Lol I know as I spill the truth from my heart and soul, it may get even more lonely, but I have been basically alone most of my life, since I left home in early teens, as a confused Queer person of color, broke as hell, protecting my feminine energy, but also presenting as masculine, dating Women and Men always having to come out, not knowing what I was coming out too, bc I presented as a damn “Tomboy” or Masculine(whatever all this damn shit means). I’m glad I started out hella young stripping, selling drugs, stealing, fucking and all kind of shit. I do know for sure that throughout my journey I have always stayed In touch with my heart. The road can be crazy, I prolly have too many stories, even things I blackout. It’s not about that though. I know that what helped save me, was knowing I wasn’t alone. I come to realize that none of that really matter in a way, it did make me a beast. I still love the people who took advantage or hurt me, Bc I came to a fucking wall swinging, wanna to blame somebody, it got to the point where I wanted to blame somebody and that wall is the magical part. I couldn’t break the wall down, or climb it, I couldn’t pass the wall(trump), I had to go inside, and still to this very moment I still have to go inside and wrestle with all this shit that “I” accumulated. I do know that being in the moment and focusing on my breathe keeps me out of a brain that prolly has went rogue.
#love #fierce #heart #truth
If it helps one soul, that’s enough. Not here for likes or games, and nobody can read my mind through instragram. Evolution has begun. 🖤