some say it’s a special thing, it’s beautiful. love. i never been fond of love, it never appealed to me. the thought of loving someone seemed like a fairytale. it’s not meant to be real.
i came to realize though, there was just a block. it was as if my brain blinded my heart, trapped it in ice. it stopped me from realizing what love feels like towards a person.
i never meant to love you, I didn’t want to...at first.
i don’t believe seeing someone for the first time and falling in love because you sensed it is real. i didn’t fall for you because of your looks or popularity.
i got to know you.
i got to see the real you and what you’re like.
from then on you always were there when i needed to smile, giving me inspiration and strength to do what i love. you were also there, to sing for me to make my worries and nightmares go away.
i wasn’t sure still if that was what people called love. i thought of it as more of an reaction to an action.
but, I knew, deep down in the pit of my stomach, the center of my bones, from the bottom of my heart— this was it.
i love you, kim taehyung.
you show me what and how it feels to love someone so irrevocably.
you’re like the moon who shines in the night sky causes others, the stars, to shine with you.
my accidental happiness, my sweet baby boy. i will love you from now until forever. i give you my word.