Seeing everything with half my eyes closed atm 😑
The worst submission ive ever submitted, what sucks is that knowing its bad but i still submitted it!
I think i can now understand why some ppl quit, not because they are backing out, not because they cant do it, not because they have no guts to face it, not because they are afraid or timid or not strong enough to take on the challenge... But its because, they are the ones that want it more than anyone else, that they ask for perfection when they commit to it! But when given all they could have done in that moment, self doubt kicks in, feeling dejected but still fighting the fight...and then when it finally ends, the result is not what you wanted, you curse you hurt you hate yourself! You want to give up, but what would others say if you do? You cant give up! Its your passion its your life its what you thought you are good at but everything turns out to be wrong? Then what now... Questions Thoughts Doubts Hopelessness Useless!
Then you realise...The fight never ended! Its a battle till you find the answer...and that's another battle💀
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