“We all want what we never get, and we all hate what we get too much of.” You can hear how i am torn, conflicted by seveal of sophie’s choices.
Tryna live my life
Tryna live it right
Your son had so much potiential...
Its a horrible thing to tell an underachiever that if he would try he could do anything. Then whats the point? Wheres the uncertainty....? Nothin wrong with having a chip on your shoulder. “Fuck it this the intro, i could never keep it simple”,
I dont like small talk im not interested in the basics of life. I can be so penetrating sometimes that people are put off by it.
I love what i love, but my body is a temple,
Another lifelong conflict.
Drugs, sex, violence. I love what i love, but at the same time i have to take care of the golden goose. “Never had no one to vent to couldnt do it to parentals they thinkin its the devil every conversation everything a shovel”
The conflict of being a child to a parent who just wants you to grow up healthy. Anything you are struggling with is written off as the dark forces or adolescences. Sometimes you just want to be heard. But once you are heard those words are like a shovel digging you deeper and deeper into a bad perception. Sharing struggles or pain without consequences is very difficult.
Thanks for listening :)