The darker the night ,the brighter the stars.
We all had gone through something that completely twist us around. It wasn't an easy task to cope up with the situation she was in. She had two options either to give up or to fight and trust me unknowingly she chose to fight and tried to survive and look she is alive.
She is living with the scars that trauma left behind although the time flies but marks remained dried. . she is insecure , having trust issues ,anxiety, stress , depression ,anger management issues , flashbacks ,nightmares and what not , but she always smile to called herself a warrior who hadn't give up yet all that happened wasn't her choice.
There was a time when she used to cried all night long for the flashbacks she had, she was in search of something that soothes her heart and the only one she found in those dark nights was Allah.
She is happy with the idea that out of millions of His slaves Allah s.w.t has chosen her ,made her a warrior and strengthen her to live with the big smile.
She understand there is always a reason behind everything then how could this worst reality is for no reason, there is something she can't look at and is bigger than what she had suffered .
Sometimes she still get scared from the nightmares cause her to go back to the old dark days again but she learns that sulking has never got anyone anywhere and this idea has made her a warrior from a survivor.