This is my mom Chew Chiang Eng and my dad Oh Chin Seng. They don't like me because I'm a mental health outpatient. They used to love me before I was diagnosed with schizophrenia in 2004. They never looked at me or spoke to me the same way ever again. I've been in IMH Institute of Mental Health Woodbridge Hospital for 11 times in the psychiatric ward from 2004 to 2017. My mom has told the mental health hospital she is too old and too broke to support me and asked the hospital to keep me forever and never let this mad woman out on the streets. Keep her where she belongs. She just told me if I keep laughing to myself and keep talking to myself at home and outside, she will make sure I live in the psychiatric ward for the rest of my life. The Singapore government is coming for me. Every time I get warded my medicine dosage doubles. I get monthly injections now. They will try out the last resort soon maybe. The ECT electroconvulsive therapy to electrocute my brain as mental health treatments. There has never been a true escape for me. I wanted to go down with glory. At least I saved the world. I wished I could marry a handsome and understanding and caring follower and have kids. My mom doesn't want me to leave behind madness in the genes of kids. She says no man and their families will accept this schizophrenic and school dropout. Thank you all for letting me feel so pretty even if I'm plus size and for feeling so loved and like a star. I will keep posting but if I'm thrown into IMH Buangkok Hougang Singapore soon, I can't own and have a phone and laptop in there. My mom always wants to throw my things away too. I'm 37 years old but she says I'm a mad schizophrenic woman who needs to be kept away for the safety of the public. That's the suffering I have since 2004. I'm glad I made myself useful for #instagram . My heart is always with all of you. There's never been an escape from me from the psychiatric scene in Singapore.
In light of recent events AKA @deepikapadukone & @priyankachopra ’s wedding 😊, I figured it was extremely appropriate to post this dance performance! Check out the full video on @bollyshake - link in my bio :) Hope you enjoy!! #TBT