'O. M. G.' '17.
I just wanna get all this pent up art out there as soon as possible so I can focus more on the getting down to business aspects of my life. When Instagram deleted my account, that really fucked up my vibe for a while there, and I got physically sick for a week afterwards. But fighting for it back and articulating my values and the injustices I've experienced that are indicative of a systemic whole has helped me reconnect to who I am and what drives me. Sorry I've been inconsistent in my communication and expression lately. I keep having grand plans, and then contracting - new things are being revealed within me at such a pace that I can barely keep up with myself. I want this to be an artistic, expressive platform , and I also want to share my spiritual practices, my skill sets, my worldly wisdoms, and not feel so confined by this 3x1 insta theme, even though it looks so good! . And I'm torn between relishing in the solitude and mystery of my life, but torn between the way that social media cracks that open.
I also wanna share more of my writing. Share more videos of my singing. Share more tips and tricks and ultimately provide value to y'all by being here - as well as enjoying my self expression. .
But yeah - life is crazy - and I fluctuate a lot. And I know what I want, but keep changing my mind on what's the best way to get there. And I keep knowing what I don't want more and more each day .
And hey fuck. I'm 22. I'm doing my thing. I'm making it work. And now it's time to just listen to this creative explosion. This unexpressed vault. Get it up and out so I can get on with my vision. .
.To be honest though - rn all I wanna do is learn how to drive. Make money. And manifest my life into becoming fully independent boss bitch that does what they loves. .
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