This couldn't be closer to the truth for me lately... I dont want to make it sound like everything's terrible and falling apart but I'll be honest having a child go through the Hospital the Sick Kids regularly with stays and all the procedures weights ya down. It straight up fucking sucks.
The Hospital itself is magnificent and the care is hands down the best. They just get kids.. they have all the toys. . Games.. treats and know all the tricks. What kicks your ass if the look in your kids eyes when they are scared for procedures... not being able to eat for hours at a time... long days and nights.. changes that happen... the strength your 4 year old has when you as a 30 something has -2500 left in her tank. .
Stress is serious. Although it literally is how you choose to view your world in any given moment... when your deep in all the things life brings, seeing the positive side of things can be a little foggy... .
This is why I workout. This is why I meditate and try to eat healthy. .
So I dont go fully bat shit crazy and so I can keep showing up for not only him.. my youngest daughter but my husband to be. .
Sure its physical but when life throws you some wild shit your mental state needs a little love. .
So watching the news on TV earlier meant watching a newsreader read the news on a phone, while showing the screen from the phone, reading the most looked at stories that people are looking at on their phones. This is actual insanity. #bbcnews@bbcnews#batshit