I always do everything wrong.
No, seriously. I do not know how to choose people. I do not know how to choose the right job. Set priorities. Such a feeling that I have a completely wrong vision of life.
I quickly open myself and begin to dovere. No, it’s not possible to learn from mistakes, although they have already gotten a car and a small cart. Any man in my place would have long understood the lesson, but not me. It is necessary for me to take a dip in my head with a head in order to get into the cold, sobering soul of reality.
It seems to me that it is just necessary that my bright, obscure dreams all of us break into hard reality. I try to avoid this and every time I carefully keep everything in myself, but there comes a certain moment, when I once again suffer defeat and collapse.
I always say that I think, even when I know, that it is necessary to keep silence. But the words fly out before I think about the consequences, and they sometimes are just catastrophic.
I am surrounded by people who are not standing with my hair, but I protect myself from the decent ones. I do everything for those who do not care about it, and do not get the attention of those who really deserve it.
My whole life is an endless series of problems and mistakes, wrong decisions and retribution for a second. And when I am able to, and I will begin to live correctly, but while I reign over Haosom. And you know, in this too there is something.
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