8/19/18: Yesterday was AMAZING! Had an amazing time with these ladies! We had the best conversations, smiles, and laughs ever! I didn’t even go on a single ride with them, but had the best time ever! All the snacks, drinks, and fun was had! Love these girls! @steph1583 @essiedee @imarebelpilot
But today was a different story...
Today I called in sick to work. I started the day not feeling the best. A huge headache and overall just feeling yucky. On top of that I planned on doing homework and writing a paper. However, my energy was low and my motivation was out the door. I ended up napping all day and was overly unproductive. So today was a total waste. I did not do a single productive thing. You know I’ve said it before, but living with depression is tough. You can plan all you want, but this is definitely a huge issue to live with. But I’m doing it. Ever day will be different, and I just have to be ok with it. Although I’m upset that I did not accomplish the goals I wanted to today, it’s ok. There is always tomorrow. It will be a constant process, but this is my new normal. Things may not work out the way I want, but it will be ok....
Like Annie said, “The sun will come out tomorrow...”