🍕 10•20•18 | Week 50:⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
There’s so much. The past couple of weeks have been such a whirlwind of lights, coffee, pizza, gin, fishnet tights, new friends, and a fuckton dancing.
I’m not really sure what triggered the change. I just realized that I wasn’t going to fill that void in my life where I knew a sense of queer community was supposed to be (qomminty? No? 😬🤷♀️) by just sitting on my ass. So for the past few weekends, I’ve struck out on my own to find it.
Existing as a transfemme in a queer space compared to the rest of the world is
e v e r y t h i n g .
To not have my physical and metaphysical being constantly scrutinized or second guessed by those around me has allowed me to achieve a new level of confidence and self love. No more dancing by myself in my tiny room. No more serving lewks just for the eyes of instagram followers.
To everyone who I connected with over the past few weekends: thank you. Maybe when we talked it didn’t seem like a huge deal, but going out and making connections on your own is really goddamn hard. But y’all made coming into this community feel so natural. And wonderful. ♥️ Thank you.
(Next week will be my first estroversary ☺️. I still have about a year of changes to look forward to, and I’ll probably talk tiddy a little more next weekend, but lemme just say: holy shit.)
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