I wanted to tell you the thing, you already knew.
yeah! I came that evening.
with a ring to propose you to merry,
but god damn!
all I've now,
is a boxful of your ashes to carry,
I wanted to hold you hand like never before,
and put that ring in your ring finger,
just to make it more precious.
unaware of the fact,
that I'll see you in burning in a box,
and the ring I bought to make you mine,
I'll see myself donating it memorably,
& taking the ashes of your ring finger as memories of mine.
I wanted to give you an unexpected proposal,
but,all I got is a chance to participate in your last cade..
I can't tell you how bad it hurts,
seeing you as burning wax statue,
with particals laying still and becoming ashes of my past.
I wanted to confess my love,
but your ears are ashes,
Now,
there's a gulf,
b/w you and me.
maybe you're right next to me watching,
I can feel you,
but seeing your eyes lightup,
knowing what I know,
it just can't happen,
you've no eyes,
even your ears are gone,
your senses don't work,
and you can't think outside of the box.
......
the box,
is all you've now..
god damn!!!!
~chandravardhan(अक्ष)
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