A MUST READ ❤️🔥🚨❗️ •My transition into 2019 was not as smooth as I thought it would be, I went into the year not having a job, a car, lacking finances , stressing about paying bills and still trynna focus on blogging, YouTube and the things that keeps my creative. I struggled financially and It started affecting me mentally and I felt my mind going back to depressive thinking and I knew the only way to pull me out of that negative thinking was to fast. Thank God for my future Mother in Love and my Fiancé for fasting with me for 21 days because it completely changed my thinking. Yeah I still didn’t have a job, still struggled financially but God started allowing it to all make sense and he made me look at the things I did have. See I’m use to struggling in some way but I felt like I’ve worked so hard for 2 degrees so I didn’t understand why finding a job was so hard. And I found myself questioning God and his plans for me up until I started fasting from social media, TV, food (completely juice), and every other distraction. Because My mind wasn’t on the things that would usually distract me I seen things that I normally wouldn’t have. God showed me my thorn, he showed me my area of growth, he showed me that I’m having too much faith in my own abilities and not in his. He showed me how my faith in Him was lacking which was causing me to not receive what he had and at that moment I surrendered it all. And God is not making it all make sense to me in some miraculous ways! I can’t wait to share with you all what’s next! Do you feel God making it all make sense to you? If so how? Let’s talk about it! Y’all know I love transparency and vulnerability.
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