This song is full of tears. Tears of pain, joy, heartbreak, comfort and faith. This is the most vulnerable I've been so far. And not because my previous songs weren't real and dear to me but this one is an ongoing reality for me and it's scary to share what I'm currently experiencing. I've never done that before. It's not something I can disconnect to and say it's in the past. I wrote it recently and I need it's message badly right now. The songs on the Heartbeat album were written between the ages of around 13-17 and it was part of my childhood/teenage years ... And of course it is still timeless for me. But writing this song 7 years later (rec 9 yrs later) is a whole new world. So much has changed since then and I've grown and learned more than I would have chosen to. I became the person I am, I became fully me. And that's why this is the hardest song for me to share bec I've broken my own walls and stepped out into the open, in ways I've never dreamed. I've found and lost joy, love and hope so many times... I feel like nothing can take my spirit away. I feel a resiliency I could not have imagined. Of course that doesn't mean it isn't hard. I feel more... More exposed, more seen, more appreciated, more judged, more confidence, more fear, more doubt and more inner peace. It's a lifetime of work and a journey. Therefore, I think and hope that us sharing this song just may also be that much more rewarding. I hope it brings us closer (,and brings me and you separately) some hope/joy through sadness. Deciding to put out more original music has not been simple for me but here I am choosing to share a part of my heart and soul with you, again. I didn't specifically plan for this song to be what I released "first" after this long break, it just happened. I was living this song every day and I wanted to live it together with you. So... (Taking deep breath...) Here it is. Here I am.
🎶 "I Still Have You" by Nechama Cohen. Song + Music Video out Dec 12! TOMORROW NIGHT! #IStillHaveYou #originallyrics #nechamamusic #nechamacohen #originalmusic #originallyrics
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