Today... I went to play with @maximexposure
in an attempt to shake the funk that's been on my back lately. In her usual fashion, she got me pics SUPER FAST - even faster than usual. And in my usual fashion I started to tear myself apart. Every single imperfection, every roll where one shouldn't be, my turkey waddle, my bingo wings, etc.
And then... snap.
No. No. NO.
Do I look like I wish I did? Nope! But you know what... it's me and I have to learn to love it. If I spend all my time picking everything apart about these images - I won't remember the laughs over all the silly things that happened during the taking of them.
Will I still initially pick things apart? Absolutely. But I'll be trying to do better about making the time spent doing so less and less. RD is constantly telling me I see a different picture than what everyone else does - maybe I need to shut up and listen.
As she says, "You get what everyone gets.... a lifetime" And I can't spend most of mine reaching for unattainable beauty standards.
Laughing over derp faces and sad attempts at sexy and discarded tupperware is much more fun anyways. .
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