, What Could That Mean & For Me Specifically?: A #Sky
Of Thought (a long read)
A recent diagnosis, though likely brewing in me for some time, in response to an #emotionalwound
in this life, relative to my very first model of men, that had its roots in an emptiness #abandonment
had left. A wound unaddressed, a match for more of the same, that slowly started to affect the alignment of specific systems/chakras that would correlate with that issue.
There's a pattern in the #women
on Ma's side for this particular signature, 5, that we've traced including myself & her.
Looking at the #family
dynamics in my own upbringing, as well as in both parents, would only add to my awareness of how that influenced my journey.
, the symptoms I'm experiencing, happen to be more common in women & women who would opt into my colour skin or #culture
, & the same is found in that of the Asian culture. Therefore #ethnicity
factors into it, as already outlined it would appear does sex, at least I had concluded that much from the absence of it in my family amongst the men.
So I ask myself, what experiences would the women in those two cultures/ethnicities share in common, that would give rise (for one) to a thyroid out of alignment.
My mind immediately looks to the possibilities of why this disharmony of the #thyroid
governed by the throat chakra, naturally connected to the sacral (thanks Vivi for the powerful reminder 🙏), is more common in women & women of a certain ethnicity. What could that mean & how could that relate to me, were the questions that came to a mind that longs to understand things, born from a longing to be understood.
Firstly, a quick glance at the #throatchakra
, the bridge that sits between the heart & mind, our centre of communication, ability to speak out, the seeking & sharing of truth, where we express & present ourselves to the world, of what is pure & true for us, very susceptible to not speaking or acting on that truth & not having that acknowledged or validated, not feeling heard, doing things because you feel you have to & not because you want to, so the story of "shoulds" ...(CIC)