffeineanddaydreams
It's worse than I ever would have expected......
The video isn’t live yet but you can see it in my bio now or here https://youtu.be/cEBcAy-Wo70, trust me I’m a tad bit more serious in the YouTube version. The entire Summer of 18' I did not have a car (first time in my life) because the person who destroyed it refused to take responsibility for the damage that he caused, so I didn’t get a new car until I knew I was leaving him. That’s the truth. Now to be clear, this isn’t some type of “revenge” or what have you as I didn’t mention anyone’s name. Part of my healing is to tell my story, be it in my diary or on my YouTube channel because it is MY story to tell - and it is apart of MY healing process for surviving narcissistic abuse. If you are interested to hear a specific story on what a conversation with a narcissist is like then you will enjoy the series of videos I’ll be producing as it will entail details of what the arguments were like. Also, I will not put it out there so long as my safety is not in jeopardy but both parties are well aware that I have recorded DOZENS of conversations to corroborate everything I say. So say what you want, I’ll be over here #SPEAKINGMYTRUTH #nocontact #narcissticrecovery #contentcreator
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