#hatemyself

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Meine Augen füllen sich mit Tränen.... 💕 • • • • • • • • #eye #ritzenbisaufblut #hatepeople #hatemyself #hatemyselfsomuchrightnow #ʀɪᴛᴢᴇɴ #crying
"Have you ever felt alone in a crowded room? • • • Answer in the comments! • • •my answer: yes all the time! 😁 • • • #sad #sadquote #sadanimequote #sadedit #numb #lonley #hatemylife #hateemotions #hatemyself #saddepressedgirl
"Lonely is not being alone it's the feeling that no one cares." • • • •• • • • #sad #sadquote #sadanimequote #sadedit #hewillneverloveme #numb #lonley #hatemylife #hateemotions #hatemyself #saddepressedgirl #needsomeone #hewillnevernotice
"The worst feeling ever is not knowing wether you should wait or give up." • • • • • • • • #sad #sadquote #sadanimequote #sadedit #numb #lonley #slowlygivingup #selfharm #hatemylife #hateemotions #hatemyself #saddepressedgirl
"As for now I'm gonna hear the saddest songs and sit alone and wonder." • • • • • • #sad #sadquote #sadanimequote #sadedit #numb #lonley #hatemylife #hateemotions #hatemyself #saddepressedgirl
"I like being alone but I hate being lonely." • • • • • • • • #sad #sadquote #sadanimequote #sadedit #numb #lonley #hatemylife #hateemotions #hatemyself #saddepressedgirl
"That feeling when you're not necessarily sad, but you just feel really empty." • • • • • #sad #sadquote #sadanimequote #sadedit #numb #lonley #hatemylife #hateemotions #hatemyself #saddepressedgirl
School starts again for me today. I don't want to meet everyone again, all those loud people, all those mean people. You can never know what will happen.. ~S . . #depression #depressed #depressive #selfharm #suicide #eatingdisorder #skinny #hatemyself #hatelife #death #depressionquotes #quotes #poetry #anorexia #anxiety #starvation #selfhate
yeah, those are birkenstocks haha I ate like over 1,500 calories today, and counting, but weirdly I feel ok (???). talked to my therapist today, which felt good to get this calorie stuff off my chest to her. I ate about 750 of McDonalds, and 35 in a drink, then I'm pigging out with my friend tonight haha. It's ok bc I lost 2 lbs since vacation, so I'll be ok for now, I guess. I cut last night on my hip, and I actually drew blood!! kind of excited haha. it wasn't a lot, but for me it shows me what I'm capable of. I've got a sharp pocket knife on my bed stand, partially bc I'm too lazy to put it back, partially for convenience haha. I'm glad I don't feel depressed. I'll be fine until the days get shorter, then it's downhill from there wooooooo. - - - #depression #anxiety #caloriecounting #eatingdisorder #mentalillness #knife #razor #capable #selfharm #nightlife #blood #cut #cutting #hatemyself #mcdonalds #fat #skinny #feelingok
Hey everyone so I just made a new account again and I’m hoping it will stay up. I’m not going to tell you guys my name but you can call me the failure because that’s what I am. You see ever since I was born I was a failure my birth parents beat and abused me from 0 years old- 2 years old because I wasn’t good enough I was a piece of shit. I got adopted but due to the previous abuse was a devil child and ruined my adoptive parents life and my dad now hates my mom thanks to me. I try to be a good person now but I know I never will be. I have borderline personality disorder which basically means I’m a horrible unlikeable person and everyone will hate me for the rest of my life. I’ve also struggled with being fat so I’ve decided to get into thinspo. I’m not going to use any tags but let’s just say I’m beginning to start having a very strict diet because I’m fat and ugly. Sorry for the long story but yeah this is pathetic miserable me..
Okay #goodnight I might post again lol. . . ALL SELF PROMO WILL BE DELETED . . T A G S: #drawing #pencil #emotions #paper #scetch #fun #vine #lol #hatemyself #line #lmao #eraser #new #socialanxiety #animation #relax #kawaii #audio #art #artwork #arts #artist #depressed #painting #doodle (˵ ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°˵)
School starts tomorrow for me...I feel nothing, yet I'm so worried and nervous and I'm filled with so much anxiety. I'm going to a whole new grade, and I don't want to go back to that hellhole of a place...... - #sad #depressed #suicidal #dead #wantstodie #wishingtobedead #alone #broken #lonley #depression #depressedgirl . #different #hatemylife #hatemyself #hatelife #anorexia #anxiety #selfharm #cutting #suffering #crying #blood #lifefailure #lifesucks #scars #ptsd #posttraumaticstressdisorder #everyonehatesme #noonelovesme
Taste of blood is not that bad. • • • • [#sad #depressed #depressive #killme #hatemyself ]
This person texts me and he's like I don't want to be friends with you anymore.....okay damn that shit hurt but whatever, if he doesn't want to be friends fine I'm not gonna force him. I asked him why and he never really gave a full answer he's just like you don't carry yourself that best way possible....like okay??? Idk what I did wrong man, I mean just tell me what I did wrong like dangg. ° ° ° ° #aesthetic #grungeaesthetic #grunge #fishnetaesthetic #fishnets #beautiful #grunge #pretty #gorgeous #tumblr #tumblrgirl #hot #bitch #sad #hatemyself #worthless #kms
First post..or something like that • • • [#sad #depressed #killme #gore #hatemyself #depressive ]
I dont belong here...
🙃 Confession time 🙃 I started this account at around 2am (and it's nearly 4am today as I'm writing this) with a very strong desire to lose weight, but on the 31st I went over and sorta gave up. The classic "oh I've gone over my calorie budget so I'm just gonna binge now", but I didn't just binge that day. I've been binging since. Literally for 2 freaking weeks!! What the actual f is wrong with me?! Sliding back into #badhabits again 😒 The measley pound I did lose I put STRAIGHT back on... ffs Tbh, it was a combination of things. Lack of motivation, partner being an enabler, lack of control over what food I could eat (I'm a poor ass MA student that lives at home and my parents aren't exactly role models with food, so fuck all veg in most days. I kid you not, fish fucking fingers and bastard chips with mother fucking peas is considered a "good meal" for them! And I, without a damned penny atm only have the option to eat what's cooked). And in all honesty, with shit that's kicked off eating healthy is at the bottom I guess you could call them all excuses? But fuck that, take away my only source of comfort and imma be angry 😂 I need a total mindset recall/rewiring. Whatever. I already openly call myself "the fb" in the group (fb = fat bastard). I think I do it to shock people, for a joke? A way to cover up the hurt? Or to express my anger? Before I can start this journey properly I'm gonna to have to start loving myself As RuPaul says, if you can't love yourself how in the hell are you gonna love somebody else? #weightloss #relapse #journey #hatemyself #selflove #learnfrommistakes #reflect #snapchat #student #beatingmyfoodaddiction #likeforlike #followforfollow
I’m #procrastinating my art so I’ll try to get it . . ALL SELF PROMO WILL BE DELETED . . T A G S: #drawing #pencil #emotions #paper #scetch #fun #vine #lol #hatemyself #line #lmao #eraser #new #socialanxiety #animation #relax #kawaii #audio #art #artwork #arts #artist #depressed #painting #doodle (˵ ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°˵)
Reunited with my Mistress #MadameBoujee for date night after MONTHS apart #MissedÜ #SorryKristin #HateMyself #🤨
what am I doing with my #life . . ALL SELF PROMO WILL BE DELETED . . T A G S: #drawing #pencil #emotions #paper #scetch #fun #vine #lol #hatemyself #line #lmao #eraser #new #socialanxiety #animation #relax #kawaii #audio #art #artwork #arts #artist #depressed #painting #doodle (˵ ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°˵)
I highkey wanna go back to school so i have a REASON AFOR A DEPRESSIVE EPISODE, when i have them out of no where i feel really fucked up i #hatemyself and i just feel like shit. It’s really sad bitch hours every night. School is in 3 fucking weeks
I’m all alone and Idc Idc about anything I’m always gonna be alone and guess what I don’t care anymore
I draw too much lol ( all of those are drawing from only this summer cuz I started this summer ) my room is a mess but this is #aesthetic . . ALL SELF PROMO WILL BE DELETED . . T A G S: #drawing #pencil #emotions #paper #scetch #fun #vine #lol #hatemyself #line #lmao #eraser #new #socialanxiety #animation #relax #kawaii #audio #art #artwork #arts #artist #depressed #painting #doodle (˵ ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°˵)
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