#edrecovery

Recovery~ I’ll start tomorrow - no we have to start right now It’s hard- yes it’s hard but you are stronger than them challenges and voices I’m tired of fighting this - yes your tired but you that’s no excuse to stop fighting Remember when you was in that dark place you was able to keep pushing your body more through over excercise when your body was tired your mental capacity still overridden the physical capacity and u still pushed and pushed until you collapsed. So don’t tell me your not strong enough because u were strong enough to keep pushing and pushing your body through excercise so you have enough will power to keep pushing through that “ can’t do it feeling “ or im not sick enough feeling” sick and that sometimes feeling like your in a never ending battle. Your war will end. But only as soon as you begin to accept your body for what it is by nourishing yourself, resting, cutting back on that excercise and letting it flourish. It’s hard accepting the real u but trying to be something your not will never lead to happiness just more depression and sadness. Happiness comes from within and once u see the body U live in as a temple and treat it like one, happiness will begin to peak through into your life. OTS ALL DOWN TO YOU!! #edrecovery #anorexiarecovery #foodphotography #foodstagram #foodpics #foodporn #foodisfuel #foodblogger #instafood #foodie #strongnotskinny #realrecovery #like4like #follow4follow

🦋good morning warriors💗breakfast is my favourite a poached egg (1 large @thehappyeggco ) on a black pepper and cheddar toasting muffin with some blueberries (60g)🦋 ~ FIRST ATTEMPT AND LOOK AT THE EGG PORN ~ Your going to wake up one day and realise that food is not the punishment or your midlife crisis, your going to wake up and make yourself the breakfast that you want and not what your head says, you are going to wake up and realise there is more in life to worry about then the food you eat and when that morning comes you are going to feel a lot more satisfied with life and you’ll actually be able to sleep at night, you won’t be up planning meals or arguing over your decisions or asking people what to have because food is nourishment nothing out of my blue just nourishment💫 ~ Your girl had 8 hours sleep again, 3 nights in a row👊🏼😴 ~ Off for a nice heart warming start to my Sunday, have a lovely Sunday morning all💗 ~ #ana #fuckyouana #anorexia #anorexianervosa #anorexiarecovery #anorexiasupport #anorexiafighter #anorexiasucks #anorexiafight #anorexic #hydrated #health #gainingweightiscool #gainingweight #stronger #fighting #love #support #ed #edrecovery #ed #mentalillness #fearfood #revoverywin #foodchallenge #egg #eggbreakfast #eggbendict #eggmuffins

Always be kind to yourself 💕💕 #alifeofpositivity #inspirepositivity #selflove #selfcare #bestrong #strength #edrecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #recoveryquotes #recovery #mentalhealthquotes #mentalhealth #mentalstrength #mentalhealthrecovery #positiveoutlook #positivemindset #positiveenergy #positivesoul #positivethoughts #positivityquotes #positivemind #positiveattitude #positivelife #putyourselffirst #positivementalattitude

Breakfast. A slice of buttery crunchy toast and a banana strawberry smoothie. I can’t tell you how good buttery crunchy toast tastes when you’ve not had it for a while ☺️ The smoothie was difficult. I’m at a stage where I could happily drink the milk and eat the banana and strawberries but putting them into a smoothie makes it somehow harder. Which means eat and repeat is needed for this one. Also, note to self - using frozen banana, frozen strawberries and cold milk results in something thick enough to spoon rather than drink - I had to let it melt a bit before I could drink it. Nice though 🍓🍌 #lowfodmap #edrecovery #movingforwards #adultswitheds #breakfast

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Who could resist those chocolate - caramel #protein - #pancakes ?🥞💙😏 |RECIPE below👇. Happy #pancakesunday with finally some sun shining🌄. This brightens up my mood so much, but also makes me quite sad, because I would love to go out and spend some great time in the nature, but my stupid broken leg🦶 keeps me from doing so🙄. So please enjoy the sun for me instead💙. . >>ARE YOU GOING TO ENJOY THE SUN TODAY?☀️💙. . *ᵁⁿᵇᵉᶻᵃʰˡᵗᵉ ᵂᵉʳᵇᵘⁿᵍ ⁽ᴷᵒᵒᵖᵉʳᵃᵗⁱᵒⁿ⁾. 🥞#Proteinpancakes :. •50g flour. •30g @myproteinde protein powder (SAVE 💸 with FEEMYP + Link in my Bio*). •120ml @pumperlgsund eggwhites / 2 eggs I vegan: use 4 tbsp of apple sauce. •1 small zucchini. •salt. •soy yoghurt. •blueberries. 👉Cut the zucchini (maybe peel). Mix all ingredients & let the dough sit for a few minutes. Meanwhile preheat a pan to medium high and add the batter. Flip when the edges start to rise. Top with yoghurt + blubs💙. . . ____. 🇩🇪Tut mir leid, dass ich zur Zeit so inaktiv bin. Ich komme einfach zu nichts mehr... Zur Zeit ist so viel los und mein Tag hat kaum noch Stunden - im wahrsten Sinne des Wortes - denn ich schlafe 12-14h und bin dennoch müde.💤 In der restlichen Zeit schaffe ich gar nichts mehr... Ich hab eine ellenlange To-Do Liste📝 aber keine Kraft sie anzugehen. . Mein gebrochenes Bein ist einfach nur unendlich dick geschwollen und voller Wassereinlagerungen, aber wenigstens heilen die Wunden so langsam ab. Gibt schöne, fette Narben🙊💩. Aber hey, das macht Leute dich erst interessant, oder?🧙‍♂️⚡. . Und jetzt scheint die Sonne wieder, eigentlich freue ich mich, gleichzeitig ist es umso frustrierender, sie nicht nutzen zu können... . So jetzt aber genug Mimimi, denn wenn ich jetzt noch die Themen Versicherung, Schule, meine Psyche, Familie, Extremer Hunger etc. anbringe, dann wird das hier ein Roman... . Also nutzt jetzt einfach die Sonne für mich und habt einen tollen Sonntag!🤗💙. . Ach ja, mit dem Bild nehme ich auch noch an #danis35kparty von @dani_fitlifestyle soweit der #goodmoodfoodparty @magic.fit.food @coconutandcarrot und @pia_mia_clean_food sowie #cookingwithunusualingredients Challenge von @danilicious2.0 @veganstars @kaleidoscopic.kitchen Teil.

Happy Sunday guys♥️ A bowl of porridge from a couple days ago! About to do spin then off for a coffee date with a friend♥️ Have a lush Sunday all!

Last Wednesday a dream came true - finally I've found a carrot cake in a local bakery and I was so freaking excited for it because it's my favourite cake😍🍰🥕 But guess what? It tasted more like a hazelnut cake than carrot cake😂 but it was fine because I also rlly like hazelnut. So my journey of finding an authentic carrot cake continues🕵🏼‍♀️ The best carrot cake I ever ate was in Korea and I miss that time😭 #edrecovery #eatingdissorder #anorexia #anorexiarecover #anorexiarecovery #recovery #eatingdissorderrecovery #recoveryjourney #recoveryfood #edrecoveryfood #fearfoodchallenge #fearfood #dessert #edrecoverychallenge #edrecoverysnack #cake #recoverychallenge #carrotcake #edrecoverywarrior #positivity #food #love

Tw?-Hey guys✨ I’m sorry for not posting but tbh I really don’t wanted to. The last days I struggled very hard and relapsed. I startet counting calories again and didn’t allowed myself any kind of sweets.☹️😔I hope that it gets better now as I’ve talked to my best friend who supports me so much. 💖 I will try to post more often but it’s kind a stressful time in school atm so I don’t know if I have the time and mindset to do so. 🙇🏼‍♀️ #strongagainstanorexia #beatanorexia #anorexiafighter #recovery #anorexiarecovery #edrecovery #struggles #bestrong

▪This was yesterday's lunch. ▪It was so freaking terrifying but I did it!! ▪THANK YOU GUYS FOR THE 1.2K, OUR FAMILY KEEP GROWING AND I'M VERY HAPPY I CAN HELP, AT LEAST, SOME OF YOU!!❤❤ Alba.💫

#runningsushi #yummy 😋 #tasty 😋 #asianfood #lunch #obidekvpraze #eatingdissorder #poruchaprijmupotravy #mentalnianorexie #mentalanorexia #edrecovery #edfighter 😘 #edsoldier #anorexicgirl #anorexiafighter #atypicalanorexia #anorexiarecovery #anafighter #bojujazvitezis

Feeling amazing✨ Sober 2 years now ♡ Not perfect but it’s been great 💕 More adventures and chapters to open💕 never again my unhealthy self will look like that in 2015-2016. I had rough patches but it’s been amazing. #recovery #addictionawareness #recoveryispossible #edrecovery #eatingdisorderawareness #eatingdisorderrecovery #onestepatatime #yellowhairdontcare #blueeyes #freckles #philtrumpiercing #septumpiercing #piercings #tattoos

Last nights delight was chocolate Swiss roll💜 after a massiveee roast which I think is my favourite meal🤤. Also snacked on some lindt chocolate truffles, they are hands down the best chocolate! Had such a positive day yesterday and made a really big achievement too!!☺️ Going out for lunch today with my boyfriend as he’s going back to Uni later😢 #hopefromnomz #eatingdisorderrecovery #edrecovery #anorexiarecovery #anarecovery #eatittobeatit #foodisfuel #nourishnotpunish

Very grateful to have such beautiful people in my life ✨ so so lucky to be able to spend the weekends at home away from the hospital🥰 Monday marks one month inpatient and I really just want to go home, hopefully I’m not here much longer. Keen to get back into school and life in general but I guess health comes first! Take care everyone thank you for all the love and support❤️

🖤 FOODBOOK 🖤 🖤 Breakfast 🖤 2 cocoa waffles with maple syrup 🖤Lunch🖤 2 toasts with cottage cheese and veggies/sundried tomatoes + forest fruit fruit puree 🖤Dinner (with which I fell in love)🖤 Grilled chicken, brown rice mix and sweetcorn 🖤Supper🖤 3 toasts with cottage cheese and sundried tomatoes + natural yoghurt 🖤Nightsnack🖤 Fresubin Vanilla . Yesterday was quite ok, I really needed a day off school, so weekend is heaven for me rn 😝 today I'm going on animal expo (i guess i can call it this way XD) with my dad, i don't know if i should be happy or not, my relationship with my dad is pretty rocky 🤷 . . . #thankyou #proud #fearfood #fearfoodchallenge #anorexiarecovery #edrecovery #recovery #ednosrecovery #motivation #s4s #l4l #f4f #strong #beautiful #recoveryispossible #recoveryisworthit #eatingdisorderrecovery #selfcare #fearfood #recoverywin #youareworthit #positivity #selflove #foodbook #breakfast #lunch #snack #dinner #supper #nightsnack

YOU ARE AMAZING. Someone made you feel bad about yourself. And I mean real bad. Bad in a way where you feel sick to your stomach. I know that feeling. I’ve been there. . When I was young I got bullied so bad I didn’t want to be alive anymore. Literally. And I won’t go into details but you can guess what I might have tried to do about it. . People spit in my face, made fun of me, beat me up, girls played jokes on me, I was alone and afraid to even go to school. . I had no friends, no one, I mean no one to talk to. . But let me tell you something. I was amazing then and I’m amazing now just like you. . People are going to try and tear you down because you have something they don’t. Don’t let anyone convince you, that you are somehow less. Respect yourself, be proud of yourself. . And certainly don’t let something some one told you or said to you affect you for too long. Either confront that person if you have to or let it go and realize they will never be happy and move on. . Because that is the truth. Feel sorry for the person that tries to bring others down. Feel bad for them that they will never EVER find true happiness. And even if they do at some point find happiness. Know this, they will be sick whether they show it or not from what they’ve done before and never truly be Abel to experience what you and I can, being happy. Think about it... • • • • • #selflove #selfcare #loveyourself #bodypositive #selfworth #positivity #bodypositivity #spiritjunkie #effyourbeautystandards #recovery #mentalhealth #confidence #mindfulness #gratitude #meditation #healing #spirituality #lifecoach #bopo #positivevibes #selfesteem #bodylove #lightworker #positive #edrecovery #honormycurves #selfhelp #plussize #selfacceptance #enlightenment

I’m anxious 😅 and so scared I’ll screw up but I guess that is how you learn and grow . . . #recovery #mindfulness #sacredgeometry #creativity #watercolour #mandaladesign #wellness #anorexia   #art #aztec #mandalaart #edrecovery #mandalatattoo #mandala #spiritual #zentangle   #drawing #illustration #mandalaoftheday #mandalas n #hippie #creative #symmetry   #yoga #zen #mandala_sharing #tattooart as #diy   #handmade #instaart

🧠 power people... we have been given tools and are perfectly capable to create a winning mental space. Map out a Win... then watch it happen.

BLUEBERRY OATS💙 Today is going to be a chill day, but tomorrow on the other hand, I’m seeing H (theraphist) & starting my 4-5 weeks of fortimel. Also on wednesday I’m getting information about the daypatient program, HOLY BLUEBERRY!! * * * * * * #recovery #edrecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #youarevalid #foodoftheday #atypical #atypicalanorexia #osfed #anorexiarecovery #bulimiarecovery #neda #bodypositive #morethananumber #loveyourself #ätstörning #ätstörningsrecovery

‘Start over my darling. Be brave enough to find the life you want and courageous enough to chase it. Then start over and love yourself the way you were meant to.’

Pre yoga proats made with @theproteinworks peanut butter protein powder and topped with a LOAD of grapes 🍇 #edrecovery #edwarrior #edfamily #edfam #edfighter #anorexiarecovery #anorexia #anorexianervosa #anorexiafighter #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorder #eatittobeatit #strongnotskinny #foodisfuel #2fab4ana #pissoffana #fuckana #food #prorecovery #anawarrior #recoveryisworthit #anafamily #adultswitheds #healthy #ed #vegan #plantbased #proats #goodmorning

#banana #chiaseeds #lemon #yummy 😋 #tasty 😋 #breakfast #mnam #snidane #dobrota #healthymeal #healthyfood #healthybreakfast #zdravastrava #zdravasnidane #eatingdissorder #poruchaprijmupotravy #mentalnianorexie #mentalanorexia #edrecovery #edfighter 😘 #edsoldier #anorexicgirl #anorexiafighter #atypicalanorexia #anorexiarecovery #anafighter #bojujazvitezis

Lunch: quorn with mushrooms. This was sooo good! Feeling super guilty for eating it all😓 #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #anarecovery #eatingdisorderecovery #edrecovery #recovery #lunch #mealplan

The reason I’ve gained weight is because all I wanted is to love myself no matter how much I’m weighing. 40/50/60/70kg it does not define me as a person.✨ There is nothing wrong with my thighs ( my weakness) if they are thicker or not. This time I’m posting a pic of me that I wouldn’t post it before, showing all my flaws. Why this pressure to be perfect? 1pic:2016 2pic:2019 #edrecovery #selflove #amorpropio

TW Body Check!! Hi 😊 I've been out of treatment since almost two weeks now and I really underestimated that. I don't know how to maintain my weight and struggle to even hit 800 kcal and if I do I always purge 😭 But I feel so fat and miss being skinny so much (2nd pic is me rn) Well, but maybe when I document my "recovery" (can't really call it that when I'm losing weight again lol) here I have more motivation 🌈 #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #eatingdisorders #edrecovery #ed #prorecovery #recovery

Instagram vs reality; just a few hours before this picture I was sitting crying to my mum about how anxious and depressed I’ve been feeling. Truthfully, these past few days have been so tough. My anxiety has escalated again and I keep thinking what is the point, what’s the point in keeping on going? Why can’t I just be normal and live my life like a normal person. On the way home from uni on Friday I just broke down to my mum and again in work yesterday I broke down. I feel scared, and I don’t even know what I’m scared of. I decided I wasn’t going to go out last night but my friends persuaded me to go even if I only went for a few hours. I’m so glad I went because it actually turned out to be a good night and I’m proud that I pushed myself out of my comfort zone to go. I will get back to that sociable, happy girl I was a few weeks ago!

There’s no reason for this post besides looking at them wholesome flowers in the background 🌺🌼

• #coloriamocidililla a ROMA il 16 marzo. Nella capitale, giornata di sensibilizzazione sui Disturbi dell'Alimentazione, organizzata da SIET @siet_educazioneterapeutica , SISDCA-Soc. It. per lo Studio dei Disturbi del Comportamento Alimentare e Fenice Lazio Onlus @fenice_lazio_onlus. • • • #DisturbiAlimentari #DCA #anoressia #bulimia #BingeEating #salute #cibo #corpo #nutrizione #alimentazione #FiocchettoLilla #Roma #Lazio #16marzo #EatingDisorders #edfighter #edwarrior #edrecovery

Goodmorning, haven’t eaten anything yet. I’m feeling great! - - - - - - #thxnspo #kthinspo #slim #anorexic #bulimic #ana #mia #anaandmia #recovering #ed #edrecovery #thinagain #letsgetskinny #skinny #prettybody #noteating #weightloss #weightless #thighgap #collarbone #flattummy #flatstomach #anaworkout #anorexiatips #anorexiafight #thighgap #thighgappp #thighgapworkout

Idk who you think I am, but I am definitely, N O T💕T H A T💕B I T C H #slimthicc #gothgirl #altgirls #girlswithtattoos #girlswithdreads #dreadlocks #dreadbun #dreadstylesforwomen #fit #edrecovery #weightloss

Happy toast Tuesday! (Oh wait, that’s most days for me 🙈🤣) 2 slices of whole wheat bread sprayed with a little @primalkitchenfoods avocado oil spray and toasted in a pan, topped with @petrossiannyc creme fraiche, a little sea salt, and 1) @petrossiannyc smoked salmon, micro greens and sous vide egg (I posted in my IG stories how we make these since many of you asked) and 2) avocado, micro greens and organic cherry tomatoes 👌🏻 . . . . . . . . #avocadotoast #sousvide #avocado 🥑 #yolkporn @egg.nutrition #makesmewhole #smokedsalmon #taipeifoodie #healthyeating #eatpretty #beautifulcuisines #和食 #和食ごはん #bayareafoodie #bayareaeats #wellnessblogger  #healthyish #edrecovery #healthyfood  #sffoodies  #fuelyourbody #cleaneats  #nycfoodies #食卓  #手料理  #料理写真  #bloggersgetsocial #献立  #スタジオエム #다이어트요리 #다이어트레시피

Taking time out to relax is so important. Finding places the give your soul peace can bring you comfort. #edworrior #bodypeace #haes #edrecovery #wellness #health #ed #anorexia #livinglife #recovery #nourishnotpunish #foodfreedom #empoweringwomen #bodyrespect

Breakfast: bacon sandwich😍 So I’ve woke up feeling 💩 I think I’ve caught mums cold so today will a be a day of eating whatever I want as mum always said starve a fever and feed a cold🐷 . . #swfamily #foodoptimising #slimmingworldlife #slimmingworld #weighday #swfood #swuk #onplan #swideas #slimmingworlduk #foodblog #edrecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #spday #slimmingworldonplan #slimmingworldjourney #swdiary #slimmingworldmotivation #swfollowers #slimmingworldinsta #swsyns #swtreats #syns #onplan #slimmingworldmeals #weightloss #weightlossjourney #swrecipes #swbreakfast #swbreakfastideas

~ I just want to feel beautiful 😭💕 ~ ~ 🧚‍♀️🧜‍♀️🧚‍♀️🧜‍♀️🧚‍♀️🧜‍♀️ ~ Be strong beautiful warriors ~ 🦋❄️🦋❄️🦋❄️🦋❄️🦋✨💋#recover #recovery #edwarrior #choreography #dancefashion #pointe #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #edrecovery #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #bulimia #bulimiarecovery #fearfood #prorecovery #recoveryfamily #bodyimage #bodypositive #health #healthy #mentalhealth #selflove #flexibility #strongnotskinny #dance #dancer #ballerina #splits #ballet

Supper: • A Yoplait passionfruit Forme yogurt • A Paul's Soleil mousse #eatingdisorderrecovery #edrecovery #food #vegetarian #mentalhealth #foodpic #strongnotskinny #love #fearfood #life #like #lifestyle #foodisfuel #eatittobeatit #health #healthy #yummy #snack #australia #australian #sunday #recoverywarrior #instagood #chocolate #yum

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February, 2019 || Depois de 9 horas dormidas (coisa que não fazia à c'anos!), acordar e tomar o pequeno-almoço com a mommy (o papi não está porque teve de trabalhar, mas vem mais logo!) nas calmas é mesmo um grande luxo. Que este Domingo passe beeeem devagarinho pois espera-me uma semana complicada 🙏 Desfrutem do vosso dia 💖 . . . #sundaybreakfast #sundaymorning #familytime #motherslove #selfie #breakfastbowl #breakfast #breakfastlover #healthybreakfast #mrwonderfulshop #healthybowl #photooftheday #flatlay #edwarrior #foodphotography #edrecovery #goodmorningpost

Hi, my name is LUCY 🐶 I'm a Golden Retriever girl. ♀️ I was born on December 10th, 2018. Tomorrow I'm 10 weeks old. 🐾 I weight 4,7 kilos. I live by my mommy Manèl and my daddy Kevin (@tnwolf89 ). 👫 I'm going to be an assistance dog for my mommy. She have autism and some other issues like a depression, side effects from her ptsd and an eating disorder. And I am going to help her with all of that! 💪🏻 I also have my own Instagram account @lucy.goldenstar , how cool is that?! 😎 • • • #livingmanel #assistancedog #servicedog #hulphondenvoorautisme #hulphondinopleiding #hulphond #trainingdog #goldenretriever #goldenretrieverpuppy #puppy #puppylove #pupstagram #dogsofinstagram #dogs #autism #depression #eatingdisorder #ptsd #ptsddog #autismdog #anorexia #bulimia #eatingdisorder #edrecovery #anorexiarecovery #recovery #recoveringdutchie • Dit is social media, maar het is JOU keuze om respectvol te zijn en een ieder in zijn waarde te laten. 🍃

Final (full) day in Sydney! And again- another CRAZY busy one! My dad sent a text in the family group chat of all the places we went today so I might just copy that here..considering it’s quite a big one🤣🤣 here’s the list: Sydney library gallery. Gallery of NSW. Sydney Vegan market. Lavender bay whitely garden. Barangaroo. Darling harbour. 👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏 A lot of traveling around the city, transporting on the fairy boats and again on feet(yes they’re KILLING me right now🤣🤣) probably the highlight of today was finally getting a chance to go to the @sydneyveganmarket 😍 I’ve been dreaming about visiting since mid(?)last year when I came back from Korea, but honestly, up until now was in no state of mental stability to travel, but I’ve finally gotten there! And can we just admire the beautiful vegan Thai food me and my dad got for lunch😍😍 thank you @kindnesscafe - it was soooo tasty❤️❤️🌟 was sort of on a mission for icecream after a long journey around the city but failed due to a crazy long cue at the shop- but my heart was in it, just the conditions weren’t supportive I guess💁🏼‍♀️ it’s an improvement tho! Trying to satisfy a craving, listening to my body (although sometimes it’s not able to be met)🙌 🌿breakfast~today’s oats are the same as yesterday! The bowls in dad’s place are really a nice size and aesthetic tbh🤣 oats with peach, blueberries and a lovely blob of ‘almond, cashew, brazil’ nut butter from @colessupermarkets 🌿lunch~green curry and tamarind tofu shared with dad at the vegan festival from @kindnesscafe ‘s stand! 🌿dinner~just a nice big bowl of veg, same as yesterday! Store bought roast potatoes, sweet potato and pumpkin, with broccoli and chickpeas! A simple 1second dinner after a LONG BUSY day! #nourishtoflourish #nourishnotpunish #mentalhealthrecovery #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealth #mentalillness #edrecovery #edrecover #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorderawareness #vegetarian #vegan #whatveganseats #plantbased #plantpower #plantpowered

I want you to imagine that every time you insulted someone it did them physical damage. Every time you commented on their skin, some of it ripped off. Every time you talked about their thighs one of their legs was cut off. Every time you bitched about their hair it was ripped from their scalp. Horrible right? Feel shitty huh? Ok well you don’t know what’s going on inside anyone’s head. You aren’t psychic. Every little insult feeds into people’s self worth, the self harm, the eating disorders, the suicide. Words can be sharp as a knife, so hold your damn tongue. (Andrea, Jessica Harrison) #bekind #stopbullying #antibullying #selfharm #eatingdisorderrecovery #edrecovery #bodydysmorphia #wordshavepower #twselfharm #twsuicide #twblood #twgore #art #bodypositive #positivevibes #bodypositivity

🇨🇿/🇬🇧 Dobré ráno 🦄 Snídaně je stejna jako včera - rohlík, gervais a šunka 🍞 🇬🇧 Good morning 🦄 Breakfast was the same as yesterday - roll with gervais and ham 🍞 #ana #anarecovery #anafighter #anorexia #anorexie #anorexianervosa #anorexiafighter #anorexiarecovery #ed #edrecovery #edfighter #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorderfighter #recovery #fighter #food #foodstyling #foodporn #foodfighter #challenge #remorse #fearfood #prorecovery #breakfast #roll #ham

Grill'd garden goodness burger for dinner 🍔 Even managed to have some chips! Had a lovely day with my boyfriend and parents. We went in a big estate/garden kinda thing for a picnic, I had a ham and gherkin relish sandwich which was a massive win cause its my 2nd ever sandwich with filling since recovery! I also made my boyfriend some sandwiches which was fun. I've been incredibly open with my parents and bf with my anxieties around eating out so they made sure I was comfortable and it turned out to be a really stress free day. TW: Horrible body image day. Wanted to restrict so bad. Can't manage dessert but my meal plan only days every second day anyway, probably because my dietitian can see better than I can that having dessert more often would be overwhelming and lead to restriction. I feel like I've gained weight, even though if anything I've lost or at worst maintained. Plus I need to gain weight anyway wtf lol. I want so bad to go back to eating my safe amount of calories, the 100 calorie increase is freaking me out but I'm still barely eating enough. Idk if because I know I'm eating more the anorexia is telling me I look bigger. Anyway I hope tomorrow I feel better. #anorexiarecovery #edrecovery #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #food #foodie #fearfood #recovery #ed #eatittobeatit #recoveryisworthit #foodisfuel #realrecovery #prorecovery #foodporn #edfood #realrecoveryfood #edrecoveryfood

GIVE YOURSELF MORE CREDIT 💙 Fijne zondag iedereen 😊 Afgelopen week even wat stapjes terug moeten doen en paar daagjes op de bank gelegen. Niet leuk maar was echt nodig. Dus heb me rust genomen en dat heeft me flink goed gedaan. Soms moet je gewoon even resetten. De bedoeling was om vandaag de dag op te starten bij de crossfit maar gekozen om niet meteen te veel te vragen van me lichaam. Na zo'n weekje van niet tot weinig sporten en veel snoepen voel ik me altijd toch schuldig maar ik kan dat gevoel steeds beter negeren. 1 week kan al dat harde werk niet teniet doen dus vanaf vandaag weer lekker terug in het goede ritme. Rustig opstarten, straks thuis sporten en vooral genieten van de zondag 🌞 #happylife #healthylife #depressionrecovery #edrecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #selflove #cleaneating #crossfit #girlwithmuscles #strongnotskinny #absinprogress #bootybuilding #fighter #strong #bbg #workout #progression #abs #booty #justdoit #noexcuses #happiness #luckygirl

Menstruation, woo-ho! HELL YES. Mine are FINALLY HERE and I could throw a party for that! At least I'm congratulating myself for everything I've gone through for reaching this "level" of recovery. After 12 years living without natural menstruation/menstruation at all (I decided not to use birth control/other hormonal solutions to get my periods, after many years struggling with unpleasant effects they caused) my body finally made a signal that my hormonal functions are now in quite good condition. Am I glad or what? OH MY GOD (whatever that is) YES. . . Getting my natural periods is one of the most concrete proofs about how far I've gotten on my recovery. I consider and feel myself recovered and this is the most amazing thing I've experienced. . . My physical body is working. My bodily functions are normalizing. My mind is not trapped. I see myself as a team formed by my mind and body.  I don't see myself as a structure of bits and pieces.  I'm whole. I don't despise my body.  I don't have a need to exercise compulsively. I like to eat, I enjoy eating.  I'm not afraid of eating in front of others.  I want to take care of myself. Food and eating aren't expressing moral implications for me anymore. Ed-thoughts are so, so, so silent if they appear, and my own voice has power to mute that whispering. For as long as I can remember my greatest wish has been to live a life without an eating disorder, to sense how and what is this reality that I've been unable to live. This realm of freedom, as I thought this reality that I'm now living is, is what I call living. And yes, I thought that the day of my first natural periods would never come but yet it did, in age of 26. Revocery is possible. You can get there. #anorexiarecovery #edrecovery #menstruation #periods #bodyacceptance #selfacceptance #foodfreedom #appreciation #selflove #selfcare #health #recoveryispossible #recoveryisworthit #fuckdietculture #edwarrior #body #syömishäiriö

✨Lunes 11: 🥪Desayuno: Sándwich con jamón, queso amarillo , lechuga y mayonesa... Se me olvidó mi sándwich en el carro y tuve que comprar uno en la escuela. No me gustó nada jsjaja 🤷🏻‍♀️ . Comida: Calabacitas con queso y pollo, frijoles y aguacate. 🧀 . Snack: Mandarina y pan tostado con queso ricotta y mermelada de naranja. 🍊 . Cena: Pan pita con lechuga, jitomate, cebolla, pepino, germen de alfalfa y zanahoria. + queso ricotta 🥙 . Postre: yogurt natural con plátano y guayaba. 🍌 . #fooddiary #diariodecomidas #comidasana #healthyfood #alimentacionconsciente #foodforlife #anorexiarecovery #edrecovery #tca #beatana #anorexiafight #saludmental

My dream breakfast situation 🤗 . Avocado 🥑, frozen banana 🍌 , spinach, almond milk and cinnamon blended up into the creamiest green smoothie bowl and topped with all my favourite things: raw chocolate drizzle, hemp hearts, berries, cacao nibs, @deliciouslyella granola and of course @manilife_ peanut butter. When the chocolate sauce hits the cool smoothie it forms a magic shell - heaven 😍. If you had to eat one breakfast on repeat what would it be? 🧐🥞

PTW- I just had a huge fight with my partner. My ED voice got angry and angrier. I became a monster and I yelled and yelled at him over something so trivial. I haven’t cooked in over a year. My partner used to cook for me but hasn’t anymore because I don’t trust his cooking and he isn’t vegan. Today I said I wanted to get an air fryer to start cooking. This in itself is a HUGE deal for me. He said “why get that? You are not going to cook anyway and it’s just going to sit inside the cupboard”. He has always told me that I should cook. I got so angry at him because I felt like he was telling me that I don’t need to eat and that I shouldn’t eat. I got so angry. I haven’t been this angry in a long time. When I get angry I resort to my behaviours. I just want to restrict and self destruct so so badly 😭😭😭😭 i hate this. I hate who i am. I hate myself angry. I hate this all so much. I just want this all to stop!!!!! 😭 TW❗️ I have noticed I have been so hungry the last few days and my fuse is so so short. I’m scared I’m getting my period back 😭. I know it should be a good thing but for me it reminds me of how fat I’ve gotten 😭😭😭😭😭 #mentalillnessrecovery #edrecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #recoveringaussies #edvoice #depression #enoughisenough

it’s 3am. i’m laying in bed on my phone working on a bunch of shit. (topless because that’s the best way to sleep even though i never sleep). a lot is coming and i finally have a good feeling about all the things i want to do. tomorrow (today) i’m filming a what i eat in a day to prove to myself that i am allowed to eat and it’s okay. also an update because a lot has been going on. morning routine video will be up tomorrow (today) too. also i made a new inspiration board on pinterest that i really really like and it’s linked in my bio if you wanna check it out 💭

Sunday morning smoothie bowl😛😛😛 blueberry and @missfitsnutrition vanilla vegan protein smoothie bowl topped with nectarines, chia seeds, desiccated coconut and @mindfulbitesuk cacao Brazil nut butter😍😍😍

Breakfast this morning is chocolate porridge 🥣🍫 with mixed in white choc syrup, topped with 1 white choc mouse 🐭 & 4 white choc snowies👌 which I let them both melt into the porridge 🤤it’s only been a day since not having porridge and I’ve missed it too much 😂 I also topped it off with 20g of fresh blueberries because blueberries and porridge always makes a brilliant combination 😉 I then had 2 slices of thick wholemeal toast one slice topped with half Nutella with half strawberry jam, and the other slice e half white choc spread with half blackcurrant jam and a 80g banana 🍌 topped with some more white choc syrup 👌 #edrecovery #anorexiarecovery #foodphotography #foodstagram #foodpics #foodporn #foodisfuel #foodblogger #instafood #foodie #strongnotskinny #realrecovery #like4like #follow4follow

Breakfasting on weetabix + soya milk + banana🍌! Arrived back from Amsterdam on Friday, can honestly say it was AMAZING😝! Not got any plans for today, what have you all got planned?!?

Happy Sunday☀️ #Breakfast today was heated weetabix with unsweetened soya milk and flax seeds mixed in🥣 topped with a kiwi🥝 along with some nuts and 2 dried apricots🧡 Do you have any plans for today? I don't🤣 I desperately need to get some studying done, but I've been procrastinating super hard like I always do🤓 - - #food #fooddiary #foodie #vegetarian #veggie #vegan #eat #eating #eats #meal #nutrition #health #healthy #healthyfood #fruitandveg #balance #balanced #foodisfuel #carbs #protein #mentalhealth #recovery #eatingdisorder #prorecovery #edrecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery

Breakfast is the most important meal of the day! 😋 #breakfast #scrambledeggs #fresh #freshfruit #yoghurt #bigbreakfast #hoarcrosshall #yummyfood #eatwell #treatyoself #nomnom #waytostarttheday #salmon #tasty 😋 #breaky #edcommunity #edrecovery #edchallenge #spoiltforchoice #staffordshire #spaweekend #valentines #relax

☆DO WHAT WORKS FOR YOU AND DON'T COMPARE TO ANYONE ELSE ☆ By @antidiet_dietitian 🥑 . You are your only point of reference when it comes to nutrition, fitness, performance and progress. . This analogy is also applicable to the act of eating and social expectations for what /how it should be. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ How do you know when your car needs fuel? Well your dashboard tells you. You've got a highly sensitive gas gauge that will tell you where your gas level is as you drive. You don't have to guess or hope. There is a clear indicator. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ Clearly it doesn't matter who else is getting gas or not. If your car needs fuel, give it fuel. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ There might be times when you have plenty, but you know that the next gas station is quite far. So you fill up wisely. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ Same with your body and your food, your hunger and your appetite. Don't feel pressure to eat to please others, or because others are eating, or even to NOT eat because you're the only one who wants or needs food. ⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ You need to respond to YOUR body's needs. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ Eyes on your own dashboard. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ · · · · · · · · · #fitnessjourney #health #fitnessaddict #mindfuleating #bodybuilding #diet #fitnessfood #bingeeating #intuitiveeating #edrecovery #fitnessgirl #fitnesslife #workout #gymlife #fitspo #fatloss #fitnessfreaks #fitnesslifestyle #fitness #fitnesstrainer #nutrition #fitnessmodels #fitnessfun #fitfam #fitnessfreak #dietitian #fitnessgear #fitnessgoals #fitnessmodel #motivation

Omg white bean cookie dough is literally the best🤤😍 - - - #Realrecovery #recovering #recoveryisworthit #edrecovery #edfighter #edfamiliy #eatingdisorder #edwarriors #anorexiarecovery #healthyeating #bodybuilding #bodypositiviti #workout #healthylifestyle #bowlofhappiness #foodblog #strongnotskinny #fruit #carbsarefuel #carblover #recoverywin #weightgain #gainingmylifeback #peanutbutter #vegan #semolinapudding #veganfoodporn #minniemaudguidlines #minniemaud #minniemaudrecovery

🌟Lunch & dinner of yesterday🌟 ▪3 pieces of cake ▪1 multi grain bun with cheese and hummus & 1 1/2 eggs [ I had alot of fun with my cousin last evening and also with my family 😊 The cake was so delicious and it felt so good to eat it just because I liked the taste 🤷‍♀️ but afterwards I had stomach pain which was not so nice 😕 at dinner time I also thought to eat bread instead of a bun but I decided the higher calorie bun💪 I also had alot of nuts/nic nacs and 3 cream liqueur.... already after the cake I had a bloated stomach and it didn't changed the whole evening 😔 I am noticing that I have gained weight and where I gained it and it puts me back into a old mindset... ] #anorexia #recovery #anorexiarecovery #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #edrecovery #struggling #cake #bodyimage #birthdayparty

"Ach Mami, Nerv mich doch nicht immer." Das wären vermutlich Gipsy Gedanken 😅 Aber ich kuschel doch so gern mit ihm 🤷‍♀️ Mein Mann sagt immer zu Gipsy, dass es in seinem Mietvertrag steht: Er wird rundum versorgt, darf hier wohnen und bekommt fressen, dafür muss er aber mit uns kuscheln 🤷‍♀️😂 Mein Bauch tut heute höllisch weh. Ich habe relativ viel gegessen gestern Abend, aber mich trotzdem echt beherrscht. Hab auch zunächst alles drin behalten. Ich wollte gut sein. Keine Umstände machen. Wie es halt so ist. Irgendwann wurde ich so müde, weil mein Körper so Probleme hat, Nahrung zu verarbeiten. Mein Bauch war aufgebläht, ich hatte Schmerzen, mein Herz klopfte so stark, dass ich dachte,man könne es hören, war einfach nur fertig. Zuhause dann direkt 🚾 Ich hab dieses Gefühl nicht ausgehalten und hätte so tatsächlich auch nicht schlafen können. Heute tut mein Bauch einfach total weh. Ich hab so großen Hunger, bin kaputt und müde. Ich traue mich aber nichts zu Essen, weil ich mich so unfassbar schlecht fühle. Ich habe 4kg zugenommen die letzten wochen und schäme mich einfach so sehr. Am liebsten will ich den ganzen Tag heute verschlafen. Allein sein. Niemanden sehen. Aber ich kann ja schlecht meinen Mann rauswerfen 🙄 Und stattdessen wollen wir auch wahrscheinlich ins Kino. Ich hoffe einfach, ich bekomme den Tag gut rum. #recovery #edrecovery #healthy #bpd #borderline #bulimia #selfharmmm #selflove #depression #wunderwesen #strong #battling #struggle #kater #katze #cat

Goood morning❤️❤️❤️. Love me big bowl of #carrot #flax #cinnamon #turmeric #peaprotein #oats topped with frozen #berries and #nuts #chia #blacksesame and #coconut 🥥🥥🥥😇. . Honestly I feel shit😶😔. Anorexia is screaming and telling me to exercise like cycle etc but nope. I cannot give in. And I will not give in. No. Take the train Jenny and keep eating what you need. This is the only way. Get through the shit before you feel good. ❤️❤️❤️. Anyways. How are you?

#breakfast Sunday's breakfast. I cried most of the day yesterday. I have such anxiety and are so desperate. I'm terrified of weighing tomorrow. Feels like I've gone up lots.✖️#eatingdisorderrecovery #anorexiarecovery #anafighter #edrecovery #food #eatingdisorder #anorexia #anorexiafighter

17/02/19 BREAKFAST🍳 Banana pancakes🥞 (consisting of 1 banana🍌, 2 eggs🥚, half a teaspoon of baking soda🥄and half a cup of rolled oats🌾. Cooked using 1 teaspoon of virgin olive oil🍾). Topped with some fresh mixed berries🍒; blackberries, blueberries, strawberries🍓and raspberries🍇. All accompanied with a glass of hot soya milk.🥛♨️ DM me for the recipe!📑 This is the third time i have made these and they just keep getting better and better!🏆Ana is not scared of them anymore and actually i enjoy them so so much!😋No more fear! I am done with ana!🥊 #EDRECOVERY #tasty #nutritious #alternativemeal #healthymeal #wholesome #homecooked #lazysunday #5aday #cosy #freshfruit #golden #challengingana #nofear #balanceddiet #nourishment

Good morning lovelies! Breakfast today is @weetabixofficial Oatibix Flakes with semi skimmed milk and a cup of tea. Off for another family day today before a 4 hour drive home. Hope you all have a great day! #Anorexia #Recovery #Recovering #MentalIllness #MentalHealth #Healthy #Breakfast #Anxiety #HealthAnxiety #GeneralAnxietyDisorder #SocialAnxiety #PanicAttacks #SelectiveMutism #Depression #PanicDisorder #EatingDisorder #EatingDisorderRecovery #ED #EDRecovery #Fitness #FoodDiary #Food #FoodReview #FoodReviewUK #Weetabix #ProRecovery #EatItToBeatIt #AnaRecovery

Welcome home Ted 💙 This little one has stole my heart already!

#Lunch & #dessert today was amazing😋 Tomato Penne Pasta🍅🍝 Cheese Sandwiches🧀🍞🥪 Waffles with strawberries🍓 • • • • • #foodporn #food #foodphotography #foodie #delicious #yummy #pasta #penne #pennepasta #anorexia #anarecovery #delish #tasty #eatingdisorderrecovery #edrecovery #edwarrior #eat #eating #pastas #pasta 🍝 #recovery #waffles #strawberry #grilledcheese #cheese #sandwich #cheesy #myfood

Happy Sunday 🖤 probably the last picture w/ snow because I smell spring, hihi! Somebody else super excited about more sun, spring vibes, fresh fruits & good vibes? This spring is ours. To live and laugh more. No more struggling and holding ourselves back. // today’s agenda: morning walks, visiting my granny + spending time with my loved ones before I’m off to Munich again. What are your Sunday plans? Xx __________________________ Einen schönen Sonntag euch lieben! Statt Schnee gibt’s heute Sonne satt -Frühlingsgefühle hallo 👋☀️ genießt das Wetter, einen leckeren Sonntagsbrunch, Zeit mit der Familie, Zeit für euch & lasst es euch gut gehen. Drücke euch 🌹

Also ich fand die leider nicht so lecker 🤨 Hey Leute ❤️ Heute melde ich mich mal schon in der Früh, weil ich heute einiges vorhabe 🥰 Ich werde heute mit meiner ganzen Familie zum Flughafen fahren und dann werden wir dort meinen Bruder abholen, der jetzt seit einem halben Jahr im Ausland war 😍 Allerdings gehen wir dort dann wahrscheinlich essen am Mittag und mittags fällt mir das sowieso schon schwer und noch dazu kennt mein Bruder mein gestörtes Essverhalten nicht so wirklich und deshalb habe ich Angst, was er sagen wird 😓 Dann muss ich heute auch noch Latein lernen, weil wir bald Schulaufgabe schreiben und Spanisch und Geschichte lernen, weil wir diese Fächer morgen haben 😩 Meine Bio Hausaufgabe will ich heute auch noch erledigen und dann halt noch ein paar kleinere Dinge 😅 Ich hoffe ihr habt heute alle einen schönen Tag und bis morgen oder später 😊🙈

I'm so ready for a relaxing week🍃

Bircher muesli with greek yoghurt, mango, berries, peaches, passion fruit, seeds, coconut and honeycomb 🥰💕🍓🥣 #edrecovery #nourish #brisbanefood

Meow. Don't know how much longer I can go on pretending I am OK.