My video is now up on YouTube and IGTV! Link in my bio. Would mean the world if you took a look at it! ❤️
Okay... so this video is just a representation of how I’ve been feeling the past 5-6 months. You see, while everything around me is beautiful, breathtaking and full of light, I’m stuck in these dark feelings of confusion, sadness, desperation, loneliness... some days I feel too much, and some days don’t even feel anything which can be scary. These things get in the way of my mind and I sometimes forget that there’s still beauty and importance in the life that I have.
Honestly, there have been a few times where I just wanted out and be free from these exhausting feelings... But I’ve made a promise to my best friend and to myself to keep going and to keep fighting until depression and anxiety can’t stop me anymore. I don’t want to lose to this.... I can’t lose to this.
There was no choreography in this video, just freestyle. And it may not be the most impressive in the world, but it felt good and freeing to me. So hopefully you can get through my spazzing and watch it all the way to the end haha... Actually no, you should just watch it all the way through because my dearest friend, Russell Lee filmed and edited this video so beautifully and his work deserves to be looked at! He’s so talented and so wonderful and I couldn’t have asked for someone better to help create this video. So if you’re not gonna watch me dance, at least look at everything else he captured lol.
I may not be completely good right now, but I know that one day I’ll be okay. Anyways, I hope you enjoy this ❤️
Song: Agnes by @glassanimals
Danced: Emma Willey
Filmed and edited @rusel.lee
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