August 18, 2018 marks exactly 1 month since #Leo
passed. He would have been 3 months now going on 4 months on #August
27th. I almost didnt realize it's been a month already, until I took my necklace off to untangle it. As I was looking down at my #pendant
, I noticed the date.
I took a deep sigh and paused..... Wow, while trying to live my life as normal as possible for #liono @lionobaby
, I almost got away with not recalling the one month cycle (something very unlikely of me). As my heart started to feel heavy and my throat got lodged up from sorrow, I caught my self and stopped. I looked over gazing at my #toddler @lionobaby
from across the room and continued to count my #blessing
.... I began #praying
in my head for #god
to give me #strength
. So I could keep pushing through each day without breaking, because my #liono
needs me and my husband needs me. I have to stay strong. Because If I crumble my #family
will crumble.... and I cannot let that happen. So a #smile
will do for now, while internally my heart gets ripped into sheds.
#newbornbaby #newborn #baby #momoftwo #miracle