I'm not gonna lie. In 3 years of streaming dealing with all sorts of software and hardware issues, server issues, I mean you soak up so much knowledge that there's nothing you can't fix. However an issue arose at the most ridiculous time that for some reason I just could not figure out myself. I love streaming, I love my community, and I love @watchmixer.
Now that this has passed pretty much I'm glad it happened because it made me realize just how much I love this life, the people in my life because of streaming and everything I've built. I was devastated and that's the only word that can describe the stomach turning feeling I got thinking I may be sidelined for who knows how long and not be able to stream the way I want when I want how I want. Thoughts raced through my mind, moments flashes of amazing times, and I realized at any moment you can lose what you have. I've dealt with losing things just as quickly as I got them and I don't want that to happen ever again especially with my stream and cmty. I snapped out of it quickly and was willing to do WHATEVER it took to find a solution no matter the cost or sacrifices I may have had to make. I would do anything for this community and everyone in it. I have earned my place here. When my streaming career is through I want to leave not a mark but a legacy people will remember me by for years to come.
We got it back working today and I never felt better. I just want those who are just starting or going through some issues to know, take a step back, focus, get your mentality where it needs to be and if you really want this aim for the blackest spot in the night sky furthest you can see.
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