FINAL PART 🔥❤️
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Things were going pretty well between you and Bucky. You got very close though didn't really call yourself his girlfriend or anything like that. You just spent lots of time together, he supported you when you tried to get a job, though you ended up temporary working as a secretary in some office. Everything was good, until he just disappeared one day. You were supposed to meet him after work near your office, but he didn't show up. You waited for almost an hour, he didn't pick up the phone or replied to your texts. You thought he could be busy or his phone died, so you weren't worried much. More offended. But when he kept not answering for the next day, your thoughts turned dark. Bucky never told you where he lived, though he's been to your place a lot of times, so you couldn't find any way to meet him. It lasted for a week, you were calling and he never answered. You decided that it just was his way to get rid of you and show you that he's not interested. It was a better thing to think about than that he's hurt or worse. So you tried to move on with your life, but one day when you came home, you felt that something was wrong and then you heard steps
-Who the hell are you?-a tall blonde man was in your living room. You grabbed the first heavy thing you saw and raised it. It was some statuette.
-Relax, I'm Steve Rogers,-he showed that he's armless
-What the hell are you doing here? How did you get in?
-I need to talk to you
-Why on Earth would Captain America want to talk to me?-he approached you and took the statuette away from you
-I'm a friend of Bucky Barnes,-your heart skipped a beat. If his friend showed up in your place, it couldn't mean any good
-Where is he? Is he okay?
-He is. He just needed to leave the city for a while
-Leave the city?-it all felt very suspicious,-I don't understand anything. How come you and him are friends? Sorry, but history was never my favorite subject in school, so the only thing I know about you is that you're like 500 years old
-One hundred, actually,-you rolled your eyes
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I have literally no idea how I plan to finish this, but maybe you'll like it. Just maybe (pls comment if you want more)
Bucky smiled when he saw you walking out of the building, but his smile disappeared when he noticed that you were holding back tears.
-Hey,what happened?-you approached him, doing your best not to burst out crying. You didn't want to look so pathetic, plus you literally met him couple days ago and crying in front of him wasn't something you wanted to do,-What did they tell you?
-I didn't get it. I didn't get the role
-Are you sure?
-Yes!-you kept wiping your tears off,-They said that I would "outshine" their leading singer and it's not what they want
-Wait. They didn't hire you because you're too good?-you shrugged,-Are you serious?
-I wish I wasn't,-you felt desperate. You had good chances in this musical and the fact that they used such pathetic and weird excuse not to hire you, made you feel only worse.
-Listen, it's okay. It's not the end of the world. You'll get another job,-Bucky was struggling with finding something to say. Just like Mr Robinson said, he isn't great in relationship and he's definitely not used to comforting women,-Just please don't cry,-you nodded and walked forward. Bucky followed you
-I will try to get some ordinary job, I guess. I have higher education, you know? Maybe your company will hire me?- you looked at him. You knew that it wasn't fair, but you didn't see anything very bad in asking Bucky to arrange you job interview
-My company?-his heart skipped a beat and his mind kept trying to come up with an excuse
-Your dad's, I mean. I understand, if you can't, but it would be very helpful.
-I'll talk to him,-you smiled to him. Bucky had two options at that point. To keep lying to you and say that his father is not looking for new employees or to tell you the truth and most likely lose you forever. More than ever before he hated how his past limited him. Bucky got used to loneliness, but sometimes he just wanted a friend, who will be by his side. Someone who can actually understand, not try to fix him, but accept him for who he is. -Thank you for being with me today
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I actually like the way it turned out, wow
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When Bucky walked in that bar he didn't see anyone on the stage. No one smiled to him. People were just sitting and drinking, no one was smiling or laughing. He felt like it's the wrong bar. Even the owner of the bar was drinking something,very upset
-Hey,-he approached him,-Are you okay?
-Sort of. Are you?-Bucky nodded
-I thought that if I fired her, I'd save some money and would earn more,-Mr Robinson sighed,-But it's almost 10 pm and the bar is half empty. No one wants to be here without her.
-Maybe you should hire her back
-Man, I'm broke. I hit the rock bottom. You have no idea how many loans I have. I just couldn't find money to pay her. Plus I don't want to keep burying her talent in this place
-She loved this place though
-Do you know her? You're friends?
-Not really. We just talked yesterday. She's upset, but she understands you
-I'm glad she doesn't hate me,-Barnes smiled,-Anyway, if you see her, tell her that I'm sorry
-I don't think that will happen any time soon
-She didn't give me her number and by look on her face I could see that she's not interested
-Oh, man,-Mr Robinson smiled and put his hand on Bucky's shoulder,-Don't make such decision basing on the "look on her face". If you like her, you should find a way
-Like her? I barely know her,-he said that mostly to himself. He repeated that phrase lots of times the night when he walked you home. He was simply trying to convince himself that nothing can happen between you two and that he should just forget about you
-So? Wasn't her voice enough to make you fall for her completely? You think you're the first one? Do you know how many men felt for her after listening to her once? The fact that you showed up every day tells me something, son,-Bucky blushed a little, knowing that he's right
-And what am i supposed to do? Stand in front of her window and yell her name?
-You know where she lives?
-I walked her home
-She let you walk her home and you tell that she's not interested? You must be very bad at relationship
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-Mr Robinson, please,-your boss was standing in front of you. He was upset and tired,-You don't have to do this
-I do, Y/n. And I'm so sorry, but I do,-he just said that you won't work in his bar anymore. He didn't say the words "you're fired", but you knew what it meant,-I can't afford paying you anymore. I can't afford your equipment. Trust me, if I could do anything to keep you here, I would,-you've been working in that bar for almost 3 years. Of course it wasn't the job of your dream, but you felt in love with it. Since your childhood you loved singing and when your attempts to become rich and famous failed, Jacob Robinson hired you in his bar. Every night you would sing songs and men listened. Your parents didn't approve it, your friends kept telling you that you deserve better,but when you saw the look on the faces of people who came there sad and desperate and left with a hope, it made you feel like you're actually helping someone. Mr Robinson said that your songs made people forget about their problems. Maybe it was truth.
-I understand it.
-My bar is losing its soul today,-he hugged you,-Y/n, you're like a daughter to me, I hope you know it. I will write you a recommendation letter and maybe it will help to find a new job. Better one,-you nodded
-Thank you,-you looked around. It wasn't late so the bar was half empty. In about an hour it will be very crowded and your listeners will start asking for you,-Maybe I could stay for tonight? One last time?
-Sure, sweetheart. I really am sorry,-he smiled softly and left. You went up on the stage and prepared everything you needed. While waiting for people to come, you were thinking about the people you saw in that bar every day. Many of them showed up so often, you started to worry when they didn't. But there was a guy who came absolutely every day. Whenever he walked in the bar he would smile and nod to you, and you smiled at him back. You didn't know his name or anything about him and neither did he. He just truly loved the way you sang.
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My December of therapeutic creativity continues! This mug is for me, decorated with my two favorite Caps (sorry, Steve, I love you too, but I LOVE THEM SO MUCH MORE), who also happen to be what my therapist calls my "ego ideals". On bad days, it helps to be Bucky--battered and abused, but still good and kind in spite of it. On good days, I try to be Peggy--strong and brave despite a heart full of kintsugi cracks. This year I've stepped out on my own more, come into my sense of self. I've picked up my shield for enough protests that people who don't know my name see me coming, wave and call me Captain. This January will mark my third Women's March.
My life is not what I imagined it would be by 35; I'm estranged from most of my family, I'm perma-hustling to make ends meet, I still haven't sold a book of my heart, and I doubt I'll ever find my dance partner for a variety of reasons. I've always felt like there wasn't any room in the world for me--I nearly died in infancy, and it's a bit of a fluke that I've lived this long. I've always known I had one foot in somewhere else, and there weren't a lot of folks who wanted me to keep the other foot here.
But these two Captains give me hope. They're not what anyone looked for or expected, but they pull on their boots and they pick up their shields and they make the world a little better. So maybe I can too. Maybe not in the way I hoped for, but maybe in a way I never could have imagined. For as long as I'm breathing, I can plant my feet in both worlds, look the bastards in the eye, and say, "No. You move." I'll be the best Captain I can.
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You couldn't focus during the rest of the day, kept distracting and having flashbacks. You remembered your sad days in details, but you remembered happy ones as well. How you walked in the room holding a bag of ice for Bucky. You just returned home from the mission, but it was the easy one. You and Barnes only got couple bruises and were tired as hell. He was sitting on the couch, still wearing his tuxedo, but he took off the tie.You were in a long red dress. You approached him and sat on his lap, placing a bag of ice on his forehead
-Ouch, it's cold,-he complained
-Well, it's ice,-he smiled and you run your fingers through his hair
-We did good today,-you nodded
-The mission in the fancy restaurant. Just like in classic spy movies
-You liked that?
-Hell yeah,-he laughed and coughed,-Are you hurt?
-Nope,-he put his hands around you,-I'm just very tired,-Bucky put his head on your shoulder. After some time you both got up and went to bed. These memories were simple and ordinary, but they were the best. Just simple life at home and those short hours spent without fighting or training were the best. But you had dark memories too. You remembered how you were lying on the floor, covered in dirt and blood, not able to move but trying to find Bucky with your eyes or at least hear his breath, but the tinnitus didn't let you.
-Y/n!- you saw him crawling to you. You tried to get up but every single muscle in your body hurt. You didn't feel anything but pain, it felt like dying. You knew it, because you had felt that before. Mant times,-Hey, baby, it's okay,-he was finally next to you and he was hurt as badly as you were,- they're gone, everything is fine,-as you found out later, something exploded next to you.
-Buck,-you could hardly speak,-your face...-it was injured so badly that he was almost unrecognizable. Thank God doctors fixed it afterwards.
-It's okay. Don't talk, the help is on its way,-the help took 20 minutes to finally show up and the entire time Bucky did his best to keep you awake and alive. [READ THE REST IN THE COMMENTS]
This one is pretty spontaneous bc I didn't even want to post today, but I wrote this. Hope you like it❤️
-Hey,- you jumped on the bed and took the book away from Sebastian. He tried to take it back but failed,-What are you doing tonight?
-Why?-your relationship was... complicated. Your parents and his mom knew each other since your childhood and when you both decided to go to New York to study, they thought that if you rent an apartment together, it will be much cheaper. So you had to live in the same place with Sebastian, but you still couldn't say that you were good friends
-Today is my uncle's birthday
-My mom said that I should come
-Really? You don't get hints at all?-he rolled his eyes,-Okay, can you go with me?
-Why? I don't even know him
-Because last time when I showed up alone, they almost ate me alive trying to give me the numbers of the guys my age they knew,- he smiled, even laughed,- it's not funny,-you kicked him with a pillow,- it made me really uncomfortable
-Aw, poor thing,-now you wanted to kick him with something heavier
-I'm serious, can you go with me? Just couple hours
-What am I supposed to be doing there? Pretend to be your boyfriend or something?
-Hell no. My family just will see that I'm not alone and stop asking these annoying questions,-he made an indifferent face,-Sebastian, please. -Don't you have other friends at university? An actual boyfriend maybe?
-No and no,-you didn't want to beg him,-okay, whatever, I didn't expect anything nicer from you,-you got up
-Oh god, fine!-he groaned,- I'll go with you
-Thanks!-you approached him and kissed him on the cheek,- dress up, we're leaving in two hours,-he wanted to say something,but you raised your hand, letting him know that you're not finished,-and you're driving. Thanks!-you ran out of the room before he could say anything. In two hours you were completely ready for the party you didn't want to go. You knew your uncle, he was rich and loved showing it. Which meant that the restaurant is going to be fancy and expensive and you will feel like you don't belong there. At least you won't be alone
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-Y/n, I gotta go to S.H.I.E.L.D headquarters,-after a phone call Bucky got up and kissed you goodbye
-I don't know, Nick wants to talk
-Fury?-he nodded,-Why would he?
-No idea. I'll be right back,-he left. You couldn't think of anything they could be discussing. You and Bucky retired from Avengers about a year ago, everything was fine now, peaceful and happy life together, just like you wanted. Well, almost
-Barnes, I'm glad to see you,-Bucky couldn't hide that he felt happy to come back, even just for one conversation. After he got cured he officially became a superhero, one of the greatest. He missed it a little
-So am I, Nick,-they shook hands and Bucky sat down,-Why did you want to see me?
-I've got a little something for you,-he gave him photos
-Who is it?-he saw a girl, wearing a mask , saving a girl from being robbed -That's what you have to find out,-Bucky sighed and gave photos back
-Nick, I'm done with it. I told you last time, it's over. I can't lie to Y/n anymore
-Why didn't you tell her?
-About what? That I secretly keep working on S.H.I.E.L.D? We promised to each other that we're over with it. -But you're not "over with it". You're not ready to say goodbye to your little friend Winter soldier,-Bucky shook his head,- Barnes, I know it. And I understand it. You need this,- he handed Bucky photos,-We both know you do
-Why not you? I'm trying to help you. Keep you busy
-Lying to my girlfriend?-Nick shrugged his shoulders
-I need her identity. It's urgent,-Bucky got up and left. He hated lying to you. Ever since you two retired Bucky tried to control his wish to come back. He knew that it's bad for him and his only way to be happy is to stay with you, but sometimes he just needed to come back. To fight. Once he asked Nick Fury if he needed any help. Then Nick asked Bucky for help. At this point, it was like Bucky never left though he tried to end it. Again.
-Hey,Y/n,- you weren't home that night so he called you,-Where are you?
-I'm coming soon. Is everything okay?
-Yeah, I just need to go out
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This imagine was requested ages ago by I don't remember who. DM me if you requested it and want to be tagged❤️
Also sorry for the bad quality of the pic, I couldn't find one with a cake in good quality 😅❤️
The room you were in was dark. The only light came from a small lamp and the camera, Sebastian's face was the only thing you could see
-How could you? I can't believe it, how could you do it?!-you were crying and still had to make your face look "pretty". Balance between ugly and pretty is something that an actress has to be able to achieve
-I'm sorry. I'm so so sorry,-he stepped closer but you pushed him away. The only thing you hated about your job was how much energy and emotions it took. You already knew that it will take you some time to calm down after this scene, you couldn't help but take everything too close
-I don't want to see you. Leave,-you wiped your tears and took a deep breath,-I said leave, now!-Sebastian looked around. He wasn't supposed to do it. You already wanted to yell at him for ruining such a difficult for you scene. A moment after the light was off
-What the hell?-no one answered,-Seb?- silence,-Guys, what is going on?-you were alone in the dark room and of course you were confused,- seriously, it's not funny,- you heard someone laughing from the distance and then another person told them to shut up,-I can hear you!- a moment after you heard steps
-Happy birthday to you!- you heard several voices singing. The song got louder as Sebastian and the rest of the crew walked into the room,-Happy birthday to you,- he approached you with a huge cake in his hands. The candles lighted up his face. You smiled at him. He looked so proud and happy, it completely erased all the sadness you had because of the scene.
-What? It's your birthday,-you got used to not celebrating it. You thought of your birthday as an ordinary day, but apparently Sebastian had a different opinion on it,-Make a wish,-he smiled softly while the rest of the crew kept singing the song,- C'mon Y/n, just do it,- you blew out the candles and everyone clapped,-Happy birthday
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This was requested ages ago by @klaudii.xx
Hope you like it, sorry it took so long
Bucky woke up because suddenly it got very cold. He didn't even open his eyes, just picked up the fallen blanket and tried to fall asleep again, but it didn't help. After couple minutes he finally opened his eyes and turned to your half of the bed. He thought that maybe seeing your calm sleepy face will help him, but he didn't see anyone. The cold went from your side of the bed. It was empty
-Y/n?-he sat up. Dating Bucky included many things you just had to get used to, though they seemed weird. He hated sleeping alone. Though he didn't want to admit it, but one of his biggest fears was that someone will catch him when he's asleep. He knew that if this happened, you wouldn't be able to protect him at all, but he still felt better when you were sleeping next to him. Also seeing a face of your loved one after you wake up from the terrible nightmare helps. A lot.
-Y/n?-he asked louder. The room was dark and empty. His mind was still sleepy and Bucky didn't think that you could be in a bathroom or in the kitchen. Years spent in HYDRA taught him to always think of the worst scenario possible. He couldn't even control that, his mind just constantly went to bad places only
-Shit,-he got up and turned the light on. He saw that the door and all the windows were closed, so no one could break in. His heart beat increased already. He started breathing faster and faster. Bucky ran out of the bedroom and started walking around your house looking for you. As he walked, his mind woke up and still insisted that something bad happened. Or will happen if he doesn't do anything
-Y/n?!-he ran downstairs. Empty. Every room. Empty,-Shit, shit, shit,-he even walked outside but it was so dark he couldn't see anything. To make sure that he checked everything, Bucky went back to your bedroom just to see you sitting on the bed
-Oh god,-he sighed in relief
-What?- that night you couldn't sleep for some reason so you decided that a shower will help. You tried to make as little noise as possible not to wake Bucky up and used the bathroom that was farthest from bedroom. [READ THE REST IN THE COMMENTS]
Can this really happen? Please?
-Y/n, calm down, I feel like you're more nervous than I am,- Sebastian was laughing at you while you tried to normalize your breath
-Let's just sit down, okay? I'll hold your hand the entire time
-It's not funny, Stan,-you took your seats. He was doing something on his phone while you kept looking around. You couldn't believe you were actually there, you couldn't believe he really did it. When Sebastian left again more than a year ago, you had a good feeling about the movie he was going to be in, but you were scared to even think about this kind of success. His first Oscars nomination for the best leading actor. Hisfirst Oscar nomination ever. When he came home with these news, you thought he was joking. Then, when you saw a list of nominations online, you finally believed it. Though the fact that he was nominated was a win itself, you really hoped they'd give him an award. He deserved it more than anyone else. You wanted it for him more than anything else. -You probably know the winners already and just don't tell me, right?-you asked
-Wrong,-he put his phone down and looked at you,-I really don't know, I have no idea, okay? But it doesn't really matter if I win
-Of course it does, are you crazy?- he smiled,- you worked so hard for it, traveled so much! -So did all the actors on that list
-God, you don't have to be humble now, okay? - Nomination is already a win for me
-Win is a win. Only win is a win
-And if i don't get the award?
-If you don't get award, I'll stop watching these ceremonies forever and I'll tell everyone that they are not fair,-he laughed and hugged you,-Don't you want this? An award?
-You have no idea how much I want it,- soon his mom came. She was crying the entire time, even before the ceremony started. Sebastian was holding her and your hands and smiling though he was nervous. When everything finally stated, your heart was beating even faster. You saw your favorite actors and actresses, your idols and role models, but you couldn't even think about it, you were counting minutes till they finally announce the best leading actor
-And the award goes to...,
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Where is my inspiration?🙄🤔
You had to stop the movie you were watching and let Sebastian get up and answer his phone. You were having amazing time, it wasn't an ordinary evening. He just came back from being abroad for months. You both missed each other and now you planned to spend at least couple months together. You couldn't ask him to stay for more, you knew what his career meant to him. You wanted to be supportive though the empty house didn't make you feel so great. But now you tried not to think about it. You were watching him walking around the room, talking to someone. You couldn't hear the conversation, but he was arguing. After about 5 minutes he came back and you turned the movie back on
-Is everything okay?-you asked. He took a remote control from you and turned the tv off
-We gotta talk,-you looked at him,-That was my agent on the phone. He found a new movie for me
-Really? That's great!
-Yeah. It might be really huge. You know, there are a lot of famous actors and actresses in the cast and they offer me a leading role
-Are you serious? This is amazing!- you were truly happy for him. It upset you so much when he didn't get nominated for awards or when critics only talked about his costars. You knew that he deserved much more,-You agreed, right?
-Not yet,- you wanted to ask him why he doesn't look very happy. He was clearly excited but he tried the hide it
-It's really a huge movie. The shooting will take 6-7 months. Maybe more. Then press tour. And they said that if I say yes to them, I gotta leave tomorrow
-Tomorrow? But you just came home,-a smile left your lips
-I know, Y/n
-And where will you go? -There are a lot of locations. First two months are in Australia. Then France
-That's really far away,-he nodded. Of course you wanted him to stay. It wasn't fair. He just came back, you wanted some time with him. -I don't wanna leave you for so long. I really want to be here, home, with you. At least for some more time,-you hugged him. You were trying to find the right words and make your voice sound convincing
-You should go,-it didn't work, you sounded like you were about to cry. Which was true,
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