✖️Every time I feel overwhelmed I picture myself in the desert.🌅 I remember myself waking up in the middle of nowhere, I stood up and ran to the highest place to see the sunrise. It was hard to stand on sand and my feet would get stuck as it was the softest sand, but I wanted to get to the top so bad that I didn’t care. And when I was in the highest place, it felt so worth it. The view was really unique. Once I was there I felt completely free in many ways. I am talking about this because I’ve been really stressed and struggling with anxiety for college, finals, personal life, my independence, missing my mother, not having enough time for everything... Have you ever felt like screaming really bad? Yeah that was me since a few weeks ago. But, I’m meditating more, making schedules, organizing everything, taking walks, dancing when nobody is watching, taking baths, listening music... but one thing that really helps me is to put the phone away with no interaction at all for a few days. It works.
I want to thank so so so damn much to my loved people. Listening my mum’s voice makes me feel so much better, my friends messages calm me down and cheer me up and my hubby... he is just too good with me. I’m grateful for my life, even when sometimes it’s hard to breathe.
Ps: seeing these pictures this weekend gave me more mental peace meanwhile I was studying calculus and preparing all my finals.
#mentallyprepared #dromedary #sand #desert #finals