And it's the most painful thing in the world to find out you haven't. 💔
How many times will I wait for your call..
How many nights will i stay awake wishing you'd come back
How many times will i watch you go as I watch the summer breeze turn into winter snow.
I could not be more proud of my best friend Kaleigh and all the work she’s doing this week. Check out everything she’s posting @bsuhomecoming
There is not one person in this life that can save us from our own demonds
We should not selfishly demand that we need someone else to survive
That we need someone else to heal
Oh how we rely on others
Close ones for comfort
We say "I need you"
We say "don't ever leave me"
We trap them in a bind
We make them feel sorry for us
We make them sad when they aren't able to give us what we need
We are asking them to put our feelings before their own
How dare we be so selfish
How can we live our life if we are constantly relying on others for our own happiness?
There is not one person out there that can cure us from our own demonds
I have them
We all have them
We all live here
In this life
We must please ourselves first
Pleasure ourselves first
Hold ourselves first
Look after ourselves
Fight our own battles
Be inspired and love others
Never relying on them for your comfort
Always trying to be better than the person we were yesterday
Battling our demonds, one little day at a time.
Together always 💛 -----
"To everyone in my life I have ever relied on
It was never your duty to heal me
I should have never told you I needed you
I relied on you for my happiness
I relied on you to love me
To want me
To need me to
But the thing is
I didn't want me
I was not ready to be happy
I was not ready to be loved
For I did not love myself
and for that I am sorry."
Words by me @littlecupofyoga
This last year has easily been the best, goodbyes suck. Really suck. One last hurrah last night for the West 13th Family ... safe travels little G and big C ✈️💔
Fue un placer conocerte😭❤️, siempre fuiste amable y amigable conmigo 😩, no me gustan las despedidas pero bueno, te deseo lo mejor en tu viaje, siempre te recordaré ❤️❤️❤️❤️........goodbye😭#Dontleave #stay